I don't know, I was drawing a fanart yesterday, and before I hung up I looked and started talking again:
"hmmmm I don't think I will post this."
so this morning I want to do something to celebrate the amount of followers I have:
"what do i do? i could do a dtiys.."
then I started to see how to do this, I started to draw.
"dude I'm in trouble"
"OK, I'M DRAWING, but I didn't like it and I don't know what else to do"
"It doesn't look well done, i've barely started but it doesn't look original either. I know I can do better...."

i think i'm tired but because stopping drawing when i have the option makes me want to draw but i don't know what to draw ;-;

I must have a flu too.

I think I'm complaining about nothing, I have the option, I'm just not doing it at the cost of my health (at the moment) because I don't know what to draw.

I should be quiet, yes.