why? why is austin acting this way? he's starting to treat my emotions like nothing. I feel like I don't exist anymore. like he's ignoring me. "I love you," he says. no. no he fucking does not. if he really loved me, would he be acting like a dumbass? if he loved me, would he pay attention on how he's hurting me? if he loved me, would he listen and respect the things I say? if he loved me, would he be ignoring me? everything is leading to nothing but hurt now. and he's just making it worse. he clearly doesn't want me anymore. he hates me. I just know it. and its really annoying. sorry to say but, guys. I think me and austin are about to come to an end. I really don't want to do this, but it might be the best choice. I just need a few days to make my decision. he's just causing too much stress on me.