my 2 friends arent coming to this stupid fucking church dance even thoigh they always do and i say outside in 40 degree weather for a n hour before infound out they werent coming and before i found out i had told my mom the dance was okay and so now i cant ask her to pick me up because shes gonna tell me to just stay the whole tome and now im just sitting putside the gym near the bishop office literally fucking crying rn and with a stupid fucking ballon. i wanna go home but mom wont let me and i hate this so much