I should've studied today but I didn't
And I feel guilty
And sleepy
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𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🦪
˗ˏˋ ꒰ 𓆩♡𓆪 ꒱ ˎˊ˗
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⊹໒\🪸७ 𝙨𝙝𝙚 / 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺ヽ₊๑
。˚๑\🪼ദ⟆・𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘮𝘢𝘯 𔘓 高校生 ⌢ৎ୭
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ৎ\🌊୭﹕𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘥 𔘓 カード .ᐟ \🦈১
https://amoris-fatus.carrd.co
⤹˚˖🎧७ https://youtu.be/wW1PIS_QZGE?si=Lg9Zz4XtVOnSCGzI 。˚๑♬
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- My brother lol⚠ɪɴᴀᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ⚠: https://medibang.com/author/15435368/
- ホラー
- semi-realistic
- horror?
- わからない
- ඞ
- w
- ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
受賞履歴
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クリエイターランク:シルバー
プロフィール
- 活動地:myShittyBedroom
- 性別:女性
ライフイベント
- 2019年04月 Joined_MediBang:]
- 2020年11月 Got_Frozen;-;
- 2020年12月 Created_new_acc
- 2021年02月 Got_no.3_in_rookie_rank:o
- 2022年06月 500+followers
- 2022年10月 Got_no.2_in_rookie_rank!!!
- 2022年11月 NO.1_IN_ROOKIE_RANK!!!!!
- 2022年12月 NO.1_IN_DAILY_RANK!!
制作環境
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使用しているソフト
Medibang Paint/Ibis Paint X (I'm broke aha)
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活動時間帯
Too much
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最近気になってること
Horror manga / thrillers / psychology /music / poetry / art
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好みの色
🧡❤️🩷
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よく聴く音楽
rap / hyperpop / electro / alt / indie
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好きな番組
I like films more actually
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注目してる作家さん
Kafka
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いつも側にあるもの
My attitude ♡
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Atarashii gakko 🥹
What did I just see
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🕷️ It wasn't an art street add was it? also ty :D
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> MrFlagada I got it off my sight so yah it's all good now !! 🥰 And yeah ofc :D I'll check it out
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hope it doesnt traumatise you 😧 also can you check my moodboard topic?
Why can't I js get sick and have a break from school 😭😭 my brother got sick for the 5th time in the last 6 months while I don't even get a cold it's not fair ☹️
Today was so draining I feel like a zombie
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Gotta relate to you on that one :(
Tired as hell and I didn't even get through 1st period
It's not my fault I was staring at you in class if you started joke flirting with me first !! Don't act surprised when you catch me 🙄 like of course I want you to notice silly !!!
I'm so bored
My classmate said he's gonna call me tomorrow morning I hope he was joking ☠️
I think this is my fav song from her album since the deluxe version came out I'm not sure..
I think I'm gonna start a new big project 🫢 I just gotta choose if I want to make another fanart or draw a char of mine,,
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🍥 np! have fun drawing whatever u choose! :3
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> Katyarobot8 I'll think about ittt thanks for the advice 🤭
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maybe u should draw one of your characters. :)
I made pagedolls of some of my ocs 😽 thinking about posting them soon
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🍥 oooh cant wait to see them
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> MrFlagada They're full-body drawings but with a simplified artstyle and no background :D
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What are pagedolls?
I was doing so good before now I got another bad grade
I mean not objectively bad I didn't fail but still... I don't like it, gotta do better next time
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> Terrabachi I basically still have 2 months so yes I think I can solve that,, hopefully :,)
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Doing all the work and that 1 thing drops your grade is really annoying but I'm sure you can bounce back as long as it's not that late into the school year. I have no idea how Italian schools works though so...
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It's gen irritating tho
I did not mean it to be that long
I'm a little upset by the fact that I wasted the whole day but ok I guess
CartoonAnime told me about this weird message she found whole looking through the community server thing..
