While packing, I couldn’t find it
I thought I hid it under my books
Guess not
But where is it?
I need to find it before my mom does
Is it where the other one is?
Hidden in that same bag?
I haven’t looked yet because I wouldn’t put it in there
I haven’t used it in weeks
But I need it more than ever
My head and body hurt
I need more pain to numb my body
So I can drift off into somewhere better than what people call “life”
But don’t try and stop me
I might snap
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I want to laugh rn and idk why