im gonna try sleeping but i dont think its gonna work
i js feel so tense i feel like throwing up
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𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🦪
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- My brother lol⚠ɪɴᴀᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ⚠: https://medibang.com/author/15435368/
- ホラー
- semi-realistic
- horror?
- わからない
- ඞ
- w
- ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
受賞履歴
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クリエイターランク:シルバー
プロフィール
- 活動地:myShittyBedroom
- 性別:女性
ライフイベント
- 2019年04月 Joined_MediBang:]
- 2020年11月 Got_Frozen;-;
- 2020年12月 Created_new_acc
- 2021年02月 Got_no.3_in_rookie_rank:o
- 2022年06月 500+followers
- 2022年10月 Got_no.2_in_rookie_rank!!!
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- 2022年12月 NO.1_IN_DAILY_RANK!!
制作環境
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使用しているソフト
Medibang Paint/Ibis Paint X (I'm broke aha)
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活動時間帯
Too much
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最近気になってること
Horror manga / thrillers / psychology /music / poetry / art
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好みの色
🧡❤️🩷
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よく聴く音楽
rap / hyperpop / electro / alt / indie
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好きな番組
I like films more actually
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注目してる作家さん
Kafka
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いつも側にあるもの
My attitude ♡
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how can I get myself to sleep I don't even feel tired I'm wide awake
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🕷️ Ofc!
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> Hunter'sGrave2.0 maybe if i this hhappens again i will thank u
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> Goldenhuskey321 I'll go drink something thank you
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If you're parents will allow it, they could get you some melatonin gummies? There are also certain prescription medications you can get from your doctor to help sleep.
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it's too long I can't do it
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It was 3am on friday when I made this I think? So until 12am on Saturday it would've been 21 hrs Then until Monday it would've been 21+24+24=69 hrs Then until 1pm on Monday 69+13= 82 hrs Well that was pretty far off 😬
it's almost 2am in here
and it's still friday
why just thinking about it I get upset
I can't wait until next monday I can't do it I don't feel capable of that
why won't my brain just shut up
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frr
too much going on in my head
and I'm hungry
I woke up on my own ???? At 7 ??????? Woah
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🕷️ Ikr 😭😭
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> MrFlagada Bruh I hate when that happens 😭😭 it ruins ur sleep
!!!!
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🕷️ its cool when you understand it 😭 uhm space and like construction which is not bad but the homework is from last week so
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> MrFlagada Science can be cool tho !! :o what topics r u studying ??
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🕷️ mhm i think i will it's pretty simple but it's .. science 😭
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> MrFlagada I hope u can get it done quickly 😭😭
I know the colors look awful right now but trust the process
Mhh I kinda wanted to make something more horror for this fanart,, oh well
Imagine that you get three different grades ok; a great one, a good one and a bad one..
What does your mom say to you? Of course she just scolds you for the bad grade completely ignoring the other two.
I don't get it, she thinks I'm supposed to have it all or something? Even when I do good she wants me to do better, she expects me to do better. Everytime she asks me why I don't like any school subject why won't she connect the dots and try to answer that question herself?? Grading is such giant bullshit that we have, my mom doesn't even consider that describing her daughter's performance with a number doesn't make any sense. She just believes that, she counts on that more than my own words. She's so obsessed with those things while I'm slowly losing more interest not only in school but in learning too. Why do I always feel forced when I'm doing homework? Why do I have to feel scared of failing in order to get myself to study? This is not learning, I don't feel smarter when I get a good grade nor when I do a math exercise right; I don't feel like I'm gaining more knowledge when I do a presentation or a test on something that I studied the day before. Sometimes I even feel like school gets in my way with the things that I actually enjoy learning. And that's not all, not only the students are completely desensitized from the subjects that they study, but even the teachers are. They hate their job, so how do you think that'd influence the student who's supposed to learn?? They'll start hating the subjects they're studying as much as the teachers do. Isn't there a way to letting students enjoy learning again? Why does it have to be forced? Why does it have to feel stressful?? It doesn't make any sense
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that sucks :(((
