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honestly what the fuck am I even doing? why am i the way i am?? Im not even interesting as it is. I just wanna be able to dress the way I want but I can’t even do that. Fuck I look stupid as hell, why am I not like any other girl? I get I look stupid and my voice is annoying but what can I fucking do ? I mean i guess i practically asked for it all but I just wanna be me. cus apparently I have to look a certain way, im sorry I look like I’m fucking 9 years old. I wish I was better I wish I wasn’t so fucking ugly and I didn’t look like a skeleton I hate myself and my body so much. I wish I was dead.