It is how I feel for a long time and my daily thoughts. This song somehow helps me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ry5jNG52eH4
iLightz
Hi there ! Thank you for being here. I am just a gentle soul trying to have some confidence in my art. I want to spread peace and love around me. Have a wonderful moment. You are unique, loved and beautiful ! ;)
Birthday : June 25th
Birthday : June 25th
Genre
- Fantasy
Life Event
- 10/2023 Mydaddeathduetocancer
Details
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Future goals
Creating my own webtoon
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Thing you interested in
Art - Asian shows and traditions - Webcomics/Anime - Archery
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Thing you interested in
My lover
Maybe
I don't have my own style yet.
Today, let's check the next artist:
https://medibang.com/author/9232166/
Please check their pixelart:
https://medibang.com/author/26356813/
I saw in the timeline the contest of Muna is sketching...
https://medibang.com/topic/212403251013053560008329881/
I directly thought of a song but I find it a bit too hard to draw anything good about it (with my poor self-confidence) but I really want to share it with you guys :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=506k3_V4z7o
It is the really first and only song my love sang to me when we were not together yet. I cried. I really did...
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This one is so emotional in my opinion but for good reasons
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I like singing songs, it helps you a lot when you’re sad…
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I can’t hear it now, but I will do it!
I will try to be more active so please comment this post with some links (art) you want me to check or see. I'll look every single link and try to comment every single one.
(I am having struggles with my mental health for a bit now, that is the reason why I am not constant)
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> Andrey I am trying and I am receiving professional help, I am trying to get better and get back with what makes me happy
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Please take care of yourself and your health.
As some of youknow, my dad passed away in october 2023. And it is super hard theses days... I miss him so badly..It hurts to not be able to see him or talk to him... I just needed to express it somewhere... I am sorry 😭😭😭💔
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> Tora Yokai Well, I thank you a lot for your words. I truly appreciate your support
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> 長門 I am sorry you had to go through this in an early stage. it is never easy, a loss always has consequences. Thank you for the kinds words and he kind thoughts towards them
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> NizeOdDaske Thank you so much for your kind words, I really appreciate and thank you for your support
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I hope you feel better with the pass of the time. Don’t give up, continue fighting.
Guys, I may not seem like it, but I am shy and I have anxiety disorder. So if you want to check on me there, my channel's name is Lusiuna. But be nice please.
I might no talk, I might do, I don't know.
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> NizeOdDaske thank you! I really appreciate your words!
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> iLightz of course first get used to it. I know it's not easy ,i believe you can do it.
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> 長門 Thank you so much for your warmth comment! You are very encouraging too! It is a blessing to be able to meet people as nice as you who are overseas indeed!
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大丈夫です！ あなたからのコメントはいつもとても励みになっていますよ😍🥰 海外の方と交流ができて、とても嬉しいです😆🎶
Guys, I'll might go on twitch but I need some idea of what to draw on there for my first stream!
I'll wait 1 hour to get ideas
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> Tora Yokai 🤔 interesting
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Un chico. Tal vez mitad fénix. Ojos dorados. Creo que es buena idea.
Hello ,
As some knows, I have the dream to my own webcomic, and I am writing the story as a novel first.
BUT !
I have a lot of characters to make, so would you be insterested to create a character following a light description (at least for the outfit: like "ancient egypt outfit syle") ? You can even give it a name. And I'll use it in my story line.
And so I would have to redraw it to find my own style.
No time limit, as much as my life is not stable, I will do it as long as I can.
Would you do it, to help me create a wonderful and creative webcomic ?
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> Andrey You created a really insteresting faction there!
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I drew simpler clothes for the characters. Since clothes with numerous folds and accessories obscure the effects of magic. They don't have wings, but they can fly. Pay attention to the bottom of the cloaks, this is not accidental (it looks like wings). Cloaks help you fly. The characters are children of water, they swim very well and do not need air underwater. The staff has two variants, dry (inactive) and blooming (active) The boots have the magical power to make the wearer transparent and “invisible” (protection from enemies). These magicians don't wear bright clothes. They cannot be distinguished from ordinary people from afar. Only when you get closer do you realize that these are magicians.
