Parents: screaming at each other and whenever pride commercials come on one of my parents scream at it and swear

Me: worried and scared as heck

I feel alone, I feel abused, I feel like I’m loosing people, misses my biological father, friends are fading away from me

I’m depressed, anxious etc. One thing is, no I do not commit self harm. I really want to pursue my dream to become an Astronaut. I want to get better but I don’t know how. All I want is to be cared for. I think that I am a really nice person and I hope to make friends here. :)