I think I'm gonna take another break from socials again, mostly because of school. I don't have much free time anymore and even when I do I don't have enough energy to draw or to do anything at all. I don't even feel happy to check my notifications anymore... logging into here just feels like a burden to me right now. I'm not sure how this feeling of stress came up recently, but it's really bad. Bad to the point that I've considered quitting art, and I've never had that thought in mind ever since I started making art my own hobby, so this concerns me a lot..
I'll go inactive for a couple more weeks, maybe I'll check in sometimes but I'm pretty sure I won't feel like interacting. In the meantime I'll try to get back into drawing, or any other hobby I had idfk.
See you hopefully soon
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Profile
- Work Place๏ผmyShittyBedroom
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Life Event
- 04/2019 Joined_MediBang:]
- 11/2020 Got_Frozen;-;
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- 06/2022 500+followers
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Software
Medibang Paint/Ibis Paint X (I'm broke aha)
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Time spent online
Too much
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Thing you interested in
Horror manga / thrillers / psychology /music / poetry / art
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Favorite color
๐งกโค๏ธ๐ฉท
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Favorite music
rap / hyperpop / electro / alt / indie
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Favorite TV show
I like films more actually
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Favorite writer
Kafka
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Things you always carry
My attitude โก
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I'm super busy with school again I might take another break
Instead of doing homework
Hint: it's me
The profile pic is cute but the emojis in my bio don't make any sense ๐ญ๐ญ
So you're telling me that in order to be more attractive I gotta focus my love and energy on myself instead of the person I like ?? Dude I'm not built like that
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fr though. couldnt IMAGINE focusing my love + energy on myself, thats just cringe tbh
I should be studying but u don't feel like it :(
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*I Dumbass me I can't even type
https://medibang.com/topic/672405052039115360010012311/
I'd commission her if I had money,,
the best I can do is just spread the message
I haven't drawn Bitchboy in a while โน๏ธ
People all of a sudden started telling me I got skinnier and I'm like ๐ฆ๐ผ
I've been on a school trip for 2 days :,) I had a lot of fun though
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Tell me a pickup line ill rate it
i realized it's may already????
Well at least now I got that taken care of
It looks crappy but idc I'm posting it
Gotta do it tomorrow
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ท๏ธ NP LMAO :3
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> โคโ๐ฉนโ BelleOfTheBallAndChainzโ ๐ YAH DWW THANKS FOR CARING THO ๐ฅน๐ฅน
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ท๏ธ OHHHHH OK GOOD CUZ I WAS LIKE??? WE ALL GOOD HERE??? IM GLAD UR OK BRO ๐ญ
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> โคโ๐ฉนโ BelleOfTheBallAndChainzโ ๐ HOLY CRAP I'M SORRY it's not what ur thinking ๐ญ๐ญ I'm alright I'm sorry I worried u ๐
GLASSES SAVE MY LIFE
I gotta put it off until next week or something I can't do it while looking like this
Not really I'm actually tense asf
I don't look good enough
I'll become just like my mother even if I don't want to
I OVERSLEPT LETS GOOOOOO
If I go to sleep now it'll be Sunday when I wake up
Thank God
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Did I do math right last time ???? Wtf hold on
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Today it's Saturday.. 4pm How many hrs until 12am on Monday- 8+24=32hrs For 1pm it's 32+13=45 hrs... What the fuck
It's almost Saturday...
41 hrs and 33 mins left
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Oops mb I wrote 42 instead of 52 Ok so it'll be 52+13=65 hrs until 1pm on Monday
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What the shit It was 7:27pm on a Friday when I made this alr So how many hours until 12am.. 4 hrs and 33 mins Ok so.. 4+24+24= 52 it'll be 12 am on Monday 42+13= 55 hrs ??
FIERCE GIRLBOSS MILF ?! ๐ซข
I ended up sleeping for 5 hrs
uhnmm I've never had an anxiety episode like this one but I hope it's the last one
I understand, take all the time you need. This place can be a huge stresser. Stay safe, love ya <3
Take a break for as long as you need. Everyone else will be waiting for you when you come back.
I think you should take a break from art, and focus on other hobbies or find something that excites you! I think it's really important to have a lot of things you enjoy doing, because when art is your ONLY hobby, and you are having this ugly art phase or artblock, you feel like you're failing. But having other things to do and enjoy keeps you away from having artblock in the first place! I remember at like.. 12 or 13, I didn't draw for 6 MONTHS.. NOTHING! And I came back.. and all was okay! Yeah I was slow to getting back in, but I discovered more interests I think, and overall I felt happier. You don't have to quit art, you can take 6 months off instead and then see how things are! But I understand that this isn't the whole problem. You are stressed and tired from school, all I can say is take it one day at a time. Take it easy Tortellini <33