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Okay so I am in a long distance relationship and I was having a conversation with my bf where he said "I know you will someday cheat on me, that always happens in long distance relationships" It's not that he doesn't trust me, he knows he can trust me, and he does, it's just that sometimes he gets kinda paranoid bc his past gfs have cheated on him and he is very hurt by that, but he is now feeling better thanks to me (I am such a good gf).
There are several reasons why I wouldn't cheat on him:
1. Not that many cute guys in Spain (Specially in the south of Spain which is where I currently live)
2. I am more into Asian guys that I am into Spanish (Ik my bf is from Spain too but he is cute)
3. In Spain you now find a lot of canis and my parents would kill me if they saw me with any of them.
4. Most ppl who cheat, they cheat by doing not very children stuff and I prefer recieving love than doing that not very children stuff (Don't know if that makes sense)
And I replied by saying "there's nothing to worry about and you know that, I wouldn't cheat on you"
He was like "I know, but you know me"
And I was like "There are actually ppl I would break up with you to be w/ them"
and I sent him pics of Lee Know, Hyujin, Felix, Bang Chan, Han and Chanbin from straykids bc those are my favs (I am not saying I don't like I.N. or Seungmin).
And I told him "ofc I couldn't do it anyways, they live very very very far away from me and they are at least 8 years older than me so they wouldn't really notice me, specially bc they are celebrities". (But fr if I could marry Lee Know I would)
and he just started not replying anymore and I was like "but don't be jealous" and he was like "Ok" but I know that ok meant "I am very jealous" so I told him to go to sleep bc that always fixes everything.
He sometimes can be a very jealous guy but he is a very nice person and IK he was mad bc of the context of the situation, I went from "oh don't worry I only like you" to "I AM A VERY BIG SIMP FOR THESE GUYS" and yk, ig I should be more carefull next time. But it's not my fault that I like them or that I watch SKZ thirst traps at 3 am bc I am bored, they are really atracctive
I am going to watch some asmr to go to sleep bc I didn't take a nap today and I am tired.
