im lowkey bagging him
wheatfield 🏷
She/her
(I wont accept friend reqs unless im comfy w you before 💔)
I go inactive for days, weeks, sometimes months 😔
Listening to:
Beautiful Stranger- Laufey
Going thru tough times atm 🤪
- Fanart
- Ocs
Details
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Favorite music
this Is home- cavetown
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Software
Ibis Paint X
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Favorite animation
I AM THE MAN- ft. Techno, Wilbur, and Shlatt
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Future goals
Become an animator/work for Disney !!
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Favorite color
B L U E
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Time spent online
Literally a lot-
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Favorite writer
Gigi writer of cucumber quest
the guy ive been crushing on since end of freshman year is !!!!! Lowkey after me
I HAVE AWESOME WINGMEN BROO
HES GONNA GO TO ONE OF MY GAMES
follwo mi amigo 🫡🫡🫡
https://medibang.com/u/LE0TAMAT0/
i was doing a group project and out of literally no where my friend started hating on me and calling me fat bc i was eating an ORANGE
and it didnt even stop there
i would ask her to stop and she wouldnt, i was politely telling her to leave me alone bc she was pissing me off and she toñd me that if i have anger issues the counselors are always available
And i would have been fine if she hadnt mentioned HIM.
she told me i was just mad and jealous that she had a boyfriend that actually loved her and hadnt dumped her.
this makes me angry for a variety of reasons
1. How FUCKING DARE YOU compare your CURRENT LOVE LIFE to my past one.
2. How FUCKING DARE YOU bring him up, knowing that i’m still mentally recovering
3. The implication that he never loved me nor cared for without ever knowing him. The implication that her boyfriend is better than anything I’ll ever manage.
I may be overreacting but god she pissed me off. She had the audacity to try to calm me down afterwards and ask what she did wrong.
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> Long-Leg-Luz✨🗿(got frozen) 🫡
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> wheatfield 🏷 That’s mildly upsetting dude 😭😭 I’m sorry that it’s that way bro :^
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> Long-Leg-Luz✨🗿(got frozen) We HAVE and shes vented to me before and ive tried to help but she never listens or shoots down my advice its hard to help someone to doesnt want to be helped
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> wheatfield 🏷 Do a heart to heart talk ‼️‼️ Sometimes that’ll help! :0 maybe it’ll help understand where you both are coming from :0
Medi’s pretty inactive now
thats so crazy
Im a veteran….thats fucking wild…. Been on this site for over almost 5 years,,,,,, wow. I kinda miss the old medi
Not for its drama, but for how alive it felt
I could literally just be projecting right now
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> Soccs Ur so real for that one tysm 😭
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> wheatfield 🏷 I couldn't stand to abandon you man. Doesn't matter how much this place hurts me, I'm not gonna let my friends down if I can avoid it. Idk how I ended up being a mature therapist with my collection of 76 Webkinz and counting, but I'm damn glad I can be there for you.
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> Soccs okay that hit harder than it shouldve 😞😞😞 BUR IM SO GLAD U STAY AROUND TO TALK TO ME without u i think i would genuinely be just lost. ur so mature and always give me advice i can count on !!
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> ciinnanyas opp ✦ right ?? 😭 Bro rememember when we would do raffles or adopts
My school had a rally on thursday n i got to perform !!! So happy everyone liked our show :D
Friday was homecoming carnival and i slaved away for 5 hours but i got free milk tea in the endddddd, it was also our homecoming game !!!! Got to perform again and the crowd LOVED IT I WAS SO PUMPED !!!!!
the homecoming DANCE was yesterday n i didnt go bc i was gonna fifth wheel buttttt still happy for my friends that did go they had a great time ^_^
lowkey just broke up w that one guy
that was like…monday….and it kinda JUST sank in lmao
And I’m gonna be honest here, im feeling pretty fucked up ,,,, more in the sense of “oh im not needed anymore” which is
uh
WILD mainly because i broke up with him, i brought this on myself
While i AM relieved that i dont have to worry about being boring or too needy/clingy anymore
Its also weird, if that makes sense. Im still sad about it
I really liked feeling special, feeling like i was important to SOMEONE, but now thats gone
I miss the affection i would get
But it honestly never seemed fair to me and it never felt real
He was so nice and sweet and patient but i always felt like i was doubting what we had, and it was stressful
The last few months have been AWFUL, with me worrying about all of that
I felt that feeling that way wasnt healthy for me OR him, since i would practically be wasting his time if i was worried all the time about our relationship
and now i cant stop thinking about how much i miss him.
