I HATE. I FUCKING HATE. I DESPISE. WHEN I HAVE A SPECIAL INTEREST AND GET SOMEONE IM VERY CLOSE TO INTO IT ASWELL. AND THEY FUCKING SHARE THE INTEREST WITH EVERYONE ELSE. I am not one to gatekeep but oh my god does it piss me off to see people contort [interest] and get into something that gave me joy first. I sound like a grumpy child rn but im throwing a fit and I hate it