Hey... hi guys... sorry if I haven't posted something. I want to get something off my chest :') life is hard but-
Yesterday I spoke to the guy I ignored and just thinking about it makes me very nervous and I don't know how to calm down, I'm just waiting for his response. A few days ago I told my friend on Whatsapp that we don't talk like we used to and yes.... (I get sad when they don't talk to me haha- 😭) she told me that she has family problems and now she couldn't talk to me or something but we haven't talked for 3 days now and she only leaves my messages in sight- well I think it would be too much pressure for her to tell her that I get sad when she doesn't talk to me apart from her school and family problems and she doesn't make the slightest effort to talk to me she just plays and leaves me abandoned bruh- yeah. I feel like I've already bored her, I spend all day alone in my house with nothing to do and since my brothers are adults and have families they don't live here anymore. Yes, I feel lonely in a nutshell. Every time I start to reflect on my life I fall back into an existential crisis and I find it hard to recover. So... I guess that was it - ahg I'm disgusted, but what can I do. I'll bring you new drawings soon, thanks for waiting.
Yesterday I spoke to the guy I ignored and just thinking about it makes me very nervous and I don't know how to calm down, I'm just waiting for his response. A few days ago I told my friend on Whatsapp that we don't talk like we used to and yes.... (I get sad when they don't talk to me haha- 😭) she told me that she has family problems and now she couldn't talk to me or something but we haven't talked for 3 days now and she only leaves my messages in sight- well I think it would be too much pressure for her to tell her that I get sad when she doesn't talk to me apart from her school and family problems and she doesn't make the slightest effort to talk to me she just plays and leaves me abandoned bruh- yeah. I feel like I've already bored her, I spend all day alone in my house with nothing to do and since my brothers are adults and have families they don't live here anymore. Yes, I feel lonely in a nutshell. Every time I start to reflect on my life I fall back into an existential crisis and I find it hard to recover. So... I guess that was it - ahg I'm disgusted, but what can I do. I'll bring you new drawings soon, thanks for waiting.
