moved accounts, dm me for the new one-
also i may be a bit picky about who i let follow,,
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he/they/it
This is my vent art acc, but itโs also an account I use when I want to get away so you might also see normal art qwq
Main Acc is: https://medibang.com/u/GhostlyArtist/
Have a nice day/afternoon/night :D
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I AM GOING TO FUCKING OFF MYSELF AT THIS POINT
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Hey, don't off yourself just yet, there's still tons of good that you can do on this world, if you need some people to talk, we're here!
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I hope your ok, or feeling better-
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Hey, I don't know what's happening in your life, or what struggles you have, but I'm here for you. I want to help you, so please don't hurt yourself. You mean so much to people even if they don't show it. When you need to talk, I'm here, and I'll always be here to help, so please don't hesitate to reach out. Your life matters, don't forget that. โค๏ธ
hi again guy, sorry u keep venting and stuff but i just want to say that im probably gonna quit medi
i feel i no longer have meaning here, i mean i rarely even post anyways
I dont expect anyone to see this topic, i dont expect anyone to comment
I just dont expect anything anymore
I may not leave idk, but if i stay i will probably not be active much, yall wouldn't even notice when im online if i stay
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I agree with Cotten_Top. Donโt feel pressured to post on here, itโs your account. If you want to quit and feel like itโs best for you, do it. If you want to stay, do it. I hope everything starts to get better<3 And Iโll call off the design trade
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People care for you on here, I know it. Stupid medi has been burying a lot of your posts on my page, and probably on others too. I hope you don't feel pressured to post on here, you should only post it you're motivated, or you actually want to. I understand if you want to leave, but remember, if you ever do come back, I'll be here waiting! Love ya- (โ โโ โขโ แดโ โขโ โโ )โ โค
i hate buying otaโs lately
person im buying from:โcan you draw these two characters? *links to characters*โ
me that night: โofc! I can start in the morningโ
me next morning: โare these characters yours?
when i clicked the link it led to another account and i wanted to make sure they were yours ^^โ
them: โoh yeah, their my friends characters but its fineโ
me: โsorry but could you link some of your ocโs? im not comfortable drawing somebody else's oc if im trying to trade with you, sorry for inconveniencing youโ
them: โi dont see the issue, just draw the characters linked. My friends fine with it.โ
i know im the asshole here but like, i wish they could have just changed the characters,,
I dont want to give their friend free are when im not offering on their friends characters
i just cancelled the offer, i dont feel like arguing today
may take another break, idk
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Go right ahead! If you need one take one! ^ ^ <3
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i just don't know what to do, i feel like such a burden. No. i AM a burden. life is a gift and i am very undeserving of it. I don't deserve anything good. Im just a good for nothing, annoying teen, who thinks that life is all puppies and rainbows and they fail to fucking acknowledge that they are annoying everyone, unhappy, and just making everyone pissed off. I just don't know what to do. Every thought iโve had lately makes me feel worse and worse. But there all so true. I usually just try to watch tv or play music and always keep the volume up loud so i cant hear my thoughts. But lately they all are all just too true not to listen too. I feel like i cant do anything without my brain telling me how useless i am, or how i don't deserve to be alive, or how everyone would be happier if i just harm myself.
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Iโm sorry your feeling this way <333 I hope everything will get better
sorry for not being online much and not talking to yaโll, i try to post topics and stuff but idk, i feel so distanced from you guys
i just feel so weird lately, i feel so disconnected from everything and useless for neglecting school work and stuff
idk what to do i just want to stay in my bed all day
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It's okay! Don't worry about it. I've kinda been feeling the same way.
Iโm trying to draw something rn but itโs kinda like, a bit drawing? not really at all but it is for me because im gonna attempt a back ground lol. i have the sketch but I just donโt feel good enough to finish it, I just want to sleep. I just want to get better, being sick sucks :(
night guys, sorry for not being active today. i am just not feeling great, just tried to sleep most of the day,,,
good morning and bye guys ^^
im gonna be gone for a while, im still sick and have to go to the er now
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got one of those cool ER bracelets tho so its all okay ^^ tho it feels like 90 degrees but its only 26 rn
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just a bad case of flu a, i should be back at school late this week or next week. good news is yaโll will get more art because i wont be at school ^^ their gonna hold me in the er for another hour then im going to sleep when i get home-
dude I feel so sick, Iโm not ready for school tomorrow
update!! my contest is getting closer to the deadline ^^
i think i set it as the 12th? but i can extend it jf needed :D
fun fact, the first time I ever draw zerรธ they had their hair put up into pig tales, but I removed them in their final design and I lost the sketch of him with the pig tales ๐ญ
this skirt was actually based on one that I made while coming up with the concept design for them, itโs on the second slide :D
yipppeeee
im going to bed ^^
iโll post the commissions i finished in the morning :DD
not me being so jealous of this design-
I love it so much but itโs a custom so I canโt keep it qwq
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omg i fucking cant get over this design-
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why cant my design look this cute when i make them for myself T^T
I need $10 soooo bad to buy a character i want but i dont think iโll get any money qwq
just played monopoly with my brother for 4 hours and nobody won. We had to quit because my back was killing me from sitting in the floor qwq
i already have back problems from my posture and how i sit when i draw on my tablet, this did not help-
Reminder my dtiys contest is getting closer to the deadline, if you need a time extension please tell me ^^
finished my commissions already?!?! art trades anybody? might take me a bit, some irl stuffz going on but iโll have them to you in a few days ^^
my internet is finally back ^^
now that im back online, hii everyone!! how are we?
why doe this remind me of zerรธ
i feel like a puppet for your little show.
to be tossed, thrown around, and shown.
being on display for all to see but never free. iโve been such a fool and didnโt notice, how cruel youโve been to me.
it just makes me think of him,,
heyo!!! i have a question and it seems random and it is but its not,,,, which of my ocโs would you date given the chance?
i really wanna make a dating sim with my ocโs when i get done with commsโ
I dont think anybody here has cash, but if you do and your willing to spend $10 in exchange for a bunch of art then please read this
https://toyhou.se/19580444.commissions-cash-need-10-
i finished it ^^
idk what to do now-
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> Jen Jen tysm!! :DD
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omg itโs so cute :0
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oml i said yipppeeeer, didnt mean the r lol
Ahhh okay one more thing before I go to bed I need to check on my contest, I forgot I was going on lol
I promise I will go to bed soon
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do people even really read my posts or comments anyways lol idk why I type stuff out anymore, itโs kinda pointless lately-
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43 views and 26 likes?? why do I kinda feel famous,,, I feel like thatโs a lot of likes compared to how much I get on this acc, but also I have more followers there so more people see it-
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Aww the drawing made it to a level 2!! Thatโs so cool!!
omg I love this custom so much!!! Iโm so sad I have to give it away qwq
like the colors make me so happy idk why, the whole aesthetic is just so cool ^^
also the second image is the moodboard I was given for it, I changed it up a lot but they liked it :]
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> Cartoon Anime you can but I donโt own the character anymore, it was a custom for somebody off site qwq
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Omg :0 She looks so cute! Do you mind if I might draw them?
idk if anyone has deviantart but here are my commissions, https://toyhou.se/19489450.commissions-1-3-slots-open-
they payment I supposed to be deviantart points but I also take art and customs in trade if I know you well and trust you ^^
Iโve gotta go to sleep now, tomorrows friday so hopefully i will finish commissions by this weekend. I have 4 more commissions left, 2 I havenโt started yet but if I get it done I will post some actual art ^^
> krys โญ [sweetea] just accepted it ^^
just sent u a friend request so i can ask