What if they all hate you.... They probably do.... It's probably all just a facade like with ash.... They don't care about you, they just want to get close so they can hurt you..... Your the problem.... You know what you should do with that knife..... Why can't they all just shut up. The voices won't stop and they won't leave.... Why can't they just go like they did before...... What if they are right.... What if everyone does hate you...... What if they are right and I'll just be abandoned like before.... Like all those times before.