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> M3LL0M0CHI You can do whatever you want! Any hair color would be good, it would even give something more special to the character. You can even create a story about it! No borderline haha! If you want a thing to follow, don't hesitate to look at the big comment I sent to Andrey below :)
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> iLightz Is unnatural hair colors good? I do need a borderline of what you would desire 😅
I can't draw for now, I can't even write my story. . .
I am having huge focusing issues and I started studying English really hard so I have less time. . .
I know I was supposed to finish a drawing for a contest, I am very sorry about that.
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> Asaya Thank you so much for your warm comment, it helped me to take everything easier and calm down. I truly appreciate your words :')
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> shuri Thank you so much for your comment, it made me smile. I am so grateful that you are waiting for my work :')
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> 長門 Thank you so much for your warm comment and your support. I am very happily surprised to see how much you support me ;')
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お久しぶりです。 そんな時もありますよね．．．。 iLightzさんのペースで、全然大丈夫ですよ！ 気長に待っていますね😊
I got coffee on my power strip and my keyboard. My keyboard is not working very well so I'll get a new one later on today
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> 長門 Haha ! My drawing is fine ! Don't you worry haha
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ああ💦💦 悲しい出来事ですね😭 私も絵にコーヒーをこぼさないよう気をつけます😝
I'll be too late for the contest but I don't mind, I'll just keep trying my best
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> shuri Hello, thank you ! I am trying !
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> 長門 Thank you so much for this beautiful compliment !
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どんどん完成に近づいてますね😆✨頑張ってください🥰‼️
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翼を持ったライオンというと、グリフォンを思い出します❤️❤️ ファンタジー世界の表現が、とても素敵ですね🎶🎶💕
just finished the sketch
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> shuri The only oc I have is my Lamiral from my story so for the contest NotClaudia's OC have the chance to be with a kind great lion like creature ! :D Thank you for your comment :)
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素敵なスケッチですね😍❤️ 仲良く寄り添う姿が微笑ましいです😍✨
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> ふぁつや Thank you for the sticker ! :)
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> 🌸✨NotClaudia_artz_official💜🧁 Thank you ! I try my best :)
Guys, what do you mean by "analog" ?
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> Andrey Vi una peli que se llama vhs y ta guapa,no tiene mucho sentido el final pero ta guapa por que parece algo como si se hubiera grabado realmente en los 90.
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> AIDRAUZINGS I like horror films because they use as much light and shadow as possible in filming. Shadows can be used to achieve the viewer's mood. Use light to highlight and focus the viewer’s attention.
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To put it briefly; This is a drawing on plain paper, pencil, ink pen, felt-tip pens or paints.
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> iLightz En realidad puedes buscar el significado en google pero no hace falta que te disculpes,ya que es interesante el terror analógico.
I've finally finished the flat colors
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> 長門 Thank you so much !!
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やっぱり、私が思っていたあの子でした💕💕❤️ 昨日もこの主題歌を聴いていましたよ✨✨ あと少し、がんばってください🎶🎶
I think I did not choose the good size
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> 長門 If you think about a famous anime and manga, yes, surely :)
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まさか、これはあのキャラクターですか？ 完成してから答え合わせをしますね💕
I still feel so blocked by my drawing skills but at least, this time I try. . .
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> 長門 I've never have been interested in fashion for how much it made me go through harassment in my childhood. And I find it very not good ^^'
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> iLightz そうなんですか！ フランスの方はみなさん、ファッションに興味があるイメージがありました🥰 勝手なイメージでごめんなさい🙏 iLigntzさんも大人になられたら、興味がわいてくるかもしれませんね🙌🏻✌🏻
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> 長門 I mean I am not sure it is famous, but I am not very active on social media and fashion so I don't have any real idea about it ^^'
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> iLightz フランスではあまり人気がないのですかー😭😭 とてもカッコイイのに！
I try to come back and check your illustrations here and there.
