okay..I really need to vent..
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austin..
he wasn’t at school today, which is odd. he NEVER misses school. he isn’t replying to anyone’s messages, even mine. I woke up in a really depressed mood this morning, and I was ready to go to school so he could help me. of course the day I’m really upset is the day he misses school..
and he’s been going through quite a lot lately..hopefully he didn’t..no! I’m not letting my mind go there..I cried a lot today..I had many anxiety attacks..I’m worried..I want him to be okay..my life sucks..