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just ignore this. no one cares anyways.
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so my anxiety has been bothering me for the past 4 days. but not only that, my depression is coming back. I can't sleep because of my anxiety. I started cutting again. im getting suicidal thoughts again. austin stays up until 3 a.m. every night facetiming me because he wants me to feel safe and wants to make sure im okay. I told him to stop, I want him to sleep instead of dealing with my useless shit.
i agree with what that anon said, people are here for my art. not me. no one is here for me. everyone hates me. i'm just an annoying person. no one cares anymore. no one cares when im upset. no one cares when im scared.
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dont even bother to ask if im okay if im not active tomorrow, or forever. it'll probably be a 99.9% chance that im dead. to make everyone happy.
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so my anxiety has been bothering me for the past 4 days. but not only that, my depression is coming back. I can't sleep because of my anxiety. I started cutting again. im getting suicidal thoughts again. austin stays up until 3 a.m. every night facetiming me because he wants me to feel safe and wants to make sure im okay. I told him to stop, I want him to sleep instead of dealing with my useless shit.
i agree with what that anon said, people are here for my art. not me. no one is here for me. everyone hates me. i'm just an annoying person. no one cares anymore. no one cares when im upset. no one cares when im scared.
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dont even bother to ask if im okay if im not active tomorrow, or forever. it'll probably be a 99.9% chance that im dead. to make everyone happy.