When I checked the account I noticed there's absolutely 0 activity, I can't tell if it's a bot or just a random weirdo but either way beware in case it starts commenting under people's submissions like the other bots on this site 😭
I'd advise you to report them but it'll be just fine blocking them
https://medibang.com/author/26187832/activities/
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> Katyarobot8 Ofc !!!
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> MrFlagada Great !! Glad I could help :)
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> 🌹🦄Snowyshady🦄🌹 I hope this helped :,D
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yeah im blocking this weirdo- thanks for letting me know!
NEW ALIEN STAGE EPISODE DROPPED TOO !!! 🥹🥹
I was so caught up with Doja's releases today I didn't realize 😔
But I feel like I've gone through the whole school week 😭 man why am I so exhausted
I love it
I LOVE ITT
I'M LISTENING TO IT ON REPEAT IT'S SO GOOD
NOOOO DOJAS NEW SONG CAME OUT AN HOUR AGO AND I WAS SLEEEPINGGGG THAT'S NOT FAIR
Tomorrow !!!! Doja cat !!!! Doja cat new release tomorrow !!!!!!!! 🤭🤭😩😩😩😻😻😻😻
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Omg I didn't know :0 I'll check it out when it comes out 😼
I got a bad grade my mom's gonna kill me
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> 🌹🦄Snowyshady🦄🌹 😥
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D: hope you recover from the incoming damage
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Oh no
I just filled in my eyebrows with an eyebrow pencil
It's weirddd my face looks different... I look more masculine..?
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> Terrabachi I've seen different types of makeup tht make u look more masc but I never tried it on myself until now 😭😭😭 it's so cool tho 🤭 I might try it out again
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Bushier and thicker eyebrows that are defined and lowered are seen as masculine. Men's eyebrows typically are straight and don't curve like women's eyebrows. Thinner and raised eyebrows are seen as feminine. It's really funny how eyebrows play a big part in whether people perceive in different ways. If you wanna go more masculine, you could always put on something that broadens your shoulders.
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🍥 So luvly!! XD
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> Muna Is Sketching... Ohhh Yass we finger paint all together both teens and adults !!! 🥰🥰 Isn't that lovely ??
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🍥 Wait.. So do the teens AND adults club at the same time??- That's SO WEIRDD TO MEEEE- Fingerpainting is just painting with your fingers on paper instead of with a brush, kids usually do that (or not, *COughCouGH* IpAD KIDs *COUgh* mODErN AgE *CouGHCOUAh*) I was just joking with that tho XD-
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> Muna Is Sketching... Alcohol uhm.. theoretically the guy serving you drinks should check your age before you order... They don't always do that tho 😬 What's fingerpaint btw :D??
I hanged out w a friend today and he told me I'd look good w a guy from his fg which I happen to have met already some time ago
I lowkey want to get to know this guy better cuz he gave me a good impression + he's kinda my type but bro I'm so out of patience these days
I swear if he starts flirting in a way that makes me uncomfy I'll give him the biggest most cruel turn down of his life
Anyways !!! Can't wait to see him 🤭 my friend said he's gonna organize smth for me and his fg I hope it'll be soon enough 😻😻
Then if he acts like a dumbass I'll give him due di picche 🤗 I did it before and I can do it again
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> wheatfield 🏷 Thank u sm 😭😭🙏
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im cheering u on !!!! :o
This is just about my sexuality but if anyone is / was in my same situation I'd like to hear about it because I've been thinking about this for a while now 😭
I'm really confused about my sexuality at the moment,,
Ever since middle school I thought I was into girls only. I had crushes on girls, I kissed girls before... But in the past year I've had crushes on guys too. I noticed a sort of difference between how guys and girls made me feel emotionally, and an even bigger gap between how I bond / interact with girls and with guys... So I started thinking that maybe I've never really been into girls, maybe I'd like a boyfriend over a girlfriend.
Recently I've been clubbing more often and I had to deal with guys flirting with me. Last time it happened I tried to figure out if that would've made me feel any sort of attraction, but when I let a guy flirt with me it just made me uncomfortable... I'm not sure if I didn't like it because he was a stranger, because of the way he was acting or because the fact that he was a dude turned me off...
