She saw me in my bed at 11am and instead of asking herself if I'm ok she takes my phone away and locks me in my room for 6 hrs ๐ค
๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ฆช
SUMMER VACATIONS FINALLY
หหห ๊ฐ ๐ฉโก๐ช ๊ฑ หหห
โงหโ๊ฐ๊ฐ๐๏น๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐ ๐เญญ๏นข
โนเป\๐ชธเฅญ ๐จ๐๐ / ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บใฝโเน
๏ฝกหเน\๐ชผเดฆโใป๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ ้ซๆ ก็ โขเงเญญ
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เน\๐ฆใ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ ๐ช๐ต๐ข ๐ ๆฅๆฌ่ช เง๐ฆ
เง\๐เญญ๏น๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ ใซใผใ .แ \๐ฆเงง
https://amoris-fatus.carrd.co
โคนหห๐งเฅญ https://youtu.be/wW1PIS_QZGE?si=Lg9Zz4XtVOnSCGzI ๏ฝกหเนโฌ
โนห. แกฃ๐ญฉ ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ โน๐น ็ฒพ่ชญใใใใจใใใใใพใ โก
หหห ๊ฐ ๐ฉโก๐ช ๊ฑ หหห
โงหโ๊ฐ๊ฐ๐๏น๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐ ๐เญญ๏นข
โนเป\๐ชธเฅญ ๐จ๐๐ / ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บใฝโเน
๏ฝกหเน\๐ชผเดฆโใป๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ ้ซๆ ก็ โขเงเญญ
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เน\๐ฆใ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ ๐ช๐ต๐ข ๐ ๆฅๆฌ่ช เง๐ฆ
เง\๐เญญ๏น๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ ใซใผใ .แ \๐ฆเงง
https://amoris-fatus.carrd.co
โคนหห๐งเฅญ https://youtu.be/wW1PIS_QZGE?si=Lg9Zz4XtVOnSCGzI ๏ฝกหเนโฌ
โนห. แกฃ๐ญฉ ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ โน๐น ็ฒพ่ชญใใใใจใใใใใพใ โก
- My brother lolโ ษชษดแดแดแดษชแด แดโ ๏ผ https://medibang.com/author/15435368/
Genre
- ใใฉใผ
- semi-realistic
- horror?
- ใใใใชใ
- เถ
- ๏ฝ
- ยฏโ \โ _โ (โ ใโ )โ _โ /โ ยฏ
Award History
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Creators Rank:Bronze
Profile
- Work Place๏ผmyShittyBedroom
- Gender๏ผFemale
Life Event
- 04/2019 Joined_MediBang:]
- 11/2020 Got_Frozen;-;
- 12/2020 Created_new_acc
- 02/2021 Got_no.3_in_rookie_rank:o
- 06/2022 500+followers
- 10/2022 Got_no.2_in_rookie_rank!!!
- 11/2022 NO.1_IN_ROOKIE_RANK!!!!!
- 12/2022 NO.1_IN_DAILY_RANK!!
Details
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Software
Medibang Paint/Ibis Paint X (I'm broke aha)
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Time spent online
Too much
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Thing you interested in
Horror manga / thrillers / psychology /music / poetry / art
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Favorite color
๐งกโค๏ธ๐ฉท
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Favorite music
rap / hyperpop / electro / alt / indie
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Favorite TV show
I like films more actually
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Favorite writer
Kafka
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Things you always carry
My attitude โก
She's a diva
Capacity
2
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SCHOOL IS OVER LET'S FUCKIN GOOOOOO
I'm out alone-
while I was just standing minding my own business a middle-aged man ( who was wondering around for like 10 minutes like a crackhead,, not saying he was high but uh,,, ) eventually came up to me and said something incomprehensible ๐ญ then he used the translator and I didn't even look at what language he was translating from I just read "can we talk if you let me?" So my face went from ๐ฆ to ๐ฐ and I ran away in fear
I hate this city so full of perverts
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You ate my barber/j Ok but fr what is wrong with that old hag๐๐
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bleugh :(
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hope your doing ok jesus christ
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Bro u better book it ๐โโ๏ธ๐จ
Merry Christmas y'all :D
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ thats good
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> โขโขโขโข Heyyy I'm doing alright :)
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Merry Christmas pasta god XD Btw how are you? I miss talking with you
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Merry christmas
it's been a while ๐ญ๐ญ
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> FlameteethDoesStuff heyyy
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GASP!!! hello hi hey hello!!!
