This is related to the Sk8 discussion but I wont be saying much- I will be writing the discussion after I post this but I need to.
I dont know how venting really works so I'm just going to express how I feel (if that's what it is, it isnt negative)
I dont think I've felt this happy in a long time and I dont care if I feel stupid about it- it was over fiction too so I know theres people in the world who would think that but for me- it isnt at all-
Stuff happened that I've been waiting a month over to happen and how well it happened I just couldnt help but break down into tears- but I wasnt sad- in fact i was laughing? My heart sounded and felt like it was about to break out of my body- and I couldn't stop
I wasnt sad at all- I just felt uncontrollably happy- and I dont understand it. Heck I'm not even sure if it's normal or not- but it just happened-
I got a little emotional over one little thing but when this scene happened I just exploded- I dont know how to feel about it- but I just feel- relieved- ecstatic...just full on happy-
Even if its confusing and I havent been like this in a long time- I feel good.
Bout fell over when I thought one of my parents came home cause I didnt want them to be concerned but I just feel- happy.
I still wanna cry a little but its gotta chill out- I dont care if its temporary- I'm happy.