the difference is astounding, and I love the progress I've made over the last couple of years! thank you all so much for supporting me and giving me advice!!
(also a friend said the Lei gives off draco malfoy vibes bc of the scarf-)
Tak
Howdy :D
you can call me: Tak, Elliott(any nickname that goes along with that-), basically anything you want hah
pronouns: He/They; https://en.pronouns.page/@its_elliott
Please don't repost, trace over, etc my art! Thanks!
requests: open
collabs: open
you can call me: Tak, Elliott(any nickname that goes along with that-), basically anything you want hah
pronouns: He/They; https://en.pronouns.page/@its_elliott
Please don't repost, trace over, etc my art! Thanks!
requests: open
collabs: open
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(idk what to consider a vent at this point lmao)
yesyes, ik I haven't posted anything in a hot second
I'm doing a design trade with a friend, and had a college visit today and stuff, been vv busy
anyway, back to business
I have anxiety induced insomnia, right? (I don't beat around the bush lmao)
if I have one more person tell me that if I just work out, I wont have insomnia anymore
I will light the world on fire
I've tried that so many different times, and it doesn't work
my anxiety still makes me replay every conversation I had that day, and makes me terribly anxious about what will happen tomorrow
also, if one more bloody person tells me that social anxiety isn't a real thing, ill- idek anymore, I'll commit a violent crime, probably arson related. my dad is convinced that i dont have social anxiety bc I have loud friends and can have a loud conversation with them without freaking out. like I haven't been friends with them for 7 years and know that they won't judge me for breathing wrong, or stuttering over my words. and they know my boundaries, while strangers don't. like, on my college visit today I had a minor freak out after I got done with lunch
bc people would accidentally brush up against me while trying to get food, and that's one of my things that makes my anxiety worse, ykyk?
also my father keeps on telling me that the only reason I want to go into psychology/human services is bc of my moms drug abuse and stuff
and like, ofc that's why I started to get interested in it, bc I wanted to know why. but it's a genuinely interesting topic and being a counselor is something I could really see myself doing (I do it with all my friends already lmao)
it's frustrating to have people downplay my interesting in things and brush it off, yk?
if u read all of that:
1.) sorry lmao that's a lot-
2.) pardon any and all spelling errors, I'm a mess
3.) thanks for comin to my Ted-talk ;))
i can only draw hands digitally bc of the technique I use
so basically ik how hands work, and how they look
so I take a flat water color brush, and block in shapes then go in with details until I'm happy
or so upset with it, I give up and say its fine :)) (like the thumb on the middle finger- I gave up smh)
I'm suuuchh a pro ;)
once upon a time I was sweating to death in Arizona and I saw a sign
the sign said "henna tattoos as low at $10"
I ended up spending like $30 on mine bc the design was detailed and big
also a $10 tip bc art is hard 😭
I've got another 40 minutes til I can wash it
I like it vv much
my glow up era is starting ✨️✨️
my requests are open
it might take a while to do them, since I'll be starting my senior year of high school next week
but, they're open, so-
:))
idk
eyeballs
working on a spiderverse sona atm
based off a jumping spider, they're pretty cool
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Oooh cool!
I don't really have a persona(I need to make onee), so I just drew myself
hope that you like it :))
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> 🎃Kkcool🎃 thank you!! I had lots of fun!!
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YAY They look great, thank you so much for joining!!
