I don't usually check the ranks but hey! Within top 500 even in rookies is pretty good imo :3
๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐clearlyclueless๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐
https://en.pronouns.page/@cluelessclearl
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(Banner characters left to right: Asher(top corner), Ethan and his other form, tray and his goat form, Ari and her beast form.)
REQUESTS AND ADOPTS ALWAYS OPEN JUST ASK.
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(Banner characters left to right: Asher(top corner), Ethan and his other form, tray and his goat form, Ari and her beast form.)
REQUESTS AND ADOPTS ALWAYS OPEN JUST ASK.
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im open for collabs, requests, drawing ideas, and other things!
I plan on wearing a onesie for the last two days of school. Y'all wanna pick which two and what order? (I'll post picks later if you do)
Two things hehe. This weekend my parents and brother are going to a close state to get my baby sister some assistance she needs so I'll be home to take care of my dogs. Theys paying me to be home alone >:3
Two I had a little writing idea and I'm sharing it with yall. Small background context the characters involved are set to be hostages and kidnappers. So TW or brutal violence btw.
They had us in a line on our knees. Our legs and arms were tied we couldn't move. I knew my sisters were terrified but I felt nothing. I hadn't in forever. I could hear the kidnappers talking on speaker phone with whoever they were trying to get money from. I could see a camera set up as well, but I had no clue if it was showing live to the recipient. The person on the line continued to refuse to give the money or whatever it was they wanted. After the fifth denial someone roughly grabbed my shoulder and dragged me to the center. I knew it was over, I knew I was the first collateral in the situation. They took out a whip and lashes my back, making me fall forward but I made no noise. I had accepted my fate. They continued to lash out with the whip and I started to twitch from the agonizing pain. Once my back was covered in blood and wounds they stopped and I almost felt relief. I could hear my sisters crying out for them to stop when I felt a hard blow to my head. They had grabbed a bat and decided this was quicker. My sisters screams grew louder as they begged for them to let me live but they struck again. Then everything was silent. Everything was cold. Then I opened my eyes and I saw I was no longer tied up, I was standing at a golden gate resting on a fluffy cloud. The angel took one look at me and had a hint of sympathy in their many eyes before I was moved by an unseen force away from the gates and down into a hole. I fell for what felt like ages and landed roughly in a frightening place. That's when the reality finally hit and for once I started to cry. I was in hell. It was my fault. I realized I had left my sister's alone with no support. I didn't even fight to stay alive for them.
(Sorry if that was depressing- I promise I'm alright :3)
So I'm on spring break and I had missing work so I was going through my email to make sure there wasn't anything I needed to read. There was a dress code announcement and the first rule says the clothes you can wear. Apparently TIGHT FITTING CLOTHES are against the code!? Hell naw I don't care I'll wear what I want. Flip flops are also against code, foot fetish much? Combs aren't allowed since they are apparently classified as a "weapon" the picture bellow is also a "demonstration" of the code kinda. Bro I swear codes like these are just to apply modesty shis or think that everyone has every fetish
This one's a vampire! Probably all pronouns, sexuality pending.
Feel like they would be named flick :3
I'm legit running off of mountain dew and a small pack of mini pancakes because we ran out of coffee and I couldn't find anything to eat so I had to grab some from the school breakfast line. I have to be in gym rn which sucks because all that carbonation and lack of protein is definitely gonna cause stomach problems if I exercise ๐ฉ
That calculated to approx 6 days in total of hours- that's like if I sat there at 12 am and didn't stop playing for almost a week-
Since ashers my persona I thought I'd draw this here u go
Got a stigmatism and far sighted hehe
But it's my church's unfortunately
I've got this sub I've seen multiple times but it's so weird because it's a hit or miss if she's a nice lady, like one day she just doesn't care and the next she has the attitude of her age like she's from the south minus an accent(she's an older woman)
That some peoples devices try to connect to my phone at least once or twice a month and only at school, like I'll get a notification asking if I wanted to connect 'x' device or something lol. I once got one named with a set of emojis that you would probably find in the comments of an adult site, who names their devices inappropriate emojis?
No tw as far as I'm aware beyond unwanted thoughts
So my thoughts are being mean to me. Not in the sense of it hurts me directly but if I said them out loud it definitely would hurt others. Like I was imagining a fake argument as one does (about my mom) and I thought of a statement that made my heart sink as in I would never say that to my mom even in a heated situation, it would also apply to me somewhat (if already friended you can ask for me to dm you what it was because I don't feel like saying it out loud here either). I question if sometimes my thoughts are a separate entity with more sinister objectives or like isn't afraid of being mean. Because I will have full on conversations with myself and only myself in my head that actually gets somewhere. No I don't have voices in my head it's just my internal monologue but I wonder if my monologue isn't me or isn't *fully* me. I've seen some things on OCD and that's a possibility from what I have related to heavily Im just afraid to put another undiagnosed label on myself. Autism and ADHD are already big labels that are for certain but still undiagnosed. Both of which I took a long time to come to terms with when people mentioned it to me(other autistic friends, autistic family, and even a therapist recommended it. ADHD was more of a self discovery with many many videos from ADHD people that I all too well related too) so the possibility of me having yet another mental disorder makes me feel uneasy or guilty for even considering it. Anywho point is I hate my mind sometimes because it decides to share with me unwanted info/ statement/image that won't go away. Sorry this is long.
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> ๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐clearlyclueless๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐ no problem! imglad you got it out :)
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> Katyarobot8 Thanks, I honestly just needed to get it out so you don't have to feel like you can't help me :3
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oh man this must suck ): im not sure how to help you....but i still hope you feel better.
