Bro can anyone explain to me why exam WEEK is so long? They lie to us, we've been in exam week since 26th of May and we ain't finishing till the 5th

Hiya everyone I will tell you now a summary about these 3 months. It's interesting. Okay so the boy who I thought liked me, turns out he didn't and he did a mean joke to me making me hate him. IDK IF I TOLD YOU THAT ALREADY, I THINK I DIDN'T. Anyways, when he did the joke to me I told him I liked him because he was just not getting it and turns out he likes my friend. Amazing. Anyways. I got over the cute older guy with a girlfriend, and I got over that guy too. WHY? YOU MAY ASK? BECAUSE..... I..... GOT.... A.... BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF YEEEEEEEEYYYY. After idk... maybe 5 months without bf I wasn't standing it anymore, so my friend told me she had a friend who looked for a girl and I got his number and I won his heart in lit 2 days (flirting skills) and now I got bf and I'm happy. NOW GUYS, NOW THE OTHER GUY IS SO EMO BC MY FRIEND DOESN'T WANT ANYTHING W/ HIM AND I'M HAPPY HERE WITH MY BF AND HE'S SO JEALOUS AND HE'S LIKE "Oh but I'm better than your bf" and I'm like "yeah sure" like he's all the time trying to get my attention whenever I see him in the corridors AND LIKE BRO STOP. Anyways... there's that.

I'm back after 234567890234567890234567890234567890345678902345678902345678904567890 years. How's everything? You want life update?

WEELLLL GUYYYSSS, you know I had this massive group of friends right? Well, there's this boy who wears his pants by the ankles that started treating everyone like disrecpectfully and threw faces at me, so I stopped talking to him AND MY BESTIE FOR ALMOST 5 YEARS GOES ON HIS SIDE AND THEN WHEN I THOUGHT ANOTHER FRIEND OF MINE WAS ON MY SIDE ALSO HAPPENS TO TALK SHIT ABOUT ME WITH THE OTHER TWO. And now it's just me, the love of my life and the emotional support bestfriend againts the whole world.


Another thing to add, the guy I like has a GF AND YOU MIGHT BE LIKE "WHAAAATTTTT?" YES HE DOES AND I HAVE DEPRESSION, the day I told you about the storytime she tripped and fell to the floor, I was gonna help her but then a teacher rushed in so I didn't do anythign.

Alright so I've been gone from Medibang for god knows how much time and the reason is I literally forget this even exists. This year, the guy I really like actually found out that I really like him and it was like so awkward, he didn't ask me in person but he got people to ask me for him and because I'm so good at my drama skills I acted dumb like if I didn't like him at all and if everyone was just making things up. To make it a little more convincing I did kind of a bitch move from my side because I'm flirting with other guys that I don't even like just for the people around me to think I like another person. I know, it's kind of a bad thing to do, especially because I think a guy fell for me already, which is kinda awkward, and he's very touchy with me and everything. Which is... well... You know... It's okay because I like touchy people, he's also kind of my type... He's more of a 50/50 of my type, he's cute too and I don't know if I'm starting to like him. He's also a year older than me which is perfect because for some reason I cannot seem to like people my age or younger (DADDY ISSUES MAYBE?) but you know, I'm doing fine and I hope everyone else is doing fine. I might also go missing again because I don't know. Please someone get me a boyfriend. Happy Monday!

Hi

So many things have happened and that's why I haven't been online in a while.
I'm starting to give up on life for some reason idk

Tomorrow I'm recording my drama monologue for my IGCSE + I got theory PE exam...
Also my friend told me "hahah, why don't we hang out sometime in summer and make a video and audition for JYP" imagine we do that

So the guy I like is in year 12 and he is in the school boarding, and there is this girl in his same course that's also in boarding, so they are close friends and on Monday, I was about to do my drama exam so I was changing into my costume and she started talking to me saying that she loved doing drama in IGCSE and that she is sad because there are no drama A Levels in my school, meaning she cannot do drama anymore... And on the afternoon, I was alone on the couches waiting for my sister to get out of modern dance, and the girl came to me and we started talking... We got along pretty well and so she asked me for a favor: If I could find an activity for her to do outside of school and it would be so much better if it was in English, because she doesn't know Spanish yet... So, if I find her that, she will probably talk good about me to others as many people in boarding know me because I stay in the school till late allways... So imagine the guy I like comes to me and says "Hey, can you find an activity for me to?" and I can say "babe, I'm the activity" NAAAAAHHHH JK JK JK... I would help him and we would become besties.

