im debating abt joining the art fight thing. i keep seeing people doing it, and it seems p interesting. only problems, i barely have any ocs (the ones i do have are reallly out of date and i kinda dont care about them.) also i kinda dont rlly know how it works- so like, should i or would it be wasting my time?? esp cause i got an anime con to go to in july that i gotta make a cosplay for PLUS practicing for cross country. idk. im indecisive xd cus like, idk, i kinda wanna join the fun and stuff, esp cause art fight only happens once a year too, so i dont wanna miss out.

STOP. WITH. THE. SUS. ADDS.
I JUST CAME BACK FROM RUNNING FOR 1 AND A HALF FUCKIN HOURS, IM TIRED CAUSE OF CROSS CROUNTY STUFF. I DO NOT HAVE THE MENTAL PATIENCE NOR THE STABILITY TO SEE THAT THE FIRST TIME I OPEN THE WEBSITE. I DEMAND A CHANGE. A PROTEST. A REFORMATION. WHOS W/ ME. (illl throw in cookies if you get rid of the weird adds medibang. the GOOD cookies too. the sugar ones from walmart or that crumble cookie shit. i will bribe 😀👍)

OK SO MY DAD AND BROTHER CAME HOME WITH GHOST HUNTING SHIT. WHIHCH LIKE OK. they got it from the library and they were asking me how to use it, cause yk, i watch ghost hunts and scarry movies and know a bit about that stuff. so i told em how it works BUT THEN yk. i was stating how hey, this might not be a good idea. cause something about ghosts/spirits. YOU DONT WANNA FUCKING PROVOKE THEMMMM. AND LIKE YOU NEVER KNOW EXACTLY WHAT ENTITYS YOUR FUCKING TALKING TO, AND IF YOU OPEN THE SPIRITUAL DOOR AND END UP HAUNTED OR POSSED OR SOME SHIT THATS. YOUR. FAULT. YOU GOTTA TAKE SHIT LIKE THAT SERIOUSLY NOT SOME FUN 🥳🤪😝 type shit. but then my little brother got scared cause he wanted to use it and is crying now cause he doesn't wanna use it AND SUDDENLY IM THE VILLIAN. GURL. have fun getting haunted thrnn 👍😝

is truth real?
is anything real?
are falafels a good meal?
are falafels good?
can i eat them with a hood?
must they be so far?
may i get to them with a car?
I JUST WANT FALAFELS GODDDDDDAMMIT!!! >:(
is falafel a ruse?
can falafels be my muse?
do they hold the secrets to love?
are they as light as a dove?
they may not be able to cure cancer,
but can i use them to pay a necromancer?
can i devour them with my bare hands?
can i do this in warm sands?
might their flavor make me vicious?
might i like them because their delicious?
may i hold them to the gods?
and implement them into video game mods?
can i use them to build a house,
or would it be eaten by a mouse?
now you may think falafel is a ruse,
but is it ok to have them as my muse?
is it lawful,
to make falafel?
i wonder this with all my might.
through the dark details of the night.
i hope that i seek my answers soon.
before i get locked into this room.
this room of wonder.
this room without the presence of a toilet plunger.
i fall asleep tucked in bed.
with thoughts of falafel running through my head.
i feel distraught
when their not at my favorite restaurant.
IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK
TO HAVE A FALAFEL IN MY GRASP??
one thing i know is true
is that i will always be willing to share some falafel w you :3

giggling and swinging my feet (respectfully 👍)

cant wait to watch this wholesome show my brothers friend recommended!! hopin it isnt severly fucked up and depressing or anything :DDD!! 👍

I CAN FINALLY WATCH DEADPOOL WITHOUT WORRYING ABT HOMEWORK YIPEEE i mean i could do that whenever but i feel motivated to now. I ALSO CAN WORK ON THE MUNA SONG CONTEST THING SO HURRAH. ima read more of the mark of athena too cause its interesting also, leo, percy, and coach hedge. i also gotta work on b day presents for like, 5-6 people so ima try to make a dent in that-

hes mainly inspired my 2012 splinter design wise. I feel like in most other versions HE ALWAYS AGES LIKE 20 FUCKIN YEARS WHEN HE MUTATES. like how do you go from 20-something to 60- something after like, 15 years. anyway that was my thought process. also more inspired by 87 splinter color wise.

