I'm sick of being pushed around by everyone, what did I do to deserve it?,,,, It's like everyone I know only pretends to care about me. It's annoying, they'll just pick with me and then wonder why I'm so sad wonder why I wanna cut myself,, I wish I was dead I swear if I was I - I ugh,,, I just hate it!- everyone keeps treating me like I'm trash or some kind of...... I can't even write,, everyone treats me bad and then acts like I'm the rude one I'm the one who should have respect,, but I didn't do anything... It's so fucking annoying....... Fuck, I honestly hate life--- I can't respect someone that can't respect me-- damn it,,, I'm always the one to get pushed around by everyone, no Care's about how I feel. Only about themselves, I wish I was home.... I wish I didn't have to put up with this- I wish people would care,,, but I guess I'm not worth anything to anyone,,,,,,,......