Now he hates me... no one knows how I feel. I don't understand- maybe bc he's younger... but I still want him to be happy. Both of them. He just doesn't understand what I mean when I talk and he takes it the wrong way... jc would know what to do- she could fix it- she could help me make everyone happy- I understand how he feels. Now he blocked me and I can't even explain. Sam is gonna hate me. He's gonna be so mad bc it's my fault... I'm sorry to everyone.




Idk how much longer I can live like this