Im a disappointment a failure and a jerk
And so weak and pathetic
I embarrass myself and my family I just screw up I can't do anything right I can't even hold back my tears I have to cover my face cus I'm such a whiny bitch who can't accept the fact that they're an embarrassment and still can't blame it on themselves because of their arrogant little ass not accepting defeat
I'm a jerk I can't show gratefulness I only think abt myself and my stupid fucking needs I'm so selfish I treat the ppl I love and care abt like trash and I hurt them and when I feel guilty because of that I don't even try to show it I just keep treating them badly because all I think abt is my emotions
I just wish I was better even tho I can't and the more I think Abt it the more miserable and hopeless I feel