ialo!

Yesterday i was out of home starting from 7 am to 9 pm
Legit like it was so tiring i just wanna drop myself to bed and i did, which is why no art post for yesterday

I did the sketch tho, dw, it still counts, i just haven't uploaded it and it's too wacky for me to do
My brain just decided to sniff sniff cry and poof, gone
It decide to drop me to bed and lemme rest in peace

But tbh, i'm glad it did
Bc even in my dream i still had thoughts flying around and i'm actually still thinking inside of it
It was a messed up one, legit

The headaches too, it's still there, alright
it's just so nauseating to even eat and sit, istg i'm not sure if this is okay

The amount of rollercoaster that happened yesterday was so much,
Mayhaps one of the worst and also the best day of my life

It was so wack for my brain that i can't even do anything other than sleeping early
Even now i can't even properly say what i want to say lol

Please send elp

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Have a golden day!
Or night!
Or a golden dream!

Just, have a golden one, alright?

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I'll check back when my brain feels ready, and the reacts too! I'll react back dw <3

aloi!

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i-i'm so t-tired-... zzz

I messed it up (ToT)
The middle one is so scuffed i'm so sad TT

ialo,
At first i was gonna do the thing where it'll fit as 3 scene being one but then the guy is the tallest so i made him kindaa uppie but then it ended up ruining the whole thing =n=

I did realize this might happen while drawing but today i'm too lazy to drag the lines up above and draw the bottom half of it soo i messed this up QuQ

It's on me, being lazy and truly a menace like always, i'm so done, tired, hungry, i just wanna sleep

Gn everyone, have a golden day or night <3
aloi!

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damn my head hurts ;-;
i need slep
elp

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exams sux

My world is spinninnn right round right round
Like holy can someone just put me out of these horrible headaches 🥲

Anw, these are the challenge draft that i will post once it's monday, or sunday, or idk
For now i'm trying my best to be healthier and then FINALLy some digital drawings

Like i love traditional, but digital is my beloved
And i don't want my pencil to run out

You can join too! Maybe even leave some suggestions for future challenges!
(Cos this one i didn't save on Canva..)

Day 33 will be spinning a wheel no matter how little or too many suggestions are, i'll put some of mine too
The challenge will start on 22nd this month and make sure to use the Levi33OCs tag! It'll be fun to see who joined :]

And yes!! The challenge only requires sketches and linearts, you can color them and make a full piece if you want, totally enjoy urself however u want

The most important thing is just having fun
Even if i'm drawing on this journey alone, i still get to draw my beloved OCs :)


ANYWAYY
Feel free to asks me anything regarding the challenge :D
Hope you have a golden day!

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Yo, any egg lovers?
I just ate scrambled eggs and man! Those hits

Hope that makes u hungry
Now go eat

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Man if i still can't draw digitally i am totally stuck w traditional aren't i

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I DOODLEEED

Ahem,
I forced myself out of bed and drawed happily even if sometimes my head hit the wall
Totally worth it

Man i'm truly glad i took some advices inside my own head
My hand was so desperate to draw that i started to draw with air
And then i forced myself to just go push past the headaches and just deal with it

And here i am
Heck yeaa

I'm so pumped rn that i think it's a good idea to stand up while slamming my pencil right to the floor
Yeah no, i still love my pen no matter what

Butt
33 days challenge c:

It is sometimes hard to know what you want to draw when there isnt anything really new yknow
And i was actually going to start a journey of my own

Called 30 days drawing my OCs only
That sounds like hell ik

But for me, what keeps me going through art is bc i can make my OCs came to life through me.
Like

Now that i know how they look like, one day they will learn how to breath! Walk! TALKK!
GOSH IMAGINE TALKING WITH YOUR OC-


Ahem
Sorry im so excited, a child-like feelings of wanting to make some games rly pushed me hard

So yeah anyway, just drawing OCs for a straight 33 days might not be a bad bad idea, but totally something i'm up for
I just wanna give my OCs some love man, i've been neglecting some of them /sob </3

So anyway, my goal was to start at 22nd of august so monday but then i have exam that day 💀
If 22nd is not possible whatsoever, it will probably be next month, but then october i'll have more exams incoming so idk
Lord have mercy on me

But if it is 22nd then i will let the schedule out if you want to join! More friends! :D
Or i would just post them in the comment then if some of you want it to be changed to something then i can do that

But this is mainly a goal for myself to keep drawing for a whole month straight, and drawing people i love at that
So yeah

See you when i'm feeling better
Headaches is getting into my head rn, hope i didn't say something wrong

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Fuck is this shit too long?
Nvm it's a topic anw ppl don't care lmao

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Oh btw, yeah, these are all the ocs i've prepared but the themes are the hard one
Feel free to ask or join, the more the merrierr

