I just.... I need to vent a bit, so feel free to ignore me.
I'm always willing to help people. I want to, actually. Making others happy makes me happy.
I'm always here. I'll do anything for the people I love if it makes them happy.
and then people don't listen
people don't let me help.
It makes me feel like I don't matter.
When I ask if someone is ok
and they say they're fine
but I know they're lying...
it hurts.
I'm not that stupid.
I know something's wrong.
I'm tired.
Why won't people let me help?
Am I not enough?
that's it.
I'm not enough to help
I'm worthless.
I might as well stop.
why should I?
Who's gonna listen to a useless kid like me?