Social Networking Site for Posting Illustrations and Manga - ART street by MediBang

Feeling nauseous

My friend ambiguously wrote that they would cut off contact with some of their friends when they get a job next year. I asked them if I was one of the friends they'd cut off and they assured me that I wasn't.

However when I checked their tweets later that day, they quoted something similar to what I said and then said "of course it's you". I really like my friend but they might cut contact with me. I'm not sure if they're talking about me as I have been annoying them lately or they're talking about someone else as they are very popular.

I feel nauseous because I've been friends with them for 5 years and they've been part of my journey for a while. They were my muse but what if they secretly hate me? I'm so bad at social cues, I have no idea and won't know until 4 more months.

Read more

  • I've spent everyday with them. Off-school days and on school days. Nearly every single day by their side. They have shown signs of being upset with their other friends but I brushed it off. I don't think I'll know a moment of peace until it's too late.

Random Rant

When I get over my art block, I'll be making art of all my online friends and irl friends for a 100 subscriber goal on my YouTube channel.

I'm so sad that Pika deleted his account and MStormie deleted her account!😭😭😭😭 They were the first people I became friends with on this site and now they've disappeared, oof... I only follow one person now😩😩😩

I'll be attempting to find some more art mutuals to befriend I guess. I can't really befriend any people who draw anthros because all my friends irl (except 2) are cishet men who'll make fun of me if a furry even interacts with me😭

Read more