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jow i fall to bed

Hey, again

I swear just how many times would these awkward "hey"s go on
Anw, this time i got covid, imagine being healthy, couldn't be me

I don't like to complaint about stuff that are just meant to be but, it does feel like i'm getting put away from any of my passions

I have stayed in bed for like half a week now, thankfully i'm not in the hospital, that's one good thing
Still getting through a lot of headaches and coughs, thankfully again, still can eat even tho i can't chew and only melt porridge slowly

God, anyway, i just want to give a quick update bc i literally just went poof, gone, i hadn't even get the chance to do things i wanna do here or even reply to some of you!!
I miss it sm

Being sick make me thinked a lot about my life decisions
How my passion truly lies within art and programming
How i really want to make a game of my own
How i want to

Be me

Sigh

And yet here i am, laying on my bed, can't do anything or else my world would be tilted 180° everytime
It's like 7/10 things i looked back while in this state was about my art journey
How i literally roasted myself for every single mistakes that i see, watching a lot of youtube drawing tutorials doesn't help either

Well i just wanna say

Love hate with art is truly the best thing

When you physically can't draw, you'll miss it to the point of really wanting to make a painting with your own blood 💀
But when you can, you just hate every single process of how frustrated it becomes whenever a line is not in the place you want it to be

Like

God


I wish i could just be a cat and live my whole damn life without having to worry about the smallest things in life

But that's the beauty isn't it?

That humans can appreciate the smallest things in life

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my brain after typing these whole exay:

tine to fall and be one with earth

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(It is mumbo, scar, and grian just + my mc skin on pg 1)

Hey, hate to admit it i haven't drawn in like some days
Schedules has been a wreck and now i actually need to study for some exam at the end of the month
I just miss drawing man

And what i also miss is gaming
I miss it sm that i have only been playing games for 3 days straight now, it's sad af
I wanna draw, i wanna game, i wanna have fun

And bc of how many thigs i wanna do,
Greed to do more,
I just, can't.

I should rly focus on one thing or max 3 things but here i am doing 7 different things like
Why

Sometimes the guilt is there when i'm gaming
i was supposed to have fun man
Yet i don't know what to do

Sometimes i just want to pull my brain off and put it in later

If i don't make sense, that's okay!

I hope you're having a good onee
Stay safe <3

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I'm rly sorry for any reactions i missed, i haven't open medibang in quite sometime now Q-Q
Also, sorry for lack of posts
At least i tried, right?


:(

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My arm broke before i finish this drawing
And i dislike it quite strongly somehow so i might just scraped this and make a new one later or tmrow

Anw, have u eaten?
Please eat if you haven't,
If you have, what did you eat? :]

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ASKLDJDASKLJDSAJDSAD

im so mad at myself

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like the sketch was so good and promising

then this

then i cant color

then now my arm broke

frck

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Alright, i blasted some musics and i'm ready to make arts!
Even if it's the cost of my arm hurting!

Also, do we have the same taste on musics?
Kinda curious

Hey, i just want a quick thank you for you all that even if you are not reading this, have a good rest of your time <3

August seems like it'll be rough, but somehow i managed to get through that by remembering some small things in life

Like you guys that always post topics & illustrations everyday
Like you guys that're very active on this web especially
Like you guys that have given me a lotta support
I kept my eyes open to know what has been going on and whom actually are who <3

I also want to do a thank you for 30 followers!
Honestly posting my art was full of self-doubt and just honestly terrifying
It wouldn't all be possible for those of you who only likes, or even just went pass by!
I truly appreciate all of you <3

That is why i do want to return the favor while i still can,
I plan to branch out even more than just drawing

But as of now, thank you, from the deepest part of my heart
Thank you for appreciating me and my art
Thank you for being here!
And thank you
For being you <3

So yeah,
Sometimes the smallest things are truly the best

And seeing them as numbers somehow don't make sense on how big the scale is <3

Have a good one :]

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I didnt cry

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(´༎ຶ ͜ʖ ༎ຶ `)♡

I just realized i haven't posted in awhile, possibly because i kept getting distracted
(Here's a free pic of Yor as an apology)

So, i think i finally fixed my sleep schedule
With the help of coffee and a lotta bulls
I finally did it

I think


Anyways, as i was saying, i kept getting distracted for not posting and even drawing
I haven't doodled anything in the past 2 days
It's like life is keeping me away from my hobby

But, the good side is that i have been getting:

Nothing,
Because i kept getting distracted

In actuality, i may have could done more things if i were more focused on things
Like i see the tunnel but i kept looking at the side walls and then proceed to wander off faraway

Anw, i have been more productive though
Maybe it is an improvement maybe it isn't i won't know

What ik is that i felt like a lost lamb in the woods surrounded by strange bodies hanging out from every branch
That was quite a description but yeah i felt like that

Losing my way out of this forest and being watched by the dangling bodies, it doesn't feel good
Truly i hoped i would be more productive than this, or maybe thats just me having a high expectation for myself

I make my social medias for future me problem,
I have bunch of ideas popping in and out,
I even got projects than i'm in for future surprise!

