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OLLIE PLAYLIST

for the reference sheet =D
and as a topic cuz i can't send my YT playlist cuz i don't have a YT channel rn ;0;

MAIN SONGS

My Ordinary Life - The Living Tombstone
Aspiring Fires - Mother Mother
Oh Ana - Mother Mother
Insane - Mother Mother
Neighbour - Mother Mother
Cabinet Man - Lemon Demon
Modify - Lemon Demon
Knife Fight - Lemon Demon

PLAYLIST (not all songs in my actual playlist, just the best ones ig <3)

My Ordinary Life - The Living Tombstone
Lotta True Crime - Penelope Scott
Beatophone - Caravan Palace
Dogsong - Toby Fox

Body - Mother Mother
Burning Pile - Mother Mother
Arms Tonite - Mother Mother
Wrecking Ball - Mother Mother
Ghosting - Mother Mother
Hayloft/Hayloft II - Mother Mother
Problems - Mother Mother
Aspiring Fires - Mother Mother
The Stand - Mother Mother
Oh Ana - Mother Mother
Dirty Town - Mother Mother
Tic Toc - Mother Mother
Neighbour - Mother Mother
Bit By Bit - Mother Mother
The Matrix - Mother Mother
Life - Mother Mother
Insane - Mother Mother
Jump The Fence - Mother Mother
Until It Doesn't Hurt - Mother Mother

Cabinet Man - Lemon Demon
Pizza Heroes - Lemon Demon
Redesign Your Logo - Lemon Demon
My Trains - Lemon Demon
Really Cool Wig - Lemon Demon
Modify - Lemon Demon
Knife Fight - Lemon Demon
Bill Watterson - Lemon Demon
Hip Hop Cherry Pop - Lemon Demon


giurahgurhehgiuewshg
so much Mother Mother and Lemon Demon omg XD their vibes just describe Ollie in the best way ever
i might update this in the future ^^

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  • > pinktailArtz omg tysm XD i'm glad my music taste is cool to ya <33333

  • Yooo some of these are actually really good 😭💕💖💖

  • SONGS WILL HAVE SWEARWORDS sorry i forgot to add the warning ;0;

btw

about 2 days ago i almost died =D it was pretty much the same situation on how i broke my wrist

i was doing equestrian vaulting at a vaulting session, as i do, and i was trying to do a plank on this big horse the vaulting club is trying to train up while he was cantering (running), but this horse hates people being on his rump when he's cantering (my feet were on his rump), so i was a bit iffy on the situation but did it anyway. half of the vaulting group had their turns and i was around the middle. we were supposed to hold the plank for a long time (~8 seconds) and holding plank for that long on a cantering horse is pretty hard, and my feet were sliding down so as i kind of struggled, this big ol horse literally bucks (pretty high, apparently) my legs into the air and i was almost to a full handstand, fell to the side, kind of landed on my foot and fell over into a roll-- i think i kind of did a 360 degree sort of thing as i fell, but i can't remember because when things happen like that my mind completely blacks out--
anyways, uh yeah somehow i came out of that with only minor lil injuries-- all there is is that the bottom of my foot is a bit sore

after that, i got back on at walk and did a plank again and sat on him at canter =]
but yeah when i broke my wrist that was when a horse (different horse that was really untrained) bucked me off and i landed on my wrist and fractured + dislocated it
I'M NOT GONNA GIVE UP EQUESTRAIN VAULTING, NEVAAHHH

anyways yeah sorry for the long rant, wow you read this ?? tysm for taking time out of your say for that omg<33333

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Yeah, there's a pro and con to everything 😭

  • > DEXIMUS🦴🥩 yeah, somethin like that i'm grateful that brains make things like that a lil less scary XD its like when it's happening, at the back of my mind i'm thinking "this isn't real, but is it ? is this all in my head or what" lol

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Of course! I wouldn't doubt it could be a coping mechanism, do you think it's like disassociating?

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 you are truly skilled XD glad youre okay tho

da floof ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

it is now f r i z z i e
(last pic is before)
i have yet to add on some accessories and IF I'M BRAVE ENOUGH, a drawing or two on the felt
next i think i'll add the elastics on so i can actually wear it lol
i rlly love it

anyways good morning/avo/night and take care of yourselvess love yourselvesss

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  • > Akwuew1Iso ghguihguhu tysmmmm !!!!!!! <33333

  • Holy shit this is epic

  • > BelleOfTheBallAndChainz ooooooo awesome !!!!

