Dont make me remember
Dont make me remember
Dont make me remember
Dont make me remember
Dont make me remember
Dont make me remember
Dont make me remember
Dont make me remember

DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME!!!!!!


YOU ACT LIKE IT NEVER HAPPENED

ALL OF YOU
FUCKING
DO!!!


"Idk why your so upset about me going upstairs!"
"Why are you so pissy about me being upstairs huh?"
"Im sorry IF i did that"
"We were wrestling"
"Its just his autism and hormones"
"Its not an excuse, but he has autism"




"Are you trying to have sex with me?"
"Would you tell dad?"



"Its just a hug"



" Let me hug my sister"


" I'm not a pervert"

"Your clearly still upset about something that happened a couple of years ago" -dad


I was five....then i was 11 when i told my parents....i got yelled at for being a liar....it happened again when i was 14....


and it still FUCKING hurts...

because he still got away with it, and ill never get my closure, i still have to live with him, why do you think i think sezualing myself is normal? Why do i have to move on, and he gets to lie a normal life? Im the one with the nightmares and terrors, not you. Hes the reason i have cameras in my room, why i cant sleep, why i dont like eating, i cant do anything, and yet i have to act normal....infront of everyone... WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE ME, I DONT KNOW HOW TO BE A CHILD!!!


WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY FUCKING ME!!!