But it seems like my overload is still there
I am really productive when it comes to school but then im not when it comes to my own things

This is really not helpful at all
I don't know what to do

Trying to improve myself by doing the small things,
But when you always stare at the big things yourself,
You get distracted by it

I kept getting distracted by the sheer amount of difference

Elp

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Sorry for the rant but, any tips? :((
I will do some drawings today i swear!
Also have a good one y'all <3

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Sometimes when we had to take a pause and put a coma on our life journey, it's the hardest time where we have to not lose ourself mid-way through
Whether you regret, thought about the present, or even the future, there will be that one moment when you realize, "Wow, i fucked up" and then proceed to turn off your brain

That one moment when you realize everything goes down hill but you don't really wanna fix it soon, that's the fall of every thoughts

Our life is given only once (At least i think it is), living it to the 'fullest' can be a whole lots of meaning

Maybe you are a hardworker for your future, securing a 'good' future for yourself and live your life to the fullest
But also there's you that's lazy and just want to enjoy the things that are still going on right now
And this is where the Split happens

A part of you that wants a better future for yourself,
A part of you that wants to take some break off and enjoy life,

This could cause an overload

An overload to the brain where bc you think too much, it decide to heat and shut off instead

Why am i saying this? Ofc, coz im having it right now,
And i dont want you to be like me, it's horrible having these shits

Overload and burnout can be put on the same sentence since one usually relate to one another

Because of the brain overload and your body burnout, nothing is going to go your way
Take a break and then decide on what to do
Forcing yourself won't get any result if you can't even access the information you are having 5 mins ago

Don't get too tired and drink lotta water

Luv you

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If somethings doesn't make sense, i'm in sleep deprivation mode, i apologize truly
But i hope you have a good one, alright?

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VocaloId's musics are one of my favs out there, especially ones where Len always dies, god those songs are so good
Playing these on OSU! is a different thing though, they're a pain if the map isn't what you enjoy

Anw, vocaloid's songs are some of the things i still follow quite a bit up till now,

What about urs? Fav music?

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Hab a happy gud night

Do you have a favorite artist that has influenced you in somekind of a way?
Maybe they're someone you're close with, or maybe they're an influencers that is already so big

Mine is these two youtuber i watch, alongside with jazza and some others

1. Sam Does Arts
- Very scientific about learning the human body, his anatomy are very stylized alongside with the faces
- His art style overall are really pleasant to look at, he uses a lot of blue and orange and thats just a color theory for another day

2. Kooleen
- Kooleen is definitely more layback, when she blow up, she uses the chance really well
- Her art style is def drawing hot men and women, but it is very not defined, so one defined line will definitely stands out

If you follow both of them, they're kinda having a beef rn lol, love it

So anyway.. who's your fav artist?
Also, have a good day!

Istg i cant even draw without sacrificing my sleep

Anyhow, this is Attlas, i havent rly finalized his face and some things but i got the basic things down
I was gonna do a piece bc of the monthly theme but then i realized i had no time :/

Btw, is green tea and matcha the same for you? coz it is for me, and i hate both of em

Have a good day!

I did art style studies of my favorite artists!
I actually want to finish this one and maybe even do more than this page can fit in

So anyway, i just went back home and im tired af, i literally have to fit in some doodles on my schedule

These are the art styles that i want to study :

1. Saitama from One Punch Man
- Man, Season 1 of the Anime and the Manga is soo good,
- OPM is the reason i reaally like action poses and just environtments
- The fluidity of the character movements too, god its so good
- And ofc, the story might not be That strong, but the meaningful quotes here and there were so inspiring

2. Rebecca from The Letter (YangYang Mobile)
- The Letter is my fav Horror Visual Novel, i learned a lot from that game, both from art and writing perspective
- Becca is actually someone i really like on how honest she is with herself, her thoughts process were really fun to read and immersed in
- The art style is very horror-gore like, so i want to capture that uneasiness and paranoia feelings

I know you cant really see the drawings well enough, but i cant rly upload it cos "Your files is too big" :)))

Anw, i just want to let you know that i wont be posting art every single day, thats just nuts
I will however, post topics of my behind the scenes and thoughts or any sketches and linearts ive done

So yea, being busy is actually not fun when you like to do something, because you have less time to do it 🥲

𝙸𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜,
𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝!

𝙳𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚗𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛 :𝙳

Anyways I only do this for my mission, here's a sneak peek of what i've been working on
In weekends i don't normally draw so this'll took awhile to finish