this is just like, barest of bones so far. im definitely gonna add/change stuff later (+ make the other turtles)
i already picked out most of the breeds fir the turtles, so now i just gotta translate that into a character design

cuz tiktok is starting to reccomend me books AND I RLLY DONT WANNA BE ON THAT SIDE THATS JUST SHOVING SMUT EVERY WHERE. I PERFER NOT TO READ SMUT NOR THINK ABOUT IT IN ANY CONTEXT. anyway prayin that that doesn't happen ✨

i havent been able to work on it cause my friend keeps perstering me whenever i go on animal jam :')

sobbing cuz their gonna be filled w confetti and smashed upon peoples heads. the egg hunt gets very competitive. someone always gets hurt or crys at the end. I CANT WAIT

idk whats goin on today, but we are def not living laughing and loving today gaydies and gents 😔

i take full accountability

OK SO my friend offered me a free turtle cus my birthday was like, a month and a half ago, so i asked my mom. She said MAYBBBEEEE like probably 4/10 percent chance. She asked to see a picture of the turtle so ima ask my friend his discord tomorrow for a picture to show her. I REALLY REALLYREALLLY hope she says yes. i told her ima take full responsibility for it and stuff and do more stuff around the house but shes still on the fence. We had two turtles before and they were kinda high maintenance and ended up eating eachother. BUT THIS IS ONE SIGNULAR TURTLE also its smaller so- HOPEFULLYYYY she'll say yes

(okok so im basically making my own story with inspiration from previous shows and iterations because funsies, and like, idk i have some interesting story ideas ig)
OK BACKSTORY SO BASICALLY
There were two boys in this ninja clan, the foot clan. Hamato Yoshi and Oroku Saki (or what will later be known as Splinter and Shredder) they basically grew up, learning how to fight and stuff. Yoshi was tooken in later, about 14-15 where as Saki had been birthed and raised there. Eventually they became like SUPER close, and they fall in love. However, because of the stigma behind homosexuality at the time, they were forced to keep this secret. They continued to serve the clan. Saki ended up being such a good fighter, that soon he became the leader. His main priority, was to gain more power and expand as a clan. He wanted to do this with force, but Yoshi didn't agree. Saki knew that they'd never see eye to eye, but he still loved him. Eventually Saki comes up with an idea to create a plan without Yoshi knowing. He discovered this scientist named Baxter Stockman. They decide to run some experiments, mutating a few animals to use as weapons later. Many of these mutations didn't work, as many of the mutants became more or less wild and untamed monsters. However, the one that did go right, was a turtle. She was able to listen and comprehend as a human child would, but also had many of the advantages the turtle side gave her. Saki decides to go further with this plan. He gathers 7 more turtles of different species, for different traits, and mutates them as well. they were a success. Soon after, Saki kinda becomes attached to these turtles, he saw them as his children. He even named all of them. 1st, jennika, the first successful turtle. 2nd and 3rd, Venus and Leonardo. 4th and 5th, Donnitello and Raph. 6th and 7th, Mikey and Lita. Lastly, the youngest, Slash. He went down to the lab almost everyday for about 2 years, caring for them as a father would. However, Yoshi finally becomes suspicious of his activity. He follows Saki one day, and finds out about Saki's plan to use the turtles to train and to fight. Yoshi decides the best solution would be to steal them, and hide them somewhere Saki would never find. After Saki falls asleep one night, Yoshi sneeks into the lab. He quietly takes all the turtles (who were all pretty young and freaking out). But just then... the alarms go off. He'd only gathered Jennika, Leo, Raph, Don, Mikey, and Slash. As he ran in a frantic hurry, he fumbled, dropping slash, and spilling the mutagen on himself. He mutated into a rat, meanwhile, Slash was left behind. Saki learns about what happened from the gaurds. His lab was runied. The rest of the turtles there (venus, lita, and slash) were scared shitless. Slash ended up loosing a leg, because of how Yoshi dropped him. Saki became FURIOUS at Yoshi. 1. for stealing his creations, his pride and joy. 2 for abandoning him. Saki goes out looking for Yoshi, his rage growing more intense by the second. No luck. Yoshi goes into hiding in the sewers, not like a rat can integrate into society that well. He starts going under the alias of Splinter, as to not get found by Saki, who was now going by Shredder. Shredder continued to grow his army, and train his turtles. Not only just to fight to expand, but to get revenge on the man that took everything away from him. The man who broke his heart. Yoshi. Meanwhile, Splinter knew of this, so he trained his turtles to fight as well, so they could defend him, themselves, and others.

