I was getting frustrated earlier this morning but now I feel so lighthearted and happy
๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ฆช
SUMMER VACATIONS FINALLY
หหห ๊ฐ ๐ฉโก๐ช ๊ฑ หหห
โงหโ๊ฐ๊ฐ๐๏น๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐ ๐เญญ๏นข
โนเป\๐ชธเฅญ ๐จ๐๐ / ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บใฝโเน
๏ฝกหเน\๐ชผเดฆโใป๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ ้ซๆ ก็ โขเงเญญ
๊ท\๐แชหโใ๐ญ๐ญ / ๐ฏ๐ง๐ ๐ 11ๆ3ๆฅ\๐เด
เน\๐ฆใ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ ๐ช๐ต๐ข ๐ ๆฅๆฌ่ช เง๐ฆ
เง\๐เญญ๏น๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ ใซใผใ .แ \๐ฆเงง
https://amoris-fatus.carrd.co
โคนหห๐งเฅญ https://youtu.be/wW1PIS_QZGE?si=Lg9Zz4XtVOnSCGzI ๏ฝกหเนโฌ
โนห. แกฃ๐ญฉ ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ โน๐น ็ฒพ่ชญใใใใจใใใใใพใ โก
หหห ๊ฐ ๐ฉโก๐ช ๊ฑ หหห
โงหโ๊ฐ๊ฐ๐๏น๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐ ๐เญญ๏นข
โนเป\๐ชธเฅญ ๐จ๐๐ / ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บใฝโเน
๏ฝกหเน\๐ชผเดฆโใป๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ ้ซๆ ก็ โขเงเญญ
๊ท\๐แชหโใ๐ญ๐ญ / ๐ฏ๐ง๐ ๐ 11ๆ3ๆฅ\๐เด
เน\๐ฆใ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ ๐ช๐ต๐ข ๐ ๆฅๆฌ่ช เง๐ฆ
เง\๐เญญ๏น๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ ใซใผใ .แ \๐ฆเงง
https://amoris-fatus.carrd.co
โคนหห๐งเฅญ https://youtu.be/wW1PIS_QZGE?si=Lg9Zz4XtVOnSCGzI ๏ฝกหเนโฌ
โนห. แกฃ๐ญฉ ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ โน๐น ็ฒพ่ชญใใใใจใใใใใพใ โก
- My brother lolโ ษชษดแดแดแดษชแด แดโ ๏ผ https://medibang.com/author/15435368/
Genre
- ใใฉใผ
- semi-realistic
- horror?
- ใใใใชใ
- เถ
- ๏ฝ
- ยฏโ \โ _โ (โ ใโ )โ _โ /โ ยฏ
Award History
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Creators Rank:Bronze
Profile
- Work Place๏ผmyShittyBedroom
- Gender๏ผFemale
Life Event
- 04/2019 Joined_MediBang:]
- 11/2020 Got_Frozen;-;
- 12/2020 Created_new_acc
- 02/2021 Got_no.3_in_rookie_rank:o
- 06/2022 500+followers
- 10/2022 Got_no.2_in_rookie_rank!!!
- 11/2022 NO.1_IN_ROOKIE_RANK!!!!!
- 12/2022 NO.1_IN_DAILY_RANK!!
Details
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Software
Medibang Paint/Ibis Paint X (I'm broke aha)
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Time spent online
Too much
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Thing you interested in
Horror manga / thrillers / psychology /music / poetry / art
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Favorite color
๐งกโค๏ธ๐ฉท
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Favorite music
rap / hyperpop / electro / alt / indie
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Favorite TV show
I like films more actually
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Favorite writer
Kafka
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Things you always carry
My attitude โก
She's a diva
Capacity
2
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Day
SCHOOL IS OVER LET'S FUCKIN GOOOOOO
i saw something moving behind my bed i checked like 3 times but there's nothing, so i assume i'm showing my first symptomes of schizophrenia !! slay !!!!!! ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ
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> ๐พ !! OLLIE !! ๐พ Schizophrenia sounds even worse ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฐ ( grahh I'm still sorry ๐๐ )
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ชก yeah XD but tbh it sounds you most likely have schizophrenia ;0; (NONO it's fine i rlly dont mind when and if you respond XDD--)
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> ๐พ !! OLLIE !! ๐พ Ahh that sounds scary either way ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ญ I'm glad I'm not the only one at least ( IM SO SORRY FOR NOT SEEING THIS 2 DAYS EARLIER OMG I'M SORRY )
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lol i used to see things when i was a lil kid, but now i dont really anymore lots of people's eyes have blind spots but our brains automatically fill those blind spots with what we think would be there, so idk maybe it was that ? but it could very well be schizophrenia cuz idk XD
i think i lost the ability to draw
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐โ๏ธ oh vaya..
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> AIDRAUZINGS you're right, but it's just that i've been looking forward to drawing more frequently after all the months i spent inactive.. yk ๐ฟ๐ฟ
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐โ๏ธ Suele pasar,asi que no te preocupes neng
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> AIDRAUZINGS oh that's not good..
