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I'm about to end a friendship. Warning: mentions of Cp, pornographic and incest groups, among other disgusting things. PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THESE THINGS. I have been friends with a guy a year older than me, according to him he is 15 but he has told me that because of his height he looks 17 (they tell him so) and I doubt he is really that age. When I installed facebook 4 months ago I had been invited to a Messenger group and that's where I met him. At first I found him nice, I never thought about what a disgusting person he is, I don't understand why I keep looking for friends on the internet, I think it's because of my shyness and how introverted I am, I can't socialize. A few weeks after chatting privately about anything, he invited me to try to get cp, yes he told me weeks after installing facebook for me, I don't know how he gained a lot of trust with me but he told me I was the second person he talked to the most, I don't know if it's true but I can assure it's because of how disgusting he is and the fact that he starts to like cp despite being underage and may be a potential pedophile he is unable to get friends in real life. I feel very uncomfortable writing this but at the same time sad and I don't know why. I stopped talking to him a few weeks because of that and I thought what he told me was a joke as I met many friends on discord joking about cp turned out not to be, the 💀💀💀💀 After a month we are still normal, I didn't talk about those disgusting things until a few months ago he told me if it was normal to be attracted to kids younger than him, like 5 or 10 years old, to which I replied no, that was disgusting and I don't know why at that time I didn't cut friendship with him, I'm going to be honest I had a friend I talked to a lot but she changed me. This makes me very bad because today I did well in school and when I got to facebook and the only message I see is if I wanted to join porn groups and cp and he even put me in a group about incest today.
A month ago I gave him my phone number to talk on WhatsApp yes, what I did was wrong, but I could not cut the friendship since he insisted that I join those groups, I could not do it because I would feel lonely but I got to thinking, I have friends out there and they are good to me which I am grateful for in this life. Exactly a month ago he was checking my facebook profile, he checked my birth date, the groups I liked and even my real gender, I told him I was a man to which the very stupid son of a bitch believed me, don't ask how but I have been pretending to be a man on the internet for a year now and yes I was wrong, I am just afraid of being stalked by depraved old men on any social network but it turns out not. Upon discovering this, he would tell me to send him a picture of my thighs or intimate parts. I don't understand why he was so desperate to want to see a woman's body, he told me that he had already asked for intimate photos from other women on Facebook. and I asked him why he was doing that, he told me that in his spare time he liked to do that even though he had sex for 3 years with his girlfriend but they broke up according to him I just wanted to vent too and forgive my inactivity I'm having an art block like never before, thank you so much for everything, all these mistakes I have been making during these months, I am just afraid of loneliness, being alone and the truth I depend a lot on social networks, I feel that virtual friends are better than those in real life but it is not so, I feel bad about myself I am aware of this, thank you very much for everything.

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