I apologize to everyone for my previous nonsensical posts. I am a teenager, a bitter weirdo with sudden mood swings. My life doesn't suck , I have a mother who loves me and good friends in real life and online. I feel very ashamed for everything I have said and had said, it was not my intention to try to make you all feel uncomfortable.
My impulsiveness is a lot, I do things without thinking, probably avoid reading posts when I'm sad or angry.