Not in that way... I will just be done with my Exam week and I am just so excited AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm mad at myself. How bad do you expect me to do on my final exams.

I chose drama as an IGCSE thinking it was going to be easy... It's not.

Help

I told my ex I would start flirting with KS5 students when I'm in KS4 and he got like soooooo mad. He was like "You should be embarassed you whore, like we broke up yesterday and you are already going to flirt with other people? Why are you so mean? Every single girl is the same, all bitches..."
BRO LIKE FR HE SAID YESTERDAY THAT IF I CAME ONE DAY TO VISIT HIS TOWN THAT WE COULD MAKE OUT A SECOND AFTER WE BROKE UP JUST BECAUSE I'M THE HOTTEST GIRL HE KNOWS AND HE DARES TO CALL ME A WHORE? BITCH? WTF.

I was waiting for this day to come because it was my anniversary of one year with my boyfriend. And guess what? He said he didn't have feelings for me anymore. So we just broke up.

We are doing a kahoot and I'm bored because we did the same one as yesterday.
I am tired even though I've slept a lot tonight.

So... today I've seen him a couple of times.
AND EVERYTIME I SAW HIM HE SAW ME AND WE WOULD STAY LOOKING AT EACH OTHERS EYES UNTIL WE TURNED TO GO TO ANOTHER DIRECTION.
LIKE OUR SPANISH TEACHER PROMISED US TO GET US OUT OF SCHOOL ON SPANISH LESSON TO GO TO THE PARK AND READ OR STUDY OR DO TF YOU WANT WITH YOUR LIFE. AND SO WE DID THAT, WE WERE GOING IN THE HALLWAY. HE WAS IN THE STUDYROOM THAT'S UPSTAIRS, BUT THEN I FEEL LIKE SOMEBODY IS WATCHING ME FROM ABOVE AND I LOOK UP AND IT WAS HIM LOOKING AT ME DIRECTLY IN THE EYES AS HE FOLLOWED ME WITH HIS EYES WHILE I WAS WALKING THROUGH THE CORRIDOR.
AND NOT ONLY THAT. When I was going to leave my bag in at the end of the day, I saw my bestie and a guy talking to HIM and I had to walk through them and then when I came back to my bestie, she was still talking to him and as I was aproaching where they were, he stared at my eyes for a moment, then looked down at his feet, smiled and then looked up at me again. LIKE YOU CAN'T JUST DO THAT AFTER SAYING YOU DON'T LIKE GIRLS YOUNGER THAN YOU, HE IS DELUSIONAL but I like him hehe

Like the boy I like is in the boarding, so he lives in the school basically and there’s a new girl in my class thats also in the boarding and I’m her friend and that would also could be really nice because maybe she is talking to the guy and then just casually I could join the Conversation. And my bestie who’s friends with him too, was talking with the boarding girl in my class and the guy I like and I just left my bag somewhere and came back and he started smiling but I didn’t notice. I didn’t really understand them bc they were speaking Russian and Idk Russian but then my friend was like “GIRL HAVE YOU SEEN HIS SMILE WHEN YOU CAME?” and I was like “AAAAAAAAA DO I ACTUALLY HAVE CHANCES THEN” and I also make a lot of eye contact with him in the hallways and before I was walking in the hallways and he went out of the bathroom and I almost bumped into him and we were looking at each other’s eyes and I was like “AAAAA” and when I wanted to go back to the patio, I saw him on the stairs like just sitting and he had watery red eyes so I got sad for him and I looked at him again and he looked at me as I walked pass with my other friends, but he only looked at me and IDK I FELT SPECIAL. But now I know the truth, it’s not nice

My bestie who’s also friend with the cute guy asked him is he had a gf HE SAID YES.
AND MY FRIEND ALSO ASKED FOR HIS TYPE OF GIRL HE SAYS HE DOESNT LIKE THEM YOUNGER THAN HIMM
I actually feel like crying, I haven’t felt like this in 3 years. I feel bad, I want to cry.

I HAVE THE CUTE BOY’S INSTAGRAMMMMMMMM
AND MY FRIEND IS GOING TO MAKE ME HIS FRIEND
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa

So, there is this guy in school which is very social, he is 3 years older than us and we decided to call him "Alexruso" as a keyname. Ruso means russian in spanish and he is russian, and we added the Alex because I have a friend who's name is Alexei and he know russian so yk.
This year, it's last year of Alexruso in the school, and he has new friends. AND OML ONE OF HIS FRIENDS IS SO HANDSOME. I mean I wouldn't consider him very handsome but he is my type. He is tall, pale, he has black hair, dark eyes and he has a good body and I also like his voice.
The thing is, I already have a boyfriend, he is 3 years older than me (There's not that big of a difference when you think about it but 14 and 17 is kind of... weird) And he will be leaving for university next year.

