I'm gonna cry she makes me so stressed out I said I changed my mind about going out today and now she's forcing me again I don't want to go out I just want to stay alone in my room and cry omfg why doesn't she get it why doesn't she want to understand me she's so cruel she doesn't want to help me she just wants me to be like my brother when this is not how it works ok I am different from him I don't want to hang out everyday like he does I want to be left alone right now because I had a bad day and she just doesn't want to accept it I was planning on going out today but none of the people I asked were free plus I'm in a bad mood so I just changed my mind ok I don't want to go anymore why is she forcing me to find someone to hang out with this is so upsetting I don't want this I want to be left alone why won't she leave I'm not feeling alright today and instead of trying to calm me down and understand my emotions she just gets mad at me and attacks me and accuses me of doing it on purpose when I don't have a reason I don't know why I feel like this but I just want to lay down and be alone for today I just want to stay by myself and now I'm even more upset I don't get it why is she violating me again