anyway that's mostly it. i might change some stuff, but idk. any thoughts, questions, deep ponderings, critiques, or ideas pls tell me :p

he's been haunting my schools art room for a month and a half. saw some kids doin some kinda ritual w him. in a catholic school too-
ANYWAY also am starting a new sketch book so yippee

i need to get my grubby hands on these lil goobers as soon as they come out.
from what i know their comming out in 2024 but i need them smmmm

uhm.. ignore mikey burring the dead body ANYWAY
i have no idea what to draw and im AAAAAAAAAAAAA
so, i am asking for help and adivce on what to do to get out of this art block, please and thank you

what if... gusts of wind just come from one GIANT fan in outer space and the government is hiding it from us.
also what if elevators and doors are just portals to different dimensions and thats why theres different furniture in rooms
WHAT IF (now this is a real jump to conclusions) what if i need more than 4 hours of sleep every night (ik crazy right)
what if the ninja turtles are ACTUALLY real and just hiding from us
if we we're actually just really tiny or really big we'd never know because everything we see, is compared to how tall we are








if i could sell half of my life span to meet matpat or markiplier.... i would without hesitation

look at this goofy lil mf
i love it sm im dying

lol i couldn't really see or breath well in it and it tasted like cardboard and clay (cause thats what i made it with) but i think it turned out well. i probably should've posted it before or on halloween but too late now-

i actually watched it a few days ago, but i didn't really have the mental energy to talk about it. BUT OMIGOSH IT WAS SO GOOD. im not gonna spoil cause i'd be a dick for doing that since it just came out very recently. i went FULLY DECKED in my fnaf merch, like bro i brought plushies, a shirt, a necklace, a hat i made to look like a fnaf security hat, my fnaf blanket. it looked so cool omg sicndjdvwhibwcebhiqecuhicewhuowefhuo i loved it sm. tbh it wasn't really that scary to me but like, idrc it was still good.

omg omg omg omg omg im freaking out
i cant wait another second. I still cant belive it's ACTUALLY happening. Like im fr boutta get emotional cause like, this has been one of my special interests for so long. i remember when i lost hope, and thought this movie would never make it too the big screen, but its going to after all. this has been one of my special interests since 1st grade and i cannot even express how stongly i feel rn. i already have my outfit planned and everything, its just AAAAAAAAAASXABYUDSVUHGVDGWUYWECBUIQECIHUCQSOUH
im so happy rn like happy crying stimming everything
the trailer looks so good, and my moms gonna take to see it on saterday.
ik its silly, getting so emotional abt stupid lookin goofy animatronics but omigosh
im even gonna bake lil cupcakes that look (hopefully) like chicas cupcake and make frozen pizza
this is def gonna be one of the most great events i have experienced so far (other than going to a furry con once and seeing mutant mayhem in theaters, maybe more than that)

"ItS NoT a PhAsE"
"ItS A LiFeStyLe"