The seems to be a very nice person, but he doesn't really give me the gentleman vibes, which is fine, I also like baddies OISDOIDOFJNKNDWCOBWVDIJB but idkkkkk. Should I talk to him? I mean, I see him everyday like 70 times and he stares at me smiling when I walk through him and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm going crazy, please send help.
Also, we have like clubs and I always end up in the same class as him. I was about to sit in his table, but then I was like NAH UH, and sitted in the table next to him, and I looked back at him because I heard somthing coming from there and he was looking at me and when he saw I turned my head he looked back down, like idk if he is trying to seduce me at this point because in another class I was sitting NEXT TO HIM, LIKE 2 CM AWAY FROM HIM AND HE STARTED STRECHING AND MOVING HIS HANDS OVER HIS BODY IN A SEDUCTIVE WAY AND I WAS LIKE "PLASE STOP YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU" INSIDE MY HEAD. So yeah. TELL ME YOUR OPINION I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE

Its a sunday, so I'm gonna do kind of a review of this whole week.
It's has been kinda shitty, also I feel very down and I am being very rude to people I really love and I'm also getting pretty annoyed.
Also I'm now obsessed with my bf for some reason and I don't want him to be unconfortable, also he's been home alone all this week and we are in a long distance relationship, so part of that obsession was me just being paranoid. I mean I trust him but I'll always be like that, I love him very much.
Also I've got like 2 exams, 3 projects, 6 worksheets and 5 summaries/writeups for this week and I've done N-O-T-H-I-N-G
Plus my auditions are next week and I don't know the lyrics yet for the song I've got to learn

I love how it feels like I've been watching yt shorts for like 2 min and it turns out to have been like 3 hours

Okay so I was going through youtube and for some reason one of my recomended videos said "the accident of Mirror's concert" and I was like "ooooo let's watch it".
So Mirror is a boy band from Hong Kong very popular in the country I'll say, and they were planning on doing a concert, it was going to start the 25th of July of last year, so the company thought of many cool things for the stage, like fireworks, a bridge in the stage...
But they weren't really on it the moment of buying the materials. The pieces started to arrive a few days f4 the concert, and they were constructing the stage very quickly and ofc there were like some things that weren't exactly right, like the moving stage was going upwards or downwards the night b4 the performance, making some dancers get lightly injured, so they decided to practice the morning of the show.
Again, there were still things to be fixed, basically everything. But it was kind of okay for the first few days, one of the members fell of the 2 meters stage but he was fine.
THE THING COMES THE THIRD DAY. Ofc, Mirror is a popular boy band in Hong Kong so maaaaanyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy people went to their concerts, and everything was alright until one of the screens fell down, directly hitting a dancer, who is very popular for this dancing skills.
He fainted, and now he cannot even eat alone bc of how injured he is, even tho it has been a year since that happened.
It also hitted another dancer, but he is okay by now, he is traumatized tho.

Okay moving on to the next video.
There was a korean girl group called 4 minute, and they were doing a concert.
This was like a pretty long time ago, 2014, but people still say it is tragic as fuck, bc this time there were many deaths.
Yk they were popular too so many people came to the concert, but there were only 300 seats, so people went to a cornert to not be squished. The problem is that corner was not supposed to be made for people to stand there, bc it was an unstable metal plataform, covering a hole that led to a parking lot 3 meters underground.
And of people were jumping and dancing on that plataform and it just broke down, and 16 people died.
The performers didn't know about it until the end of the concert, and the security guards say they warned the people not to get on top of that plataform but they didn't listen, idk if its real or not, but the security mananger jumped off a building bc of the feeling of fault and stressed he had.
All this 4 minute incident was very heartbreaking bc it happened like 6 months after the korean ferry sinked.

If you don't know the story let me tell it (IK about this story since a long time ago)
So there was this school trip, on a ferry, and the people were coming back to south korea, but the ferry started sinking bc of extra weight the crew had added to it. The captain said "lock yourselves in your rooms everything will be fine" and when the help came he was the first to get off the ferry, leaving the teachers and students not knowing what to do, like there were 400 people on the ferry and like 250 died I think. Ofc the captain was sent to jail. But like drowning would be very like, idk how to call it, but I just wouldn't like the feeling of not being able to breath.

Okay so that's it

I mean what?

Not studying for a test and getting a 85%

Happy bday Felix
But at the same time, R.I.P grandma