I try to put more energy in it and so if I liked your illustration, you can consider I really like it
If I put a sticker, I really really really like it and I had the energy to do so
If I put a comment, even a tiny one it is because I want to give you back at least a bit of the attention you give me.
I don't do this for as much as illustrations as before yet but as I said, I am trying to come back slowly. Your art guys will always look good in my eyes :)
Thank you so much guys
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> 𝑬𝑽@ Hello ! Yes sadly :( Thank you so much !!! I'll check all your new art in a bit
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Hello! I didn't talk to you in months omg. Your last art is amazing!
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> 長門 thank you !!!
Hey are you doing all ?
I am trying to get back to art and try to believe I am able to draw ^^'
Speaking of drawing, please check this artist, their style is amazing : https://medibang.com/u/VINDERS/
https://medibang.com/picture/6y2311270801084810022413833/
On the planet Xinzauriaa, a unique young woman named Yu has been afflicted by a strange illness since childhood. Driven by a desire to understand her origins and the nature of her illness, she embarks on a journey through this fantastic world.
During an event hosted by her town, Yu disturbs the sleep of Kai, a survivor of the most terrible calamity in history. Kai, whose increasingly rare specie resembles a winged lion, has spent countless hours recuperating from his injuries in his ice.
Intrigued by Yu's unique abilities, he decides to accompany her on her journey. Together, they explore the wonders and dangers of Xinzauriaa, seeking answers to the questions that haunt Yu.
Their journey takes them through breathtaking landscapes, encounters with fantastic creatures and challenges that test their courage and determination. As they travel together, will their bond evolve beyond expectations?
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> shuri Hello, thank you for the sticker ! :D
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> 長門 Thank you so much !!! you can read it on Penana (if you want) : https://www.penana.com/story/136304/two-forgotten-beings/
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カイくんを思い出しながら、読ませていただきました🤩🥳 とても神秘的でファンタジックな世界に引き込まれました❣️
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> iLightz Waiting.....😭❤️💖👏
Thank you for the level 3 on the "Help me find a name".
I am sorry, for now I won't post any drawing for a few days. I slowly succeeded to write my story again after my loss.
Today is the days of the funerals, so I might have issues to draw for the next days. . . Or maybe not, I don't know. I was working on the coverbook of my story. By the way my last post was the morning of my loss.
If you read everything, I thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. Put a 🕊️ (copy - paste if you don't find it) if you read all of it. Thank you. ♥
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That's so sad to hear..
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They are so cute, and cool, and all !
https://medibang.com/picture/ux2310010239004160024934073/
They don't have a lot of views :(
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> 長門 Thank you for them ! :D
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> Asaya And they have more than one, I hope you follow them to be updated when they draw other beautiful artworks :D
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とても素敵な ドラゴンでした！ 出会えてよかったです！！ 紹介してくださり ありがとうございました(*^▽^*)
- Name will be Larimal - Akull dreki
Little explanation : Larimal cause the color really looks like the larimar stone, so thank you @Hadr I could discover such a beautiful stone. Second name : Akull dreki - which means ice dragon in two other language (I don't remember about dreki but akull is albanese) I found the idea to take other languages thanks to @長門 (you idea was great ! The pronouciation was not pleasing my mind for the story though. It sounds good ! but not for how I imagine the story sorry :s)
I'll change the ears design and I will create a second form which looks like a bit more like a dragon. It will be its angry/powerful form. And in general it will be able to chnage his size to around 1 meter up to 1m 80 (shoulders high like horses you know ? I don't have the name in english). And it will be able to switch between the white color to like black (dark grey) when its really angry :D .
