is a very serious and important question for me,and the ''end'' of the story of my ocs kinda depend on it...

let's assume you are an imaginary character created by someone.
And that someone is a child... this child kept getting stressed and thinking too much about life and the future, this child thought that if she sacrificed herself and performed in a big project, she could make people, or rather, humanity to take a step forward and think more about the consequences of everything that is happening now. Useless wars, prejudices, violence, diseases and problems that could be avoided.
This little girl wanted to change the world even though she felt like a speck of dust in a desert.
She started to feel lonely, sad, there was an emptiness in her world, it was colorless, as well as her vision of the reality in which our species lives.

Once she discovered her passion for art, she drew a lot from a very young age, and loved drawings with great stories.
She felt inspired, and decided to bring the inner world to life, her imagination of hers had never been so alive.
She created some people with the intention of having something like a second family. That way she could always come back to someone.
There was always a welcoming place for her.

This girl's real world was getting worse and worse, and her mind had ups and downs.
Her imaginary friends ended up being affected too.
Consequently, she wrote stories and each one had a different climax, whether it was an entire clan that was devastated, a person who underwent changes and led a rebellion, or someone responsible for an unreal war and ended up losing everything... Everything had So much weight for a reason, Their stories are full of holes for now.
The girl, with a bad conscience, realized that everything was uncomfortable, something was wrong. Was that a reflection of what her current world represented or was it what she wanted to dramatize for some reason? She wanted to portray the reality of several people, a reality that should be worked out she worked on her characters.
She knew it was all part of her head, and she started to think of a solution.
She entered her own universe, her dreams and nightmares. She found her 'friends' and decided to make their lives the best possible to make up for what they went through.
She was more grown up, and decided to take that role. Nothing needed to exist, nothing needed to happen. But if nothing happened, nothing would matter.
She wanted to share her good and bad times but in return she was exhausted from so many complicated questions about her.
One side of her wanted something to happen for this story to be told, and just because her ocs exist, half the path has already been taken towards chaos.
A character was created with the intention of ending everything she built.
At one time or another your ocs found out, and the child, with nowhere to run, begged for forgiveness and started to cry, she didn't want so many bad things to happen even though she put all the blame on her, she created it all and let your imagination take you. And she doesn't know anymore who's real and who's playing who. She doesn't want to believe she's been manipulating everything. She thinks the only thing she's been doing is torturing herself, nothing matters, nothing really exists, my best friends and my universe never existed, I never deserved it, I'm just here by chance, I just lived by chance, our world does not matter-
She was drowning in these thoughts for a long time but wanted to imagine a happy scenario anyway, for as long as she was with her ocs it was like that.
Everything is falling apart, I understand that I made you suffer and that it was all because of me, look at you now, so strong... I wish it could be like this... at least you have each other...
I don't deserve to live in this world, I think my punishment would be to abandon you...
wold you kill me pls?
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what would you do?