Sketch is done! Will work outline next class :3
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> ๐ฌ๐ฝ@ He seemed like a sassy guy so I gave him a sassy pose hehe
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Yoooo he looks so cool
Why does gym have to be so loud and competitiveee these idiots(teacher included) cheat at kick ball and then when called out it gets super loud and echoeyyyy
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My teacher is so oblivious today she doesn't even see me sitting out on my phone which is something she would normally already call me out on ๐ฉ
As a fire alarm that needs it's battery changed because my new favorite stim is vocal and sounds like that also I feel low battery anyway lol
(This is a joke please dont think I actually identify as that ๐)
Any names?
She/her
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> ๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐clearlyclueless๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐ Its meh talent lol
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> ๐{Wilbur}๐(โ ๏พโ โงโ โโ โฆโ )โ ๏พ Why are you so good at names? Hehe
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Macy? =]
For my autism buddies. If you go non-verbal or low-verbal keep a specific note spot in your phone and type out your words if needed. I suggest deleting old types to make it easier to read new ones when necessary.
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> ๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐clearlyclueless๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐ Ye
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> EinTheTransDemon Nice!
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I have a small notebook I carry w/ me, Iโm learning sign w/ my little brother, since VA we both do that a lot
Those who fear the unknown have an untamed imagination of the horrors that might occur. Those who have held the hand of the darkness have made peace with their imagination and know it is safe. Then there are those who have held it and never wanted to return have imagined things that should not be shared. - me
I should probably do this more and post the sketches lol but here's the start! Should I shade? Probably light shading if I do
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> ๐ฌ๐ฝ@ Yeah sure! Probably work on it later today because I sketched something on Sunday I forgot about and want to finish lol
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> ๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐clearlyclueless๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐ Could u draw my silly guy? https://medibang.com/picture/w02402150824104310023887822/
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> ๐ฌ๐ฝ@ Yeah! What's up?
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Heyy i love ur art Are you open for requests?
How's this pose? I'll make it less sad looking but I was already having a hard time finding something lol ๐
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> ๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐clearlyclueless๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐ Lmaoooo
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> EinTheTransDemon Welp that was ironic ๐คฃ
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> EinTheTransDemon I'll take that as a yes :3
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Yessssss
Anyone wanna gimme something to draw? Anything really (again I'm always open for requests or adopts)
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> ๐{Wilbur}๐(โ ๏พโ โงโ โโ โฆโ )โ ๏พ ohhhh ok
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> ๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐clearlyclueless๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐ They ain't innocent well Carla isn't Jake is pure
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> ๐{Wilbur}๐(โ ๏พโ โงโ โโ โฆโ )โ ๏พ Idk what you mean with the quotes lolll
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Whenever you get a chance could you do my "innocent" Jack and Carla https://medibang.com/picture/jj2403092314335210025863421/
I wonder what the answer is...
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Forgot to mention this is a review not a test dw I didn't have my phone out when I shouldn't have
He's been through some stuff. What it is I'm not sure yet. He's based on a species I made hence the " outcast meek" part. He was tossed out of his home world for reasons and that's all I have for now
It me and my bebe sister. She was getting fussy and we thought maybe she wanted to move a bit more so I suggested doing this for the first time (for me) and once she was settled she fell asleep almost immediately qwq
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Oh yeah ignore my eyes lol Idky they were that squinty
This is how she looks so far. My brother suggested a species he made which is a corbat(corgi and bat) I just realized I forgot her corgi tail but my head is absolutely killing me so I don't have the energy to finish it tonight :v
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> ๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐clearlyclueless๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐ Hehehehehe >:DD
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> EinTheTransDemon Yesss hehe when I finish Ill ask my brother then explain what powers his species has :3
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I LOVE HER OMG
I'm bored again anyone want adopts? Just tell me at least one of these
Gender, concept, race/species, and/or special details wanted
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> ๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐clearlyclueless๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐ Ofc lol
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> EinTheTransDemon Thank you lol. I
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> ๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐clearlyclueless๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐ Girl, cause I have too many guys
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> EinTheTransDemon It can be as simple as gender my dude lol
their parents found out about medibang and they can't be on. I'm not sure if they'll find a way to return but all they said is that their parents were going through messages and had to leave the group they were in with me and some others. They asked me to let others know so please spread the news if you can
That's my preferred name that my parents are refusing to change to. For context they're renovating the basement for me to have my room down there due to my baby sister gonna have mine when she can. I moved the majority of my stuff into boxes and made sure to label them since those boxes match those of other stuff they were organizing.
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> ๐{Wilbur}๐(โ ๏พโ โงโ โโ โฆโ )โ ๏พ Yikes- my parents wouldn't do something like that, that's why I did it but that really sucks
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I did something like this-. everything in my room was gone through by my father-.
Don't live your life like there's no tomorrow or think there's nothing to live for. Sometimes you can't live your life to the fullest and that's ok. Take a deep breath and just let yourself have bad days sometimes. If your always riding a high or looking to do so your low will hurt worse. Don't be the peacemaker if you just fear that it will cause a problem if you don't, those people aren't worth your time, let them know that. If you think all your days are bad then just know that maybe your in a hole, but you'll climb out eventually there's still an opening at the top but if you give up you'll never reach it. Grab one stone at a time, if that means just eating something today, or cuddling someone or something you like them do it. If you need to cry just do it, don't worry about others for a bit and just let you be yourself. ๐
> ๐น๐ฆSnowyshady๐ฆ๐น I'm sorry? Can you explain what's going on because I'm kinda just thinking your a bot I should block
> ๐น๐ฆSnowyshady๐ฆ๐น What do you mean your happy for me? Sorry just a bit confused in context of the topic