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I've been feeling weird recently, like I don't even know if any of these are real or something?

Like none of the things I do matter in any way, because even if I did whatever is the best thing to do, everything will soon come to an end. Everything around me is just temporary, they'll be gone soon, I'll be gone soon.
I know it may take a long time for me to vanish from reality, but it just ends, you know? Whether if I live my best or worst, whether I achieve something good or not, it just really ends like that. I could live happily, but when the end draws close all the happiness I had will suddenly turn into sadness, and I would wish that the end wouldn't come sooner, I could live miserably, but all my life I would feel pain and misery and wish for the end to come sooner. Sometimes, the end comes in the most unexpected time and I'm not ready for it. But why do I need to be ready for it? Even if I did achieve things I would lose them once I die, so I have no reason to be "ready or not ready" when the time comes. I feel like everything is just a simulation, just like a game (like those games where you could decide between options and each option would lead to a different ending), but you can't start over again.

I seriously need help rn what's going on with me

I wanted to have someone to talk to but like I already know what's gonna happen so sob
HAHAHAHA AT THIS POINT IDK IF I'M BEING PESSIMISTIC OR REALISTIC
I don't have the right to be happy, sad, angry, jealous, upset, proud, or anything. This cursed gift is temporary and everything will be gone soon

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ㅤ 2 years ago

Tw: derealization (?)

I've been feeling weird recently, like I don't even know if any of these are real or something?

Like none of the things I do matter in any way, because even if I did whatever is the best thing to do, everything will soon come to an end. Everything around me is just temporary, they'll be gone soon, I'll be gone soon.
I know it may take a long time for me to vanish from reality, but it just ends, you know? Whether if I live my best or worst, whether I achieve something good or not, it just really ends like that. I could live happily, but when the end draws close all the happiness I had will suddenly turn into sadness, and I would wish that the end wouldn't come sooner, I could live miserably, but all my life I would feel pain and misery and wish for the end to come sooner. Sometimes, the end comes in the most unexpected time and I'm not ready for it. But why do I need to be ready for it? Even if I did achieve things I would lose them once I die, so I have no reason to be "ready or not ready" when the time comes. I feel like everything is just a simulation, just like a game (like those games where you could decide between options and each option would lead to a different ending), but you can't start over again.

I seriously need help rn what's going on with me

I wanted to have someone to talk to but like I already know what's gonna happen so sob
HAHAHAHA AT THIS POINT IDK IF I'M BEING PESSIMISTIC OR REALISTIC
I don't have the right to be happy, sad, angry, jealous, upset, proud, or anything. This cursed gift is temporary and everything will be gone soon

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ㅤ 2 years ago

Tw: derealization (?)

I've been feeling weird recently, like I don't even know if any of these are real or something?

Like none of the things I do matter in any way, because even if I did whatever is the best thing to do, everything will soon come to an end. Everything around me is just temporary, they'll be gone soon, I'll be gone soon.
I know it may take a long time for me to vanish from reality, but it just ends, you know? Whether if I live my best or worst, whether I achieve something good or not, it just really ends like that. I could live happily, but when the end draws close all the happiness I had will suddenly turn into sadness, and I would wish that the end wouldn't come sooner, I could live miserably, but all my life I would feel pain and misery and wish for the end to come sooner. Sometimes, the end comes in the most unexpected time and I'm not ready for it. But why do I need to be ready for it? Even if I did achieve things I would lose them once I die, so I have no reason to be "ready or not ready" when the time comes. I feel like everything is just a simulation, just like a game (like those games where you could decide between options and each option would lead to a different ending), but you can't start over again.

I seriously need help rn what's going on with me

I wanted to have someone to talk to but like I already know what's gonna happen so sob
HAHAHAHA AT THIS POINT IDK IF I'M BEING PESSIMISTIC OR REALISTIC
I don't have the right to be happy, sad, angry, jealous, upset, proud, or anything. This cursed gift is temporary and everything will be gone soon

ㅤ 2 years ago

Tw: derealization (?)

I've been feeling weird recently, like I don't even know if any of these are real or something?

Like none of the things I do matter in any way, because even if I did whatever is the best thing to do, everything will soon come to an end. Everything around me is just temporary, they'll be gone soon, I'll be gone soon.
I know it may take a long time for me to vanish from reality, but it just ends, you know? Whether if I live my best or worst, whether I achieve something good or not, it just really ends like that. I could live happily, but when the end draws close all the happiness I had will suddenly turn into sadness, and I would wish that the end wouldn't come sooner, I could live miserably, but all my life I would feel pain and misery and wish for the end to come sooner. Sometimes, the end comes in the most unexpected time and I'm not ready for it. But why do I need to be ready for it? Even if I did achieve things I would lose them once I die, so I have no reason to be "ready or not ready" when the time comes. I feel like everything is just a simulation, just like a game (like those games where you could decide between options and each option would lead to a different ending), but you can't start over again.

I seriously need help rn what's going on with me

I wanted to have someone to talk to but like I already know what's gonna happen so sob
HAHAHAHA AT THIS POINT IDK IF I'M BEING PESSIMISTIC OR REALISTIC
I don't have the right to be happy, sad, angry, jealous, upset, proud, or anything. This cursed gift is temporary and everything will be gone soon

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ㅤ 2 years ago

This will go away soon

I HATE YOU SO MUCH WHY DO YOU KEEP FORGETTING ABOUT ME

I'M SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING WHY AM I STILL DOING THIS

Almost like there's a black hole in my heart or smth
Man I can't feel anything but it hurts sm
Magiccc I'm okay now :) Still a bit upset tho ajsjahjsn why do they keep forgetting about me but they can remember other ppl lmao *sob* I won't talk to you for a while

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ㅤ 2 years ago

This will go away soon

I HATE YOU SO MUCH WHY DO YOU KEEP FORGETTING ABOUT ME

I'M SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING WHY AM I STILL DOING THIS

Almost like there's a black hole in my heart or smth
Man I can't feel anything but it hurts sm
Magiccc I'm okay now :) Still a bit upset tho ajsjahjsn why do they keep forgetting about me but they can remember other ppl lmao *sob* I won't talk to you for a while

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ㅤ 2 years ago

Bat ganto pinangalan nyo hahaha

"I'm going to be a genius" amp ano yan medi??

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ㅤ 2 years ago

This will go away soon

I HATE YOU SO MUCH WHY DO YOU KEEP FORGETTING ABOUT ME

I'M SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING WHY AM I STILL DOING THIS

Almost like there's a black hole in my heart or smth
Man I can't feel anything but it hurts sm
Magiccc I'm okay now :) Still a bit upset tho ajsjahjsn why do they keep forgetting about me but they can remember other ppl lmao *sob* I won't talk to you for a while

ㅤ 2 years ago

HAHAHAHA LMAO

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krys 👅💦 2 years ago

my coffin better be filled with fairy lights and crystals—
and my grave better be cross

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krys 👅💦 2 years ago

my coffin better be filled with fairy lights and crystals—
and my grave better be cross

ㅤ 2 years ago

This will go away soon

I HATE YOU SO MUCH WHY DO YOU KEEP FORGETTING ABOUT ME

I'M SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING WHY AM I STILL DOING THIS

Almost like there's a black hole in my heart or smth
Man I can't feel anything but it hurts sm
Magiccc I'm okay now :) Still a bit upset tho ajsjahjsn why do they keep forgetting about me but they can remember other ppl lmao *sob* I won't talk to you for a while