The actual art : https://medibang.com/picture/c12310040507387440023433009/
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> 長門 I used a website that translate one word in multiple languages and I took the ones who sounded good enough for my beast hehe, so I hope they are correctly translated :o
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私のアイデアを気に入ってくださってありがとうございます😭 音の響きは大事なので、変えていただいても全然大丈夫ですよ😘😍 同じ言葉でも国によって変わるのが、とても魅力的だと思います💕💕 ラリマーは私も好きな宝石の一つで、とても美しいですよね😆✨ アルバノン語という言語を初めて知りました！
I am sorry I am being less and less active, I try to still give some of you some attention as much as I can. Things very serious are happening around me, and it is really for me to keep up.
I wish you all the best and see you around !
I give as much attention as I can especially to the ones who supports me for a long time now. I'll be happy to read and answer to any sign of attention : sticker (stamp) - comment - message - likes - etc ...
Thank you to have read it all already ! I am really grateful for your time :D
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there is a missing word : "really hard (difficult) for me to keep up"
Since I am here, please have a check on this art :
https://medibang.com/picture/ut2309230628450470024863304/
The artist seems to have done a lot of work on it. Let's cheer them up
Thank you for your time and attention
(I've put my next work on pause, cause the tiny details tire my eyes a lot)
Anytime I wanna draw a face, any view, even with structures lines, it looks like crap. For real, crap or aliens but not human and I tried multiple times today to the point I insulted myself for not being able to draw good a single face. I am so mad to can't draw a single face to the point I wanna cry of anger... What should I do ?
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> iLightz 思い通りに描けなくなった時にできたらいいなぁと思う事を書いてみました！ 励みにしていただき、嬉しいです😆💕 私の活動リストを見ていただいたのですね💕💕 たくさんの方と交流するのが楽しくて、ついつい色んな方にコメントを送ってしまいます😆✨
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> 長門 Thank you so much for passing by. You really are something, do you know that ? I mean I did check your activity list and I saw that you really give your attention to a lot of people. You are so genuine and generous. I can’t help bu to feel honored to be one of those people. Thank you so much for your words, I’ll definitively think about taking deep breath the next time I have a break down. I am more than grateful for your support :’)
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そんな時もありますよ！ 一旦、ペンを置いて深呼吸😮💨 そして、絵以外のことをした後、チラチラ絵を見てみましょう😆✨ なにか気づくかもしれません🙌🏻 応援しています📣
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> seulwoo I just can't... I would finish it if it would be advanced but I can't go that far. I can't even to a sketch right about faces. I am so mad, I feel I will never be able to draw good and different faces... I know I can with practice. But it is how I feel right now... :( Thank you for the support though, I truly appreciate
I won't put the link guys, I don't wish to promote it cause the majority of you, who follows me, already supported it and liked it. Thank you so much ! it is my most liked art. I am so proud of it ! And you make me prouder by giving it so much attention ! I am very, very grateful guys ❤️
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> 長門 Thank you :D
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おめでとうございます🎉🎉🎊
A clue for my next work, can you guess ? 😃✨
(still in progress)
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> 長門 Haha, okay. Well it will be a surprise then 😌😇😉
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> iLightz 私が知ってるものなんですか⁉️ うーん、やはりわからないです！ 写真の切り取り方がお見事です🥰🥰
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> iLightz Awe man XD
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> 長門 Did I cut the picture so well that nobody can guess ? 'o' (I mean you have a second clue in the answer I gave you in the other topic haha) I am sure you know what it is 😶🤔
> Andrey My anxiety is so strong they gave me pills ^^'
> iLightz “Anxiety” is also a bad helper in achieving your goal. Drive away this "anxiety"! ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
> Andrey Thank you for sharing. I know I should be careful about song like this one, but this one stay really soft and gives hope. But I get your point and thank you for the reminder, I'll be more careful 😊😇✨ I am not in complete depression, don't worry. I was more thinking about my anxiety blocking me from doing what I want to acheive when I've listen to that song :)
The song is good, but it's sad. Let me give you some advice; The more you surround yourself with sadness, the more depressed you will become. Yes, there are a lot of bad things in life, but this is not a reason to put yourself into complete depression. This will not lead to anything good, proven by personal experience. Listen to funny songs. https://youtu.be/nfWlot6h_JM?si=JhkQELJZGlsh3CQ0