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Sorry that your mom is making you feel bad about yourself.....if only I know what do to for you like I can give you a real hug or something....I do hope that your mom will change that she might even take you somewhere nice...I wish I can help you more.....but I'm here for you so you can get all the anger out
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Good job momv im cryig again brcause of u
I'm gonna cry she makes me so stressed out I said I changed my mind about going out today and now she's forcing me again I don't want to go out I just want to stay alone in my room and cry omfg why doesn't she get it why doesn't she want to understand me she's so cruel she doesn't want to help me she just wants me to be like my brother when this is not how it works ok I am different from him I don't want to hang out everyday like he does I want to be left alone right now because I had a bad day and she just doesn't want to accept it I was planning on going out today but none of the people I asked were free plus I'm in a bad mood so I just changed my mind ok I don't want to go anymore why is she forcing me to find someone to hang out with this is so upsetting I don't want this I want to be left alone why won't she leave I'm not feeling alright today and instead of trying to calm me down and understand my emotions she just gets mad at me and attacks me and accuses me of doing it on purpose when I don't have a reason I don't know why I feel like this but I just want to lay down and be alone for today I just want to stay by myself and now I'm even more upset I don't get it why is she violating me again
I can't believe this they actually brought me here I don't fucking want to be here I don't need to be here I don't need a therapist I don't want one it's not going to work anyway because there's nothing wrong with me I'm normal I'm not the fucking problem here they are I don't want this I want to be left alone I don't wanna get forced to do shit I don't like to do again it hurts so much I'm so stressed out right now I'm about to cry I swear I'll cry in front of the therapist I don't care anymore I'm so tired of all of this my mom should fucking stop complaining before I start yelling at her I'm gonna yell at her if she calls me again I'm so bad at her I'm so mad at both of them I can't believe this they said it was a normal visit they didn't even tell me we had an appointment until today I'm so fucking mad I feel like throwing up I want to cry I want to scream I want to get out of here I'm not ok with all of this I didn't fucking want this
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Sorry you had to go through that qwq *hug*
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Damn, Iโm sorry my man, I hope it gets better, I know what itโs like cause my parents forced me to see one too, but trust me, it helps if you need to talk about anything, if not thatโs fine, you donโt have to, I just hope it gets better for you! Iโm always here for you if you need anything :)
I'm not gonna forgive them for this istg
I had a dream where my left thumb's nail broke,,,,
That was a nightmare ๐ฐ
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oof
๐ฅน
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Congrats!!๐๐โจ๏ธ U deserve the 1st place u_u
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Y'all I got overwhelmed by comments under my post I don't know how I'll be able to reply to all of them ๐ญ๐ญ but thanks to everyone :DD
I can't listen to ringojuice while keeping a straight face pfft-
I need to have my nails done before tomorrow ain't no way I'll spend my birthday with this ugly polishing ๐ค๐ค gonna make them tonight instead of sleeping
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So ur gonna celebrate my bday before me ?? ๐ญ๐ญ
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OOO It's the 3rd right now for me! XD I shall celebrate your birthday FIRSTT AHAHAHAH-
I think that site's for prints but uh idk
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At least they are not inappropriate
This place is weird,,,,
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"Everyone's Watching" WTH
My relationship w my mom has never been worse than this ngl,,,
We had 1 fucking argument like 2 days ago where she lashed out at me and she made me have a mental breakdown because instead of helping me w an issue I had and still have she got mad for no fucking reason and instead of listening to me and trying to help me she jst attacked me and blamed me for acting like that and accusing me of doing that on purpose to make her feel bad while I was actlly not fucking ok and I jst needed smone that could at least fucking try understanding my situation but no ofc I was doing it just to piss her off right I'm completely faking this and using violence on me will totally make me feel better huh idfk how she thought that was a good idea but oh look it didn't fucking work obviously cus attacking me while I was trying to tell her i don't know why I don't feel motivated to do smth and that the topic made me rly unhappy jst made everything worse I'm at my fucking limit w her at this point I'm sure she doesn't want to understand me she jst wants to let out her anger on me and be rude on purpose because she doesn't care Abt me of how I feel all I want is a parent that worries abt me and tries to make me feel better in a way that doesn't make me feel stressed or uncomfortable like a normal fucking parent instead I have this depressed neurotic middle aged woman who doesn't care abt understanding other ppl's povs and jst wants to rant and complain abt and judge me all the fucking time now she's giving me the silent treatment like a fucking child would do because she doesn't understand that this is all her fault and she lashed out at me for no reason while I just wanted to be understood by her I was trying to open up to her I was trying to let her know I have smth going on but idk what it is and she jst took it as I was faking everything just to make her mad so instead of doing smth better she goes on and attacks me it's so unfair.