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 it's a coyote/coywolf :]

sorry i was away ;0;

i was at the beach with my sport buddies, lots of fun (but it was mainly a get-together with a different club of the same sport)
i'LL tRy tO gEt rEQUEstS dOoOOnE XD

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  • i need to go to bed now, soz <33333

  • > 𝑬𝑽@ ty <333333 yeah it was fun =] but for some reason my social skills were just turned off the whole time-- i felt very self-conscious all of a sudden, and it didn't help when the other club's leader called me out on my bangs (yelled it out) in front of EVERYONE because they'll "get in the way" even though i already had the parts that got in the way clipped up everyone stared at me ;0; anyways i searched up how insecure and self-conscious i was and apparently it's a method to make sure everyone accepts you which means completely hiding your personality and stuff, aka worrying how everyone thinks of you which perfectly replicated me i'm rlly sorry i vented there ;0;0;0;0 how are you ?

  • Its ok Take your time :') How was it fun?

new mask i'm making

this is only the main structure, there's going to be a lot more to it
anyways can't say much cuz i need to go to work rn ;0;0;0;

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  • > Soulflamexu22 EEEEEEEEE they're rlly fun lol thank yuuuu !!!!! <333

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 YE DO QUADROBICS AS WELL!! The mask looks good so far!

  • > 𝑬𝑽@ quadrobics ? it's a sport where you walk/trot/run/jump/ect on all fours and basically you're like an animal oh cool XD uhhhh... room decoration, to wear while i do quads because yes, and maybe i could make masks for my friends/family as a gift and stuff yknow ? and it's just another art related hobby ig ^^

  • > ✨★Stardust★✨ ty !!

@Eva

you said you wanted to chat ? ^^ sorry i forgot to post a topic

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  • > 𝑬𝑽@ gm ! hope you have a nice day =D i'm alright today =] still working on my dog mask, i'm painting it at the moment. i need to go to work shortly, i'm so tired and my legs are killing me because of a workout i did 2 days ago ;0; how have you been ?

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Good moringgg Im so tired i have to wake Up at 7 am every day lol How was ur day?

  • > 𝑬𝑽@ that's gud ^^ cool ! i was probably sleeping, yeah XD oh, i'm glad it was fun =D

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Im ok Im on the bus i just got away from school.. i swear u are sleeping rn bc here it's 2 pm lol My school days are always weird in a good day.. three i draw doodles/portaits of my classmates or my Friends. Always fun

good mornalang

ghwsiuhgirhgih i'll get to drawing stuff for people but i'm just so busy rn DX
and when i mean busy i mean half things i HAVE to do and half things i want to do, need to get done, ect-- i mean yesterday i wasn't free for anything, i was gone the whole day to help my sport club XD

and i want to draw so much personal art, too...
NGVGIUEP also i have a sleepover today and work tomorrow egiuhguih

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  • > Muna Sketches IKKKKK but like i said, when i'm overwhelmed i tend to just shut down lol

  • THEN STAHP BEING ON YOUR DAM PHONE- You confuse me sometimes-

gn guysies

augghh i'm up late again wfeiuwgGRJG
*video game rant*

i've been playing this video game called A Plague Tale: Requiem and its the second game of A Plague Tale: Innocence and i loved the first one and the second one does not disappoint pfft--
i'm on chapter 12 out of 17 rn, and the game has been awesome-- there's just somethin about it that sticks out from other video games, it has so much emotion, tragedy, and it really touches my heart and emotions which is unique for me when it comes to playing computer games lol
it's just so cinematic, and the visuals of the game(s) are just-- WOW-- amazing like what ;0; especially the second game i'm playing, the faces and animation of them is just amazing

anyways i need to go to bed ahHAHhg

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 yup

  • > 👾SÆRO_3Ø8👾 oh kewl ! =o

  • > vivlz6670 oh cool ! yeah i believe it's similar =] XD i hope they like it !!

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 you just play with people you meet ^^

i love this trend XD
  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Oh no😭 That one is Umizoomi :D And glitter force is a anime !

  • > Cartoon anime is that the one with the robot and 2 kids ? XD never heard of it and i still love MLP lol 0.0

  • > 𝑬𝑽@ XD yeah lol-- i feel like Minecraft should've been on there

  • > MrFlagada I love that anime i still love it with all my soul..

GO HELP SAERO !!

i have a job but i dont think my bank account lets me use money online because it knows i'm not 18+, so if you have the money and stuff, please consider commissioning them !!
https://www.instagram.com/p/C1by3V8S-3h/?img_index=5


Dex said to spread the word

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 yup ^^ I will be opening commission after exams ^^

  • > •••• it's no problem ! <333 oh, i'm glad you're earning at least somethin =]

  • Thanks Ollie ^^ Plus it's ok if I don't get any commissions this year I got a small job well I'm not earning much but still Thank you for helping me Ollie:3

MERRIE CHWISTMAZ

i didnt end up making any Christmas arttt =( maybe i'll try to during the week or somethin lol
anyways, have an awesome Christmas, everyoneee !!!!

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 I HOPE YOU GOT EVERYTHING YOU WANTED‼️‼️❤️❤️

  • > DEXIMUS🦴🥩 MERRY CHRISTMAS, DEXXIIII !!!!!! ^^ <3333333

  • MERRY CHRISTMAS OLLIE POLLYYYYY‼️‼️‼️‼️🥰

  • > vivlz6670 AWWHHH NAAOOO DX lol that's okay, plus that's a really ME thing to do pfft-- i never get anything done yo have an awesome Christmas !!! =00

gn ^^

have a nice morning/avo/night, take care of yourselves, you deserve kindness to yourselves <3333

lil vent(?) ahead ig









i kinda wish i had more friends... ik it sounds kind of selfish since i already do have friends here and stuff, but i still long that close friendship where your friend is like your sibling
where they dont judge you for what you like and do
where you're always excited to be with them
where you both have similar mannerisms
and ofc no friends are perfect with each other, but... still
and ik if i want more friends then i should make the effort of talking to people, right ? well, irl i never really see anyone apart from strangers while shopping and people at two sports i attend to
and here on my only social media, i'm scared of talking to anyone-- i tend to think everyone doesnt like me or thinks i'm annoying or childish or something. there's people saying things like "why doesn't anyone talk to me ?" "i feel lonely" ect, but i've tried to talk to people before and it feels like they're just... not fond of me. and if they actually do like me, well.. doesn't last. it always feels like they just change their mind about me eventually--
and i just see so many people making fantastic friendships and having so much fun, and i just... feel so jealous and sad all of a sudden
and when someone finally does treat me as if i'm a close friend they've always loved, i get so many butterflies but also sadness deep in there somewhere because i know it wont last

maybe this friendship problem stems from when i was a lot younger when i had anger issues with my friends and all that, and they teamed up on me all the time and made friend groups the exact same but only difference was i wasn't in it. and they'd ban me from their Minecraft realms (again, lots of it is online since i almost barely had in-person interaction chances), spam kill me in-game, ect ect. and now i have slight attachment issues because well, my friends pushed me away from the friend group allll the time. same when people say "please dont interact with me," "i'd rather be friends with this person," ect, it kind of brings me back to that anger issued kid i was where friendship felt so fragile.

i shouldn't feel sorry for myself since i'm so lucky for so many other things in life, but... yeah, i guess everyone only pays attention to things they dont have rather than things they do

anywayyssss BIG rant lol

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Good! I cannot wait to talk with ya! ^^ You as well! I hope you have a really good day!!❤️

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 We are worried about you Ollie We are your friends and if people don't see the a,aging Ollie like how we see you Then they are missing the fun

  • > 𝑬𝑽@ awwwh.... that means so much, you're one of my closest friends here, Ev@ <333 yeah, it's quality over quantity ^^ true =] you helped shift my perspective a bit more, tysm !! and perhaps i'll try to make more small talk with you =D

  • > DEXIMUS🦴🥩 oh, i'm sorry you've gone through/are going through a similar situation, i hope you improve !! <333 really ? i've never known XD your feelings mean so much to me omg lol oh, oki !! i'll try to make some small talk at least from time to time ig ^^ and please dont feel pressured to reply, i rlly dont mind ! you did help me, Dex <33333 tysmmm !! have an awesome-sauce morning/day/night =D

omg, Medi

stop with the sus ads they're so disturbing DDDX
i've always had an adblocker but since YT has forced you to turn them off i always see ads now and JEEZ i never know how much more annoying medi was with the ads ;0; now i understand what everyone's complained about PFFT

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  • Fr im so tired of seeing sus ads on medi

  • > vivlz6670 oh, right XD oh cool ! thanks for the suggestion ^^

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 oh i guess its just the adblock i use lol i also use this ad skipper, it works decently well and yt doesnt detect it https://chromewebstore.google.com/detail/ad-skip-master-for-youtub/imlalpfjijneacdcjgjmphcpmlhkhkho?pli=1 dunno what browser you use tho so this might not work

  • > pinktailArtz ikr ;0;

gn

have a nice morning/avo/night !