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It's fine
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I WROTE A FUCKING ESSAY WTF I DIDN'T MEAN TO
I WANT TO MAKE PGNS FANART TOO BUT WHY AM I SO SLOW AT DRAWING
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> Minty Yeah it's not famous at all 😭 it stands for pretty girl neko show, just a silly fanime series on youtube started by a small creator and their friends :,) heavily inspired by Nyan neko sugar girls You could check it out if u'd like ? https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLralGV5HW03Cp8NU8k3VZRGF848guscQo&si=yVo_BNIP6wkP3P9A I already made a fanart of this series but it was a year ago I think 😭😭🙏 I thought about making another one since a new episode came out today
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pgns? I don't think ive heard of that lol
Forgetting the goddamn umbrella<
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> ☆•~Frog~•☆ but they're not here today<<<<
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But then when someone borrows you one>>>
Since this is the last test I'll have this month (hopefully) + I'm done with pretty much all of my oral tests I think I have enough time to draw now :D
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Yay :D also make sure to have rest
My best friend is not at school so I did the test alone, I think it went well :,D
it's so boring here without her
How did you know I love Tomie how could you tell 🤭😻😻
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> MrFlagada Might be 🫢
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Hahah they know you well it’s maybe you have a thomie themed layout?🤔
Now that's a plot twist
Period cramps..... oww ough ouch ow
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🕷️ Living on ibuprofen and spite istg❤️
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> 🅒🅗🅔🅔🅢🅔 Do it for me too istg
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> DEXIMUS Arghh I'm sorry for you 😭😭
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I hate it I’m gonna rip out my uterus
A GOOD GRADE FINALLY YASS THIS GOT ME HYPED UP
I'M GONNA EAT THE MATH TEST UP TOMORROW I CAN FEEL IT
My friend did my nails yesterday and she actually did a great job but she couldn't use the damn file without hurting my fingers 😭😭 she made all of them bleed and now I got scabs all around my nails ☹️ the polish looks snatched though they're kinda short but they look so pretty and clean 😻😻😻 they're of a color I never tried before
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> MrFlagada Fr !!!
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it takes pain to be pretty ✨✨💅💅
PERFECT BLUE
I NEED TO MAKE PERFECT BLUE FANART ASAP WHY DIDN'T I THINK ABT THIS BEFORE
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> MrFlagada Don't worry it'll take me weeks I'm sure 😭😭
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🕷️ Hehe dont rush it
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> MrFlagada I hope it will !! I still need to find some references and a cool pose 😭😭🙏
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Oooh that’s going to look so cool
I can't keep my eyes open 😭😭
Goodnight 😽
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Rest well!
But I don't know what to talk about so uhnmm should I go to sleep maybe
It's 4 am
I think I'd have fun redrawing it.. like I'd keep it black and white but making it look more sketchy ? And a little more detailed too, that'd look so cool omg
My best friend told me the sweetest thing I've ever heard today like wtf it made my day my tomorrow my whole next month
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thats nice! :3
I've had this in my gallery for 2 weeks now and I haven't even finished the grayscale yet :( I hope it'll be worth it because I really don't like how it's looking so far
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> MrFlagada That's not truee your art is good man what r u talking abt ?? 😭😭 Oh btw I don't own this character but since u asked his name's Kacper :)
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This wip is better than my whole art career and the grayscale is amazing what’s the name of the character tho?
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> Muna Is Sketching... Mhh I wanted the environment to match with the character do I'm trying to make the shading look soft, but I'll try to add something more interesting 😭😭
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> Terrabachi Nah it still needs improvement 😭😭 it's not dark enough imo And I like having high standards 😼
Probably not but idc that's just satisfying to look at 😌
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> Cartoon anime Yessir !!! Be grateful 😼😼
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Now I can say I know the first person to like the like doja cat Coachella video lol
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🕷️ Yeah funny
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> 🌹🦄shadysnowy🦄🌹 Teehee 🤭
Guess who went to sleep without studying
I have a test on 2nd period today I'm screwed
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oof good luck- i have a test too and i couldnt study bc he (the teacher) didnt give us anything to study with so, im screwed too :((((((((( good luck, i hope u do good on the test :D
I should've studied, I really should've studied
But I'll study tonight
thank u to the ppl who gavr me advice btw