Either way, after that last experience I suddenly feel uninterested in guys.. I should probably try with girls at this point but I still need to figure out if I'm done with men completely or if I just need certain conditions to be attracted by them.
There's also a chance that I might not like girls either, so that'd make me asexual; or that flirting makes me uncomfortable when the person doing it is not close enough to me, in that case I'd be demisexual I think ?
I really don't know... I'll try again with someone different than those ugly brutes 😭😭
Thanks for reading 😽
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> Terrabachi Mhmm sounds fair 😭😭 I'll surely try something different than getting hit on by random guys Thanks for talking abt ur experience tho !! 🫶
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🍥 Of course!
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> Austara Lynn Ohh I think I got it, yeah those guys probably were just not my type that's why I didn't find them attractive 😭 could be I should still try figuring out if a female stranger gives me a different effect,, tho it's way less likely for a situation like that to happen 😭 Thanks for sharing !! :D
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> DEXIMUS It's alright !! We still have all the time of our lives to figure things out 😭 Thanks for sharing !!!
I kinda miss having a Tomie pfp 😿
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> MrFlagada 🥹 alright I'll think about it
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YASS THAT WOULD BE GREAT
:D
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normally, I am invisible, but cuz its trans visibility day, i'll have to "take care" of those who witnessed my crimes today :[ such a shame 😔
https://medibang.com/picture/si2403301047148630024698019/
I LOVE THIS 🥹🥹🙏🙏🙏
now that I posted that illust I have nothing else to post 😭😭 that was the only thing I've been working on in the past 3 weeks
Js who the fck do u think u r? Sht talking abt me building lies over lies and even expecting ppl to believe u?? we can all see ur doing this out of spite.
Seeing u crawling back while Im minding my business makes me sick. im surprised that u still havent moved on from me when its been almost 2 months, even more surprised tht ur acting like ur in the fucking right. u think saying even more lies will make u more credible? We both know all I ever saw of u was ur face, if tht even is urs. What makes you think tht ur the victim after all the bursts of rage, the lies, the insults, the fucking CATFISHING
DUDE IF THERES A GROOMER HERE UR ONE. ALL U EVER SAID WERE LIES. I stopped trusting u the moment u told me the guy I thought was u was actually ur bsf. I dont believe u moved ur ass from Arizona, I dont believe u had a job, I dont believe all the sht u said u went through, I dont believe Felix exists, Idek who the guy I was talking to on magma is but that was not ur brother, same for the "girl". I had to bite my tongue EVEN ON THE LAST FCKING INTERACTION WE HAD. And u act like I care abt ur opinion the way u care abt mine. Its so sad that u expect me to feel hurt because of ur comments, u think Ill start whining if u throw a bunch of insults under random posts? srsly I couldnt care less, I didnt even read ur comments when I first saw the notifs I was thinking abt ash. Now I look at them and I feel like Im staring at a wall. Whatever u say itll always mean nothing to me, just like u mean nothing. What makes me so uncontrollably mad is how fcking cocky u r, thinking Ill never be able to retaliate or tht I still care abt ur sensitive little ass while ur being so ungrateful to me, and for fcking what? For having moved on ??
This is the last time I waste my time on u. Move on already.
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Man this whole thing feels like a court qwq Well glad I watch how to do things in court when I feel like doing it qwq
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Offering my support, dude. Hope you come out triumphant from this
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Holy shit, this is insane, dude. Why would she do all of this over a breakup? She sounds like a pathological liar. That must've been an insane "relationship" to go through. All of these fake identities is so weird for anyone to do???
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🍥 If you're willing to share everything, let me know. I won't do/post anything that'll make you uncomfortable.
> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🕷️ Ahh i understand
> MrFlagada I coulddd but I don't have time to draw these days 😿
> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🕷️ You could draw takuya in the japaneese drip
> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞🕷️ Sameee