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Vent

I'm sick and tired of everything.
Sick of my friends, sick of my classmates, and sick of myself.
Nothing I ever do is good enough to appease them and all I will ever be is a talentless ugly freak
I'm tired of crying over this same thing and not being able to stop
I'm tired of being ugly
I'm tired of being unintelligent
I'm tired of being a freak
I'm tired of never being taken seriously by anyone and feeling like a waste of space.
I'm tired of sucking at everything
And no one gives a dang about me
Im tired of being an outcast

It's not fair. I just wanna feel loved at this point.

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  • You aren't a waste of space, nobody is. If you would allow me to give you some advice. You are the only constant in Your Life. Things as well as People will come and go all the time. Because at the end of the day, everyone has their own life to live. So do what You love and makes You happy. Happiness will only come from within you. Be the person you want to be, even if you can only put in 1% of your efforts. Because what will happen after a year? You'll be 365% better than you previously were. Live the Life you want for yourself. Don't try to live in somebody's else life...yeah? You'll never be able to appease everyone. It's a little long and I know you're just trying to vent out your feelings, but a little advice on life never hurts. I hope it makes your day a little better and brighter.

First vent in a while

I feel like a waste of space.
My friends leave school property for lunch every day but I can't go with them because my mom wont sign a form.
They always say "We'll stay with you tomorrow" or "We'll stay on this date" but they never make it up
One of my friends was making a plan to only go once a week so I wont be lonely and that alone makes me feel like a burden
Then one of my friends protests and says that they want to go off property more which makes me feel like an even bigger burden.
I feel like the worst friend for wanting them to stay.
Another one of my friends is going through a lot lately with some family issues and I feel like an attention seeker and feel guilty for feeling like this when they probably feel worse

Next, I feel like a horrible friend.
When my friends are better than me at something (art specifically), I always feel a sense of envy.
I feel ashamed of feeling like this because they're my friends and friends should be proud of each other. But no. I feel like a piece of garbage.

I need my friends and I can't imagine life without them but I want to feel more included without feeling like a burden

Is that too much to ask?

I'm never good enough. I don't think my friends like me, I don't think my classmates like me, I don't think anyone likes me so I try to excel in everything but I don't excel in anything.
I don't ever feel good enough.

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Wip for @StarlikeNebula

What do you think?
Are the shoes up to par lol

I might redraw this in the future because of the pose but rate it out of 10 and give me some feedback :>

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  • The shoes are alright, but I'm not sure about the skirt. I just draw her in a pair of black jeans. Also just some advice, you don't need to draw that many wrinkles/folds, just couple go a long way. Overall it's like 6.5/10 . Also I Recommend these YT Channels to you: Proko, Marc Brunet and Winged Canvas (They really helped me improve my art and I think they'll also help you too)

ALRIGHT

THE WINNER OF MY FIRST EVER DTIYS IS...
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STARLIKENEBULA!!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS STARLIKENEBULA YOU CAN SEND ME A PICTURE OF ONE OF YOUR OCS FOR A FULL BODY DRAWING WHEN YOU CAN
RUNNER UP IS
KWOSUKN
KWOSUKN YOU WILL BE COMPENSATED WITH 10 STAMPS FOR NOT HAVING A PLACE DUE TO INSUFFICIENT PARTICIPANTS

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  • > Duckii I only typically tag fanarts and everything else are original characters, but here's most them: https://medibang.com/picture/fz2308260627424630022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/6a2306161103287690022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/t82302140719355020022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/np2208060149338290022688184/

  • YOOOO CONGRATS STAR!! I think maybe if you do another DITY, adding more specific rules might help 💪

  • > StarlikeNebula You're welcome! I can't seem to find any OCS on your page because none of them have OC in the title so can you just send me the links to all your OCS and I'll pick one? Thank you for participating!

  • Oh wow thank you, I'll let you have the courtesy of choosing which OC you wanna draw (let be a surprise). Shame not alot of people joined in on the challenge, hopefully next there'll be more people to join in.

Going to camp overmorrow

Overmorrow means the day after tmrw
Anyways
I found out that Monday is a holiday so uh
Tuesday we starting summer camp
I aint complaining because I get 1 extra day to mentally prepare but

Its kinda sad
Because i wasnt confident enough to do the things I wanted
And now I have little opportunity to do them now
I think that should also be something people should live by

If you spend your life not having confidence, you're gonna grow old and not have enough time to do those things you wanted
This is gonna be my last 2 weeks to go because they have an age limit and ill exceed the age limit if I go next summer
So ill never be able to go again

Please live your life for you
Life is short
<33

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  • You can do it!! >:D I struggle with confidence too, so let's both do our best? :)

  • > StarlikeNebula Yeahhh I know but I'm still kinda sad I have to stretch out these two weeks and make the most of it

  • You'll be alright, it'll probably not be as bad as you think.

Can we take a moment to appreciate

How oddly arbitrary the algorithm is
Like look at this
The first one is my best drawing
And the second one was before I really improved
HOW DOES THE SECOND ONE
HAVE MORE VIEWS AND LIKES
THAN THE FIRST ONE
THE FIRST ONE IS A BEAUTIFULL WORK OF ART MADE BY ME
THE SECOND ONE IS REPULSIVE

AND WHY IS 3RD DRAWING MY MOST VIEWED DRAWING WITH 45 VIEWS BUT MY LITERAL MASTERPIECE OF AN EYE HAS JUST UNDER 10
I DONT EVEN LIKE THE THIRD DRAWING I MADE IT TO PLEASE THE LGTV AUDIENCE 😭
ITS A 7 AT BEST
AT LEAST THEY LIKE IT IG 💀💀💀

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Can we take a moment to appreciate

How oddly arbitrary the algorithm is
Like look at this
The first one is my best drawing
And the second one was before I really improved
HOW DOES THE SECOND ONE
HAVE MORE VIEWS AND LIKES
THAN THE FIRST ONE
THE FIRST ONE IS A BEAUTIFULL WORK OF ART MADE BY ME
THE SECOND ONE IS REPULSIVE

AND WHY IS 3RD DRAWING MY MOST VIEWED DRAWING WITH 45 VIEWS BUT MY LITERAL MASTERPIECE