I'm so glad I'm not 14 anymore
my itty bitty brain had too much going onnn
(we are ignoring the fact that im going to start applying for college in less than a month lol)
look at the lovely babies
vv cute
they're just lil guys :))
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Adorable rat babies
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As someone who owns pet rats, I can confirm that they are absolute babies
:))
these ones are some characters in a story im thinkin abt startin up-
j stuff from while i was gone cause i cant do digital stuffs
i still wont be as active-
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ur 4rt style is so pretty— these 4re stunning !! i love the 3rd sm
sorry ive been gone for so long :(
so im not going to be able to post anything… uh… for awhile…
im not going to very active at all actually :((
byebye
okay
so
m y b o y f r i e n d
this bitch- hes got the weather gods on his side, or something-
hes in track, and he was running the 800 meter, and it starts sleeting 5 minutes before hes supposed to run-
he rolled his eyes and said that he wanted it to stop
a n d i t d i d
so he goes and runs, then he comes back into the shed where we are hiding from the 3000000 mph wind
and it starts pouring rain
and the rain doesnt stop until he decides its time for him to go home
i dont know how he does it, but i want those weather powers bc its sleeted a couple times today
and it needs to stop
but nooo Mr. Minnesotaian likes his cold weather >:[
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Hahaha that's funny:DD that's some freaking dark magic shit right there bro lol
someone give me an oc to draw-
humanoids bc i cant draw animals to save my life rn- :))
i have my house to myself rn so its either draw, or watch encanto for the 30th time-
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> Moonfire Studios alright! ill join :))
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I have a contest rn running with drawing Moonfire, if u wanna enter, it's under my gallery. It closes April 15th
ive been on this site for a year and a half-
like the first marked post i have is 11-16-2020
this is weird to think abt-
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> Tak Ikr :0
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> ゼロ its a long time, but like not at the same time- lol
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Sounds long butThat's not a long time. 2020 was only two years ago okay maybe it's long
ive been inactive
i still wont be able to post for a bit-
i have a play to perform tonight- and tomorrow
no one knows their lines lol im going to cry lololololol /hj
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> Tak well that’s good :)
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> sweetea🗝 hehe, thank you!! i did my best!
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> Tak oo that’s kinda funny— i bet you absolutely rocked it >:)
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> sweetea🗝 yeah lol i get to play a grumpy old man but my costume makes me look like a baddie from the 1960's-
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> Tak Ohhhhhhh cool
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> ゼロチューバー its a base for a polyamorus ship like a 'my ship in 5 minutes' kind of thing-
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OHHH what's this?
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thank youu!!
i hit my knee on the frame of my door as i was walking out, and to keep myself from cursing in the presence of my parents, i screeched, "oh cheese balls, that hurt like a biscuit-"
my brother looks over and says, "biscuits dont hurt?-"
i respond with, "biscuits dont hurt unless theyre burn-"
and my sleep deprived self decided that what i said was so damn funny, that i was going to go around my house chanting in a singsongy voice, "biscuits dont hurt unless theyre burnt." for a solid 10 minutes-
god help me-
ive ben trying to draw a cat for almost an hour, but i lost the ability??? w h a t???
AAAAAAAAA
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> Tak Hehe I belive in u man
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> Drawinghermit lol thank youu im tryingg :]]
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> Tak hehe lololol that's funny >:D I hope you get ur cat drawing abilities back bro hehe
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> Drawinghermit oh thats thats the truth- i had to stalk my cat around for a awhile to even remotely remember how cats work-
2-4 is the pictures by themselves bc i vv much like them :))
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> Tak ok! yeah that would be great tysm
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> Drawinghermit lol frl thoo
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> Tigermoth | Am Busy hehe thank you i found it on Pinterest, if you want me to i can post the image in another topic?
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> Tak bwahahha what an artist mood bro >:D
/ventish
so i have really bad social anxiety, but my dad doesnt believe that anxiety is an actual thing. like he's one of the people that is like, "its all in your head. its your fault that you had a panic attack."
so we had an assembly today about mental health(like depression and anxiety) and i was telling my dad about it- dumb idea cause he scoffs and says, "oh about overstimulation and all that bullshit??"
it took everything in my power to not turn around and fucking snap at him
ive literally had a mental breakdown at school before and he refused to pick me up. he ignored my calls and shit too.
and he always is like, "i dont understand why you always are mad at me."
hmmmm
i d o n t k n o w ? maybe because you make me feel like an actual piece of shit everysingle day??
i almost killed myself last night, and i kinda want to know how fucking bad he would feel bc he didnt believe me.