WHAT WERE YOU DOIN AT THE SPIRIT HALLOWEEN FURTURE LEO?? :O

okokok sooo i recently re watched rottmnt (again) and re-read my full metal alchemist manga and i feel like they have ALOT of things in common, and i feel like sharing em bc these are two of my favorite shows.
FIRST OF ALL (the most obvious connection) they both have HUGE elements of alchemy. in rottmnt baron draxxum literally calls himself a warrior alchemist and created the tmnt USING ALCHEMY, and creates the turtles basically through alchemy. in full metal alchemist yk THE MAIN PLOT IS HOW THIS ALCHEMIST DUDE AND HIS BROTHER ARE TRYING TO GET THEIR BODIES BACK AND HAS SEVERAL STORY PLOT POINTS THAT HEAVILY CENTER AROUND ALCHEMY. one of these huge plot points is how this guy transmuted a dog and this girl to make a chimera or in rottmnt terms A MUTANT.
another rlly big thing they have in common is the idea of the power of brothership and family and stuff. in rottmnt it heavily centers around their family dynamic and how the brothers look out and would do anything to protect eachother. in the full metal alchemist: brotherhood, THE TWO MAIN CHARACTERS ARE ALSO BROTHERS AND PROTECT EACHOTHER THROUGH THE ENTIRE SERIS.
Another thing i found interesting between the two seris is abt rise's shredder. if we're taking his backstory at a basic level, it's basically abt this guy who got this suit of armour, but then his soul got curropted and had to be locked in the prisoon dimension. once he was unlocked he was basically a corrupted soul bonded to the dark armour. WANNA KNOW WHATS THAT SIMILAR TOO?? one of the main characters, alphonze, tried to tranmute his mom with his brother, but got his body taken away, so then his brother had to bond his soul to a suit of armor. SO THEIR BOTH SOULS BONDED TO A SUIT OF ARMOR. also within the full metal alchemist: brotherhood seris theres also two more of these types of armor dudes. one of these dudes, barry the chopper, his design looks very similar to sheedders design so i thought that was cool.
and then i might be stretching with this one BUT in the rottmnt movie we see that future leo is wearing raphs arm or something and its kinda implied that he lost his own arm, and raph might've gave leo his arm before he died or something during the krangg war invasion thing. also in the krangg war, the krangg is trying to kill and exterminate everyone on earth. this is kinda like in full metal alchemist, during a flashback about the ishfallen war of extermination (which was a war were the government had to kill an innocent group of people called the ishfallens, ik this seris gets like, pretty dark-) the character, scar, loses his arm, and before his brother dies, his brother transmutes his own arm onto Scar. so basically in both it has a dying brother giving up an arm to the other brother during some type of war.
and then this one is kinda an even bigger stretch but, in full metal alchemist all the villains are heavily based on the 7 deadly sins, and even their names are lust, greed, envy, ect. I feel like you could also kinda connect the rottmnt villains to some of the deadly sins. first, we have repo mantis, he would def. be greed because he's always repoing stuff for money. then warren stone, might be pride, because through the whole seris of rottmnt he thinks hes some big bad villain, when literally no one cares abt him (exept hypnopottumus). gluttony would be meat sweats, cause his literally a pig who gains power from what he eats and stuff. lust could be big mama because like, she pulled lou jitsu with little to no effort, and used him for the battle nexus. The rest of the sins im not too sure, i havent rlly throught abt that connection much- but you get the idea i hope.
anyway that's basically it, i could go more into depth but i think this is a big enough infodump to read lol. i wouldn't be surprised if rottmnt took some inspo from full metal alchemist. but thats just a theory A GAME- no wait A FILM THEORY have a good day :>

does anyone remember this show or like, was i one of the only ones who watched it bc I FR CANT FIND ANYONE EVER TALKING ABT IT OR SAYING THEY LIKED IT
i think it came out around 2018ish and it was one of my favorite shows but like EVEN MY FAMILY DOESNT REMEMBER IT AND I USED TO WATCH IT
ALL.
THE.
TIME.
and now i cant find it in any streaming service either, it just disappeared off the earth fr, which is sad cause it was honestly like a rlly good comfort show to me
anyway RIP Summer Camp Island