(vent ahead)




been having slight body image issues again, but who doesn't tbh
even though i exercise a lot, eat well, ect, i still look fat and chubby. why are my hips so big ?? i'm talking about my hip bones, they're so wide but not in a good way imo. they make me look fat, but when i lie down or something they stick out like crazy =( and it's not even my hips that are wide, but my whole body, as well. bruh i have no curves ;0; i bet if someone else had done all the exercise and work i've done for over a year, they'd look like some sort of professional gymnast or something. basically, they'd look so much better than me, be so much stronger than me, but OF COURSE i can't get athletic like the others. my body just hates me, and i hate it sometimes. when i try to eat less, i just... can't resist. i exercise very regularly, so i need food, but i can't lose all the fat on my body. everyone else seems to look so much better, and i know i shouldn't compare myself and all that, but... who actually lives up to that ? it's near impossible, it seems. like cmon, just lose weight, stupid body, i'm been doing all this and all that yet you wont ADMIT THAT YOU SHOULD BE LOSING WEIGHT AND GAINING MUSCLE, WONT YOU ?!?!?

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 At the very least be proud about exercising everyday okay?

  • > Shiny scales i know everyone's different... but if it's my body structure that's stopping me from losing fat and being able to do more stuff i'm gonna be extremely upset DX but tysm for the support, Scales <3333 i guess i have no choice but to accept my body tbh

  • > 𝑬𝑽@ yeah, almost everyone suffers from this mindset, but i just dont know how to change mine. it feels like i can't do anything compared to other people it just feels really annoying how the exercise aint making me look much better, resulting in me not feeling that happy with myself in general (because it's common for people in this world to like pretty people, and i'm a bit sensitive on the topic of friends since i've had an iffy history with them, and i'm always worrying if someone likes me or not, and if they show any sign that they do like me, it like, makes me so bubbly with joy that someone finally thinks i'm cool... until it feels like it goes away, but that's a whole other thing) anways, i dont want to be perfect, i just want to like my body but tysm for being here, Ev@ <33333

  • everyones body type is different and, in my eyes, if you are exercising everyday then that is just how your body is built and it will be beautiful no matter what.

gn

nothin much to say, i just wanted to show myself out of my hidey-hole
a few days ago a huntsman spider sprinted up my arm out of nowhere and i smacked it off and it died =(((
i feel bad but it happened in a split second and SOMEHOW i smacked it at the speed of light bruh XD--

also my last drawing was over 3 WEEKS AGO ?!?? bruh DX dont worry my next post has like several drawings--
i should post more but i always want to make my drawings high quality

anyways good morning/good avo/goodnight, look after yourselves, care for yourselves, look after your hygiene, drink water, eat, breathe some fresh air and get some sun, treat your body and mind as if it's someone you love <33333

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  • > vivlz6670 awhh i'm glad !! <33333

  • thanks :D i cant wait for ur drawings

goodnight/gm/good avo

i need to go to bed but i just-- i want to prove that i haven't fallen over a cliff somewhere and died lol
what's your guys' favourite music artists/bands ? i'll list out some of mine from what i've been listening to lately:
Mother Mother and Lemon Demon obv (omg Mother Mother's new 'Matrix' is so good but swears so much pfft)
Alex G
Sodikken
Twenty One Pilots
Arctic Monkeys

more bands/artists i like... wont be able to list all the hundreds of em lol:
Hot Freaks
Glass Animals
Gezebelle Gaburgably
Alice Gas
Neet (sometimes ig)
Destroy Boys
Caravan Palace
Beach Bunny
Cavetown

ghwruighrhghshr
there's a lot of songs i like but dont listen to the other songs from that artist/band, but WHAT R URRZZZZZ

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  • > Babalon oh cool !! thanks for the songs, Babalon !! <333333

  • Oh music? Here are some if you want ;] 1-https://youtu.be/tBbdSzwxqyY?si=eiB8KtepwmpUVjGI 2-https://youtu.be/Vqfy4ScRXFQ?si=CVrql8re9cHvG9cV 3-https://youtu.be/6sSM5sgR0Ms?si=_q0sHMd30lhjvh7M Watch this one with subtitle on.

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 He's rlly cool! Wait, I've forgotten to add "That Handsome Devil" to my list of favourites!

  • > Soulflamexu22 yAAASSSS !!!!!!!!!! omg yeah, i love Toby Fox, too !!! his songs are in a lot of my playlists too lol