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> Jen Jen thank you, it means a lot :) i hope that youre feeling better too!
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> Tak Np! I hope this situation gets better for you… trust me I 100% get what you’re going through!… my thoughts have been VERY similar in the past- (I’m saying past as in, last few months)
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> Jen Jen yeah, ive tried to explain it to him before but that didnt work out well lol thank you tho :)
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Oh no… please don’t kill yourself! I’ve felt a similar way before… parents don’t usually understand what anxiety is like. They just don’t get it sometimes… I get VERY anxious when it comes to speaking to new people, and they think I’m ridiculous… don’t let this get to you pls!…
im going to formally apologise for a topic i posted earlier. i already deleted it and stuff :/
it was completely out of line for me to get pissed in the first place, it had nothing to do with me.
ive been stressed recently, and that was why i got irritated. im not excusing my actions, simply poviding an explaination
you have the right to block whoever you please, and i cant tell you any differently.
so, uh, sorry agian
i was acting really childish, and out of character...
sorry if i pissed anyone off or started more drama or anything ://
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Thank you for the apology.
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It's alright :3 I know what it's like being stressed and everything :3 and the way I acted was being a friend :3 Hope ur having a wonderful day 🎧🎶💙
i have decided i wanna make a persona
but... h o w ?
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> Tak Ofc dude! yesss i get it- but it's also a character that you can connect to most because it's based on yourself :D heehe yes its very cool
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> Drawinghermit thank you so much! bro im excited for this too- like its scary to put myself into a character, but cool at the same time lol-
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> Roman Scythe that made me genuinely chuckle lol-
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Yooo I'm hyped to see them! I'm seeing what other people have written- and they are correct :D You could just do what i did and be boring (that's directed at myself) and just draw yourself- or you can make someone that comepletely looks nothing like you- but represents you in some way! The options are infinite! You can also for example if you like this character from a video game and they have this really cool scarf that you love- you can have your persona wearing that! I'm exciting to see what u come up with bro!
i dont think theyre awake, but i wanted to post this bc i like the clean sketch :)
idk what to name the babie
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> Tak ofc :]
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> sweetea 💌 unmotivated thank you so much!
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this is such a good sketch bdsshafhsfjfh
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> ✦ Nobody333 ✦ THANK YOU!!
they might not actually be, but they sure as hell sound like it-
i played soccer with my brother for two hours... my legs are crying-
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> Dinosaurbean yesyes lol
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> Tak We are just gonna sit on the floor while our legs are dying lol
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> Dinosaurbean oh gosh- thats not swag-
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I spent 7 hours at urban air, My entire body is dying
i have a b a d cold, right?
but i am forcing myself to go to play practice at 7 in the morning and stay after school till 5:40ish? m a y b e- have i been doing the same thing all week?? m a y b e- you'll never know-
now, three hours before i normally go to bed, im going to clock out-
so, peace out, broskis!
that you could make someone blush by just smiling at them?
or that you had a frikin timeturner so you could make it to your damn practices for all of the clubs your in??
those were two very different sides of the spectrum-
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> Tak hahahah so true >:D
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> Drawinghermit exactly! they used to run around in circles collecting toilet paper to make castles out of!
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> Tak oh my gosh totally >:000 oh well, these mortals don't know whats good for them anways
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> Drawinghermit i know right?! we are far superior, and could rule the world far better >:)
i got a discord :))
if anyone wants to chat, here is my username: elliott#5774
aaaa im bored lol
he has legs :)) 7 of them, actually-
the difference between the rough sketch and the final product- hehe funnie
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i done did bad countin he's got 8 leggos :((
> Tak Thanks!
> DrawingCat.🅱️ruh oooo yeah!!
Could you draw kasumi miwa from jujutsu kaisen?
nooo the judgemental Dino is sidewaysss