I know I've been posting about the 50 follower special like crazy, but last night something triggered back unwanted memories. My brain normally blocks this kind of stuff out, but this time they came rushing in. I can't handle it. I'm so sorry, I feel bad for this. I'll get it done when I get back, but I need some time to get back into a good mental state. I just wanted to be honest with you guys. If there's a way to make this up I will ok? I don't know how long I'm gonna take off, but probably a few days. I need to spend time with my family right now. They normally help me forget the bad stuff. I'm so sorry.