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Awe shit man, Iโm sorry that happening,
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hey...I know that you and your mom is not n good turns but if you ever need a friend I'm here if you want to vent a lot I might be late in reply but I will be there ^^
She wanted to ask me which ones of my friends accepted to eat out w me on like Sunday
But she still doesn't want to talk to me so my dad had to bring me a note where she wrote the names of the ppl I invited and then "who said yes / no ??" At the bottom
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She's literally in the room next to mine-
Is she fucking srs,,
she's acting like a fucking kid rn omfg this is pissing me off
Idk how to bear w her anymore
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good luck my man
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At this point even hearing her voice annoys me,,
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Why is she being so spiteful on purpose when I'm around it's so annoying
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she acts all depressed and stern whenever I'm around and yesterday she didn't even want to get out of bed like it wasn't her fault and like she didn't fucking yell and lash out at me the day before, plus when I'm in the same room w her she doesn't even look at me and when she "talks" ( or more like complains ) Abt me I can hear her damn well and she doesn't want to say my fucking name like wtf,, why does she likes to victimize herself like this knowing damn well I'm not the one responsible for her being mad at me she's jst never satisfied w what I do not even when she forces me it's still not enough and it's jst stressing
I still don't wanna do it
It's been a year since I first read tomie ๐ฅบ
It's been a while since the last time I cried because of my mom
Good job u managed to cross the line again
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ No problem, I hope you feel better :)
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> $%Anna/Ace%$ It's fine though I know how to handle this Um Thanks for worrying abt me-
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ Im sorry to hear that :(
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> $%Anna/Ace%$ Tbh not really
I'm not going to that useless math course I'm just gonna wander around near my school like idgaf ๐ช
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W the crackheads rn ๐ซก
Ok the quality is not the best- it's really messy ๐ญ๐ญ
But ummm you can change anything you don't like ๐ญ it's your design after all-
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ I don't know ๐ญ
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> SรRO_3ร8 Nice Ummm is that a good or a bad thing ? ๐ญ
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ Hahaha it's ok buddy XD I showed it to my sister she said it's not something I would do XD I will be back to studying soon Just got some home work qwq
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> SรRO_3ร8 Meanwhile I slept too pfft ๐ญ๐ญ
Why is my mom mad at me for no reason I literally just got out of bed
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ You are!
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> SรRO_3ร8 I'm not that great cmon ๐ญ๐ญ I try to get some inspo from Pinterest-
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ TTwTT thank you buddy qwq your the best also may I ask HOW ARE YOU SO GOOD IN FASHION
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> SรRO_3ร8 Yeah ofc I'll go check it out
When will my mom shut up,,
:(
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ Oh O.O
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> SรRO_3ร8 IT'S NOTHING ?? ๐ญ๐ญ jst,, idk moping around
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TELL ME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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WHY YOU SAD
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ I forget you are scared of spider qwq It's ok buddy hopefully it will go away
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> SรRO_3ร8 Cus there's a spider on the wall next to my desk and I'm scared of spiders ๐ญ๐ญ
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> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ why?
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> SรRO_3ร8 Scared ๐ฅ
im so mad at myself
im disgusted
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No your not You are a very find friend and an amazing person who helps us and has cool art. You are like a sister to us too, you like to make jokes that makes us laugh so much we can't stop. So what I'm saying is your not disgusting but rather a friend who helps us feel ok, you are my bestie ^^
Girl how old r u I don't get it ๐ญ๐ญ
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i am confusion
> ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐ Yeahhh, that stress is hella hard,
> Terrabachi I didn't know she could do smth like that honestly,,
> EinTheTransDemon Then yk what type of stress it gives-- I'm sorry tht happened to u too
Locking for 6 hours??? Thats not good