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CREATOR RANK CREATOR MOVED ACCOUNTS 3 years ago
TARGETED VENT.

/TW SELF HARM TALK.




"i didn't know what to say"
BULLSHIT. THATS SUCH A FUCKING LIE. WE DATED FOR 7 MONTHS AND HAVE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR WELL OVER A YEAR.
you could have at least said it was gonna be okay.
AT THE LEAST.

I CAME TO YOU BECAUSE I WAS ACTIVELY BLEEDING AND IN PAIN BECAUSE IVE BEEN CUTTING MYSELF FOR THREE CONSECUTIVE DAYS.

AND YOU DONT RESPOND FOR HOW MANY FUCKING HOURS?? AND ONLY TEXT ME WHEN I MAKE A VENT??

AND IN GENERAL.

I TEXT YOU AND THEN I GO TO A SOCIAL MEDIA AND SEE YOUVE FUCKING IGNORED ME AND POSTED ON THERE. YOU LITERALLY ONLY FUCKING REPLY TO MY TEXTS WHEN I ADRESS YOU BY FUCKING NAME.

YOU USED TO BE THERE FOR ME. BUT YOU NEVER FUCKING ARE ANYMORE.

WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT BOND. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE TWO OF US BEING CLINGY TO EACH OTHER, TO TEXTING FOR HOURS DAILY??

its almost as if you stopped caring as soon as we started dating.
but now we arent.

because you clearly dont care about me anymore.

so, bye. im blocking all your socials and your number.
i dont want anything to do with you anymore.

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CREATOR RANK CREATOR MOVED ACCOUNTS 3 years ago
TW: graphic talk of self-harm and blood.

Not even sure if this is a vent.




It's so empty. Like usual.
I had my burst of excitement hours ago, but i can't feel anything, as usual.
pain, however?
i can feel that.

im just hurting myself for fun at this point.
so i can feel something, for a pass-time.
I can definitely feel pain though, and thats something. anything is good

figuring out razor blades really made the job easier. i used to be using a set of dull fabric scissors
razors though? they do it faster and better

watching the red marks slowly form on my skin, feeling the prickles of pain coming in.. its amazing.
the blood slowly rip itself through the tears in my arm, steadily dripping and running down my skin.
it mixing with the shower water and run down in odd squiggles,
becoming more blood than water

its amazing
fascinating
mesmerizing
addicting

it makes me feel something

the only issue is when i run out of skin to tear.
but hey, I'll cross that bridge when i get there

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  • This sounds all too familiar AKA me yesterday And I will tell you that it may feel good in the moment to just feel anything but after? It's just a temporary feeling that your getting from this, and eventually something bad will happen and you won't have the chance to feel anything ever again. Believe me, I understand this, but for me it was a boxcutters instead of dull scissors so not completely understanding of that but I do get this

CREATOR RANK CREATOR MOVED ACCOUNTS 3 years ago
idk who needs to hear this, but

mental/personality/etc disorders are not excuses. you take responsibility for your actions, whether or not a disorder you have/are suspected to have effected it.
im suspected to have bpd. by my family and close friends.
i never use it as an excuse. i always take resonsibilty.
as should you.

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  • Very true! Just because I have anxiety in the car doesnt mean I can just cancel appointments and avoid family

  • DAMN. HELL YES. My brother has a handful of disorders and gets away with everything because of it jsfskfhdsf

  • preach

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