They're so silly together I'm obsessed
( 2nd pic is the original in case someone wants to try with their OCs + for credit ๐ญ )
I'm bored
But I have my best friend today so it's all good ๐ค
I love her
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> ๐พSรRO_3ร8๐พ Awww you're so lucky for trusting you family to that point, it means they're understanding I never tell anything to my parents ๐ญ
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐โ๏ธ Plus I don't keep secrets from my family about my online life ^^ Plus I would tell them about you guys Kk and Milo saw my family already tbh XD In a call I also saw Teddy X3
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> ๐พSรRO_3ร8๐พ Ohh that's good ๐ญ๐ญ I'm happy to hear that
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐โ๏ธ no no! its ok! if you did come or Kk or Milo or anyone my family is familiar with its ok DX
She hasn't showed up at school today
I miss her so much
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐โ๏ธ np buddy ^^
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> ๐พSรRO_3ร8๐พ Aww that is so sweet ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ tysm ๐ซถ๐ซถ๐ซถ you're a really great friend too You've always worried about me when I was writing all those vent posts, I feel kinda bad for not replying most of the time actually-- you're really nice and sweet !! I'm glad we can give you as much support as you give others ๐ซถ
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐โ๏ธ It's not little it's BIG You guys still cared for me and SAM when we were bouth were down Plus I'm glad I have met you pasta God XD
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> ๐พSรRO_3ร8๐พ I'm glad we can at least help you a little :,)
My mom told me my nails are getting too long and they look awful,, so next time my friend does my nails I'm gonna tell her to make them longer
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> Cheese Ohh man I can feel the pain ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ It used to be like that for me too but then I started putting gel polish and acrylic and they're much more unlikely to break !! One of them actually came off once but that's still much better than having a broken one ๐ญ๐ญ
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I tried long nails and I just broke them all in a week
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I love having long nails ๐ซถ
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He's so close to 150 followers ๐ฅบ pleaseee pls pls help him out
https://medibang.com/u/Dino1234/
Got in top 10 after so many months :,)
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> Art Zero Thank u !!! ๐ค
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Congratulations!!!
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Thank you guysss ๐ซถ๐ซถ
Did I mention that ever since I came back I've become completely insane
I'm gone
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> Terrabachi Then I'll start commiting federal crimes after escaping the mental hospital I'm so delulu ๐คญ
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I can visit you in the mental asylum during visitor hours and help break you out >:)
The "shirtless man" in my last post was the biggest clickbait I've ever made ๐ญ๐ญ y'all I'm sorry I mentioned it in the title I just wanted to put a warning for y'all ๐ฅบ I can always set it as private anyway
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> Cheese I'll just take the man thing off of the title for now ig ๐ญ thank u tho !!
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ฆฉ I donโt really see a problem with it but if people are making it a big deal then maybe
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> Cheese Maybe I should just take tht post down ๐ญ๐ญ
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ฆฉ There are some people on here that are
I don't wanna do homework โน๏ธ
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ฆฉ ๐ญ๐ญ๐คง๐คง
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> Karlita2010 ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ฆฉ Lloremos juntas (โ โฅโ ๏นโ โฅโ )
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> Karlita2010 Yess it does ๐๐
I feel kinda weird
Meh it's probably my period starting
Today is ena day !!!!! ๐ป๐ป
I don't make the same mistake twice, I make it three or four times just to make sure
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relatable
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> Goldenhuskey321 Ur one of us too ๐ผ๐ผ
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> Cheese Be proud ๐ผ
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Samee
but COVERED BY ADO ????!
