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goodnightie

if anyone wants to chat or let something out i'm here =] i'm not the best at replying or anything tho, but i'll listen ^^
i've been watching my timeline slowly but surely become less and less active, and so has my illustration posts' engagement lol

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  • > MrFlagada🏗️ OOOOo cool !!!! YAAHHH KRISMASSS i like christmas but where i work will unfortunately be very chaotic and busy ;0;

  • > evil 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Yess my favorite football team is having a new manager andd CHRISTMAS IS NEARR :D

  • > MrFlagada🏗️ i'm pretty good =D anything exciting going on for ya ?

  • > evil 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Fine wbu?

goowdnoightie

oh and yeah btw i got bucked off of a horse yesterday =] for the third time-- the first time was the least dramatic yet the one where i broke and dislocated my wrist
this horse was training for vaulting and she completely freaked out as soon as i lifted my leg to mill over and sit sideways XD she bucked and bucked and when i felt it was safe i just kinda threw myself off
got back on after !! i wasn't even phased or shaking or anything XD
anyways have a noice day/night !!! <33333

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 :>

  • > {•BIRD-WITH-THE-BREAD•} that's all good no worriez !! XD

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Oh! Mb I thought you were bucked off three times in the same day😂 Silly me!

  • > {•BIRD-WITH-THE-BREAD•} oh i broke my wrist a year and a half ago XD the accidents are spread apart over that time lol

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i feel so chatty and ranty =[ all the people i've been replying to/commenting to are probably like "erm when did i ask for a whole article" XD
haaaaa i'm lonely =D i need irl friends but the homeschool life has cons
and it feels like people just don't really want to talk to me, irl and online ;0; i wish i had a bff irl that i saw for more than 2 times a year -_- and the only friends i see regularly (although i wont be seeing those friends for over a month probably) aren't very close to me, and it feels like they don't really like that much either-- often times i feel like the third wheel too =I i see so many groups/pairs of friends who seem inseparable, who are always walking together, always sharing inside jokes ect, and i just... wish i had that, yknow ??
if someone does finally like me, welp i'm jumping straight to the next problem to worry about and that's losing them-- either by them changing their mind about me/me doing something wrong, or having to go separate ways (because all my regular friends are at sports, and having friends at sports isn't a very solid or consistent way of forming strong forever bonds if that makes sense)
idddkkk =( this turned into a vent bruh ;0;0;0;

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Well that's good, fear is good only when it improves you. This is the perfect situation for that =>

  • > Muna SketchEEEE my worst fear is BEING the one who actually starts the convo lol-- i've met awesome people only because they're the ones who started talking yeah, but i don't really have much desire to have friends at work, i'm too focused on working XD i haatteed ittt ^^

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Friends only come when you actually go out and talk to people Coworkers are included in the people category oly- You at least improved on talking on the push-to-talk last night, so that's something- and KEEP DOING DAT! It'll build confidence .=D

  • > VIVLZ6670 ✶ tysm, Vivlz <333 that really sucks how you experience loneliness, too, i hope you'll find more buddies as well !! ^^

heyllloooo

sorry just saying hi cuz i've been inactive for dayz =] just been super duper busy, i've come back from an equestrian vaulting competition that the club i'm in hosted, so i've been competing plus helping out with the organization
aaand today i went to a quick little vaulting clinic and nooow i'm going rock climbing
anyways hi XD spooky month is just about here i guess

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees

  • > VIVLZ6670 ✶ glad you're still livin on !!! XD same here tbh lol

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 im okay!!!!!! just idk

  • > VIVLZ6670 ✶ HAAIII VIVLLZZZ !!!! XDD how are ya ?!?

youuu taste like honeeyy !!!

all warm and runny !
Honey - King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard
my rock climbing coach introduced me to this Aussie band and recommended me this song-- a couple other songs i've listened to are really good too XD

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Omg u a lifesver tysm the lyrics are beautiful

  • Life is what you do in it while you’re floating through it. Cut the rope some slack then while we get the knack of it. We’re endless motion. Drink to that notion. Buoyant is your spirit. Gotta keep me near it. Like the wind on a sail I’ll steer you along and the germs outside I’ll keep you from. Like the hail in the morn’ I’ll sing you a song while the mead I make can brew for you. You taste like honey. You taste like honey. You taste like honey… You taste like honey. You taste like honey. You taste like honey… Life is what you do in it while you’re floating through it. Cut the rope some slack then while we get the knack of it. Days are ever sweeter when I wake up near ya. The world we’re in is broken and you’re the magic potion.