I really hope he finds someone great and amazing
Am i weird for missing him? Am i being toxic? All of my friends say i shouldnt miss him, that i can do so much better. I cant help it i dont know what I’m doing. This guy was my first love, what am i supposed to do? I dont want to hate on him or make fun of him at all. I just want him to find someone that deserves him, but i hate that i feel like i dont
I reslly wanted to get all of this out of my system, im awfully sorry.
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> Long-Leg-Luz✨🗿(got frozen) ty broski 😭
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*pat pat* hope you’re doing alright bro! I think it’s understandable to miss someone you have broken up with, I hope that you take your time with everything n stuff! :0 *more pats*
Do a meet the creator/artist thingy
idk bro im hella bored 😭
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> wheatfield 🏷 YAY ‼️‼️‼️
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> Long-Leg-Luz✨🗿(got frozen) BET
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I think you should ‼️‼️‼️‼️
i love crk js putting thag out there
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> ramuné Real
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> 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙞👘 RAHHHH
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BROO I'M ADDICTED TI THAT GAME ISTG
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i used to play it but stopped, I gotta get back into it though because holy shit that character design
I can listen to you yap, or u can listen to me yap !!!! Im a pro yapper but im also a pro listener 😼 we can yap abt wtv !!!!!! i js wanna yap w someone (i need social interaction so bad)
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> Long-Leg-Luz✨🗿(got frozen) RIGHTTT
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> wheatfield 🏷 I saw the temperatures drop for the weekend in the city I live in, IT BETTER STAY THAT WAY-
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> Long-Leg-Luz✨🗿(got frozen) bro my teacher said it would be in the 90s again next week and i just wanted to cry 😭😭😭
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> wheatfield 🏷 IKR- NOW ITS IN THE 70°s- I CAN WEAR SWEATERS 😭😭😭
I HAVENT BEEN ON MEDI GOR LIKE 4 MONTHS WHAT THE FLIPPPPP
First kiss? Gone 😜
(i still cant believe it)
safe to say im in love :’D
we aren’t official bc technically i cant have a boyfriend til im 16 but who said we cant kiss and hold hands ? :]
Lowkey we’re friends now……………….
Im gonna give him some of his favorite candy tomorrow and run away (per usual)
Lajdodnddineisjdidxj hes such a cutie parootie
https://medibang.com/topic/uq2404111116173680019664305/
Doing customs :”) (2 slots left)
On the poll yall wanted adopts :’)
BUT IM A BIT STUPID SO…customs
Starting w/ 3 !!! Comment what u want ! First come first serve :p
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> Zyvra Dragonfyre Alrighty >:D
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> wheatfield 🏷 Hmmmm just human is fine :> 👍
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> Zyvra Dragonfyre OMG YES. That spunds so cool :’0 Do you want them to be completely human or can i incorporate pieces of crab/lobster/shrimp ? I can work with both no worrie s :D
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Hiii :] can you make me a cool lil pirate? I'd prefer them to be human but if you can base their design or clothes off of a crab/lobster/shrimp crustacean thing that would be so cool :0
i did it
i have his number
(technically HE has MY number…)
https://take.quiz-maker.com/poll5158227x18Ec47A1-156
A poll for what i should do next ^D^
HE FOUND ME TODAY AND SAID HE WAS GONNA GIVE ME HIS NUMBER
AND I DIDNT GET TO APOLOGZE FOR LEAVING SO QUICKLY BC MY DAD WAS IN HIS CAR STARING DAGGERS AT US
AUGGGHHHHHHH
im so hapyy literal blushing kicking and screaming dawgggggg
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> Long-Leg-Luz✨🗿(got frozen) hes so goofy omg 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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> wheatfield 🏷 Oo- 😭
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> Long-Leg-Luz✨🗿(got frozen) aboutta crumble in on jyself
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THAT'S AWESOMENESS DUDE-✨
Love orb their art is so cool all in all :’)
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9VGPoGXAj0A&pp=ygUDT3Ji
I get so much serotonin this is going on repeat gang !!!
so theres this guy i like and he had asked for my insta and stuff but i dont have social media……..
SO obviously i spent 2 weeks fighting myself to get his number and i finally asked today !! (w) 😸😸😸
he doesnt have a phone i feel like a moron. i kind of stared at him awkwardly and was like “ohhh.uh. Alright then! Seeya later i guess.”
and i LEFT
LIKE AN IDIOT
NOW I NEED TO APOLOGIZE TOMORROW AND I FEEL AWFUK FOR ASKING FOR HIS NUKBER AND JUST LEAVING LIKE THAT
sure he called me cute but what if he jusg thinks im stuck up now 😭😭😭😭 WHAT DO I DOOOO
This is insane 2 me….
I was waiting for the bus (per usual)
And this guy near me kept like staring and i didnt think a lot of it since his friend was pretty close to me
My friend (also friends with him) came up to me an said “he thinks ur cute but hes too shy”
im going insane. nobody has ever thought of me as cute in an interested way
So we talked a bit and i just felt STUPID because my dumbass couldnt stop smiling
But i feel conflicted bc hes a freshman (im a sophmore) and i honestly dont know how to feel…………. Like honestly there are way worse age gaps 😭 and since im basically a year younger than everyone else in my grade IDK
JESUS i cant stop smiling
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> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 this is REALLY bad for my heart 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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omg i can feel your feelings through the screen, that's so exciting XD
:]
Dinno what to put but have ado…(my queen)
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> Leon's Book Pages Ive been pretty chill 😼 how about yourself ? :]
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> wheatfield 🏷 So hru dude ? :)
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> wheatfield 🏷 Tysm for being understanding bro !! :D and ywywyey
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> Leon's Book Pages HKSGSKSHSO no worries !!!! and tyyyy <3 /p
its gojover gang
Lookin for a toyhouse code ! I had one last may but some unexpected developments occurred so i had to shut it down
Willing to do some art for a code :]
I miss using toyhouse so muchhh 😭
im going to turn into an icicle
(I literally never finish any wips I post it’s crazy ??) (I’m trying I might this time)
I’m doing that paper thing except it taped on (it’ll be colored differently)
But yeah meet lavender/laven
He’s almost as crazy as me frfr
(He’s a puppet) (I have so much lore) (nobody is reading this)
hello fellow medi users! yes! I am alive! Anyways !! Medi hunger games. I know we’ve had one before, but I thought it would be great if we brought it back for another round! I’ll be hosting our hunger games this time! Feel free to join, even if we aren’t close (I say this since I mostly close off requests,etc to strangers!) (erm ill ALSO be drawing scenes that catch my attention! You can do that too if you join.
Everyday I’ll post maybe 1-2 days depending on whether a lot happens or not.
Please have a reference of your character ready! This is so that anyone who wants to draw them can, so be aware that there may be others who draw them! Everyone can submit up to 2 characters each, there are 24 slots
Feel free to make a medi games version of your character too ^^
I will be dropping in atlas and might release his version soon :p
If this dumps I might have people submit more characters or submit some more of mine to fill up space !
May the odds be ever in your favor ;)
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> Long-Leg-Luz✨🗿(got frozen) Absolutely felt lol
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> wheatfield 🏷 YAYAYAYA- I’m trying to cook up a drawing still, hopefully I could make one by the end of the week or earlier 😭
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> Cringe Official🦃 💯
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> Long-Leg-Luz✨🗿(got frozen) You totally should 🔥🔥
I used it and you can too (I don’t know where it’s from)
(My phone is about to die crossing my finger this posts)
> wheatfield 🏷 Yippie!!
> Long-Leg-Luz✨🗿(got frozen) awww yeah got another lne 😈
*follows*