https://youtu.be/x1UsJ2Znjk0?si=F3FIp8bWPOM-S2EV
THIS IS A MASTERPIECE
I love her voice already but OMG this song is absolutely perfect for showing her vocal skills
How is she so good ๐ฅน
Uhm weird dream I had last night
So in the dream a girl I used to have a crush on 1 year ago told me she'd let me date her and I was like woah I was having the time of my life
then my brother comes up to me and tells me my mom's missing
I remember I was not sad or worried, I was just pissed cuz wtf,, how can she ruin my moment even when she's gone
I had to go look for her though I didn't want to leave that girl
Arghhhh it's not fair ๐ญ๐ญ now I can't even look at that girl or else I'll get flushed
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> ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐๐ณ๐๐๐๐(๐ป๐ข๐๐๐ก) I TOLD U ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
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> MrFlagada Fun !!! ๐ฅฐ
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ฆฉ Help thos is the most randomest dream i could ever seen ๐ญ๐๐ป
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ฆฉ xD i was getting hunted to death too ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ
I think I'm going to get my artstyle revamped,, I don't hate it but my rendering process is getting too long and bothering
From stuff like cleaning the sketch to working on the grayscale part and fixing the colors
It's difficult to not make the drawing look smudgy,,
I could exercise a bit more with the airbrush and selection tool which make a nice combo together,, but when it comes to stuff like the hair and such, and I gotta use the flat brush-- ugh it always turns out awful
I want to try out other things though,, like using lighter / cell shading or recreating an illust with an inky-ish lineart
I actually feel more motivated to draw rn I just don't wanna work on my drawings they're all looking bad ๐ญ๐ญ๐
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> ๐ฌ๐ฝ@ Ahem I had a change of plans.. ๐ค https://medibang.com/picture/9f2402230628240860017884825/
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ Ok im weirdly excited
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> ๐ฌ๐ฝ@ Alr ๐ญ๐ญ warning it's really ugly
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ Ok send me it
I wanna remake my carrd
Who's looking through my old art ๐ฐ๐ฐ
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> Cartoon anime NOOOO DON'T SAY THAT ABT UR ART IT MAKES ME FEEL :(((((( Ur art is so much better and not cringe UNLIKE MINE istg I cringe jst by looking at it ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
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Honestly I rlly like it ๐ญ It wasnโt me but genuinely it looks awesome ๐ Idk maybe it one of those when your worst is my best๐ญ
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> Cheese ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ NOOOOOOO ITS SO CRINGY AND UGLYYY ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ You'll pay for this >;d
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Me๐
Intersection pretty boy my man ๐ฉ๐ฉ it's been a while since the last time I made some junji ito fanart
Ughhhghgg I know I have owed art to finish but I really don't like how my wips are turning out ๐ฟ๐ฟ I'm sorry
I got my physics homework done I'm so happy ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ
Since my first term ended I got my school report
I showed it to my mom and she said it was decent yasss I'm proud ๐ช๐ช
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> Terrabachi Thank u, thank u ๐ฉ๐๐
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Congrats, dude!
I'm too late to wish y'all happy Valentine's day but idc uhh happy Valentine's day !!!
I finally got the guts to go back to this site omL ๐ญ I kind of needed a break from this place but I'm happy to be back now !!! ๐๐
I haven't drawn much in the past weeks apart from some sketches made on paper but I'll try to get back to work and be more active on here as I used to be :,)
I miss interacting with the people from here ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ idk what happened to me
Anyways have this crappy doodle in the meantime
That's my Valentine's day gift ๐ฅบ
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ Ahhh dw
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> Cheese THANK UUU HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ
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> MrFlagada thank u omg !!! ๐คญ Also I MISSED YOUR BIRTHDAY I'M SO SORRY ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ Happy late birthday !!! :,D
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APPY VALTINE DAY
From this site from socials from everything from everywhere from everyone. See you when I'll be done clearing out my thoughts.
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Hope to see you soon, wishing you the best
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I hope you come back in a better head space soon, dude
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Not on topic but I love the makima pfp.
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> Terrabachi My own actual nail :((((((( I should cut all of them off now but I don't want toooo they're all so long and the broken one is so short ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
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Wait, acrylic nails or an actual nail you grew? Either way, that sucks dude
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Same thing hapenned but yesterday
I can't even do my physics homework istg I'm gonna lose it if I don't solve this one damn exercise
Putting on a random Korean skin care product that my mom bought on shein completely safe to use
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐โ๏ธ Thank you qua Hope your doing fine ^^
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> ๐พSรRO_3ร8๐พ I'm alr ๐ญ Oh man I'm sorry for that :( im sure it'll go better next time tho !! I'm cheering for u :D
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Oof have fun qwq I had my first day of exams it did not go well DX Anyway hope your doing ok
Im a disappointment a failure and a jerk
And so weak and pathetic
I embarrass myself and my family I just screw up I can't do anything right I can't even hold back my tears I have to cover my face cus I'm such a whiny bitch who can't accept the fact that they're an embarrassment and still can't blame it on themselves because of their arrogant little ass not accepting defeat
I'm a jerk I can't show gratefulness I only think abt myself and my stupid fucking needs I'm so selfish I treat the ppl I love and care abt like trash and I hurt them and when I feel guilty because of that I don't even try to show it I just keep treating them badly because all I think abt is my emotions
I just wish I was better even tho I can't and the more I think Abt it the more miserable and hopeless I feel
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐โ๏ธ Your welcome ^^
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> ๐พSรRO_3ร8๐พ Ah thank u a lot :D That's nice of you to say
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐โ๏ธ np ^w^ btw I really like your new art dont bring yourself down
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> ๐พSรRO_3ร8๐พ Thank u
> โจโ ๏ธษชษด๊ฑแดษดแดแดแดแดแดส๐คโ๏ธ Hh ( I am alright don't worry ๐ญ๐ญ I'm receiving mixed signals from someone )
> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐โ๏ธ Yea (OFC- I WATCHED IT TWO YEARS AGO LMAO ๐ญ๐ also I hope your health gets better :D)
> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐โ๏ธ Yr welcome ๐ณ๐ ๐ธ
> โจโ ๏ธษชษด๊ฑแดษดแดแดแดแดแดส๐คโ๏ธ thanks ( OMG SOMEONE WHO KNOWS THIS FILM ๐ป๐ป๐ป๐คญ๐คญ๐คญ๐คญ THANK YOUUU )