  • You taste like honey. All warm and runny. Kinder than a candy. Effervescent shandy. Days are ever sweeter when I wake up near ya. The world we’re in is broken and you’re the magic potion. Like the wind on a sail I’ll steer you along and the germs outside I’ll keep you from. Like the hail in the morn’ I’ll sing you a song while the mead I make can brew for you. You taste like honey. You taste like honey. You taste like honey…

  • > MrFlagada🏗️ nuuuuu hang on i'll copy and paste lol

Vaaaleerie,

she doesn't know hooow to be like every other girl,
she's aloone in her little world
Valerie - TV Girl




rant/vent




i still don't like my appearance lol
honestly i don't think i'll ever be happy with it-- i mean, who ever feels fully satisfied right
i just worry about it a lot though-- mainly because it makes me feel like i'm not equal to her
and it's not just my appearance i hate, it's also my personality
i'm terrible at talking and i'm just so so scared to talk
it makes me come off as stand-off-ish, unfriendly, and unwanting of her attention, but i really like her
almost every word feels like a risk, an effort, a scary thing
she's the opposite of me-- everything i wish i was
i just wish i felt somewhat equal to her and confident in myself so i could love her and be able to talk to her in peace without my several nagging insecurities telling me i'm not near good enough
i love her tbh
why and how does she care about me
or does she care about me ? XD
but i just-- i don't understand
i love it, but i don't understand
i don't see what they say they're seeing
or implying they're seeing
i'm fat, my torso isn't narrow, i'm just kind of ugly
and my outside/public personality sucks so much
yet she still tries
she still does things, most of them probably being my overthinking imagination, but she still does things


anyways gn or gm/good avo ^^

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 That's because what you compare yourself to online bleeds into real life (thats the point) and you're LOOKING for those standards. If you stop looking for something to compare yourself to, you'll not feel so unecessarily bad! I mean we ARE similar though, our faces look different, yet people still say we are either sisters or twins- I believe we are the same shapes and whatnot, but our sizes don't matter because we both focus on different muscles all the time, and we both focus on different weights in strength training. Ok? ok

  • > Muna Sketchy.. yeah... it's just really hard =[ it's not just online that makes me feel bad, it's literally everywhere i go XD and wdym ? you've ALWAYS been so much thinner than me pfft-- you're not as wide as me, you're really slim i can't seem to find those kinds of creators that easily tbh.. but i see that kind of stuff a lot anyways, yet i still can't look at myself without physically cringing thanks for the help tho XD

  • Who are you comparing yourself to? You are NOT ugly, we are almost the same shape in our hips-to-torso-to-shoulders ratio and that means I have a wider torso, so DONT INSULT THAT- XD I mean it's normal to have insecurities, but you're not as you say you are! This is so overtop oly.. Don't compare yourself to internet people, don't compare yourself to athletes who train 5 hours a day and sacrificed so much, don't compare yourself to the EXTREME of humans, maybe find people online of LOVING their insecurities and promoting normalizing NORMAL bodies instead of looking at everyone who has the "standard" societal body. Because MOST PEOPLE DONT!

RAAHRRRR

Tarsier Studios (main studio of Little Nightmares 1 and 2) released a trailer of a game they've been working on, it's called Reanimal and AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH SO EXCITED !!! it's so CREEPYY LIKE EWWW i love it so much XD can't wait till it's out (might be out in about a year i assume)
also can't wait for Little Nightmares 3 next year !!! i absolutely love these atmospheric horror games coming out yessss

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  • > Lala colors yeah !!! the LN series is one of my most favourite games lol ikr =/ it's like-- we have two whole cakes on the way, what are you complaining about XD

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 The atmosphere of LN and Reanimal is so unique and cool! Not many horror games have the visual quality of these two games. And I haven't check anything ab LN3 yet, but I don't understand why people would say that, like they just want to complain or-? Idk but I think both have their unique thing and are amazing games :^

  • > Lala colors IKRRRR IT'S AWESOME !! XD yeah, i absolutely love atmospheric horror, too !!! it feels like there aren't enough games like those, so i'm ECSTATIC that we're getting two games in such a short span of time !!!! i really don't understand the people who complain about LN 3 (because they don't like change) and call Reanimal "the real Little Nightmares 3" it's like stop lol

  • I just saw the trailer of Reanimal and it looks SO F COOL LIKE--- I love the horror style of Little Nightmares so muuch and this game looks even betteeeerr. Can't wait for its release >:DDDD

when the sunlight meets the dawn,

you'll see i'm not the one you want,
'cause i look better in the dark
Better in the Dark - Jordana & TV Girl

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  • > 𝑬𝑽@ dat's good !!! oh yeah =D lol get some rest, i can show you my sleep essay when it's done XD-- i'm glad things are goin well !! the weather where i am is nice and rainy ^^

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Im oki!! ^^ I've been enjoying my vacations n stuff, im pretty exhausted, school starts next month and im weirdly excited lol!

  • > 𝑬𝑽@ omg hai, Ev@ !!!! i'm alright, how about you ?

  • Hiii Ollie!! I haven't talk to you in months.... i kinda miss you,how have you been? <:3