Is it literally just me? (Yes)
Is it literally just me? Or can anyone else relate?
(Big tw??)
- I woke up this morning feeling pretty good 😌, I Dutch braided my hair, got dressed, did some chores, then was watching some yt cuz y not. My brother walks up to me.
“WhAt Is tHaT oN YoUr lEg!!?” He yells at me. So I told him I did it a while ago and he was like “wHaT IS wRoNg WiTh YoU?!?” What I said: nothing, I don’t know. What I was thinking: I’m not gonna tell you I’m depressed and starving myself, yah I cut myself, because I hate myself, because I got bodyshamed. And yk what? The ppl who body shamed me didn’t care. All my friends are fake. Like. I can’t count any. Yah I skip lunch, not only bc I like music, I’m not gonna eat, especially around.. “them”- pffff yah..oh I also cut myself because my friend committed suicide because I wasn’t allowed to talk to them and hang out with them anymore, and I also stabbed myself four times. That damn therapist only cares about the ghosts I see. At least they listen. My sister is a drug addict and an alcoholic and she’s only 15. And she’s a whore. Yk I’m not even allowed to choose my own $exuality. Like th- I’m not allowed to date girls- only boys- not allowed to date African Americans- or Mexicans- only whites- like bro -_- I have a video of my dad screaming at me cuz I had an African American BFF… so yah I cut myself..yah I attempted suicide..did it work? No.. did anyone try to stop me? Hahahaha no. Will I try again? Yes prolly soon.
(Big tw??)
- I woke up this morning feeling pretty good 😌, I Dutch braided my hair, got dressed, did some chores, then was watching some yt cuz y not. My brother walks up to me.
“WhAt Is tHaT oN YoUr lEg!!?” He yells at me. So I told him I did it a while ago and he was like “wHaT IS wRoNg WiTh YoU?!?” What I said: nothing, I don’t know. What I was thinking: I’m not gonna tell you I’m depressed and starving myself, yah I cut myself, because I hate myself, because I got bodyshamed. And yk what? The ppl who body shamed me didn’t care. All my friends are fake. Like. I can’t count any. Yah I skip lunch, not only bc I like music, I’m not gonna eat, especially around.. “them”- pffff yah..oh I also cut myself because my friend committed suicide because I wasn’t allowed to talk to them and hang out with them anymore, and I also stabbed myself four times. That damn therapist only cares about the ghosts I see. At least they listen. My sister is a drug addict and an alcoholic and she’s only 15. And she’s a whore. Yk I’m not even allowed to choose my own $exuality. Like th- I’m not allowed to date girls- only boys- not allowed to date African Americans- or Mexicans- only whites- like bro -_- I have a video of my dad screaming at me cuz I had an African American BFF… so yah I cut myself..yah I attempted suicide..did it work? No.. did anyone try to stop me? Hahahaha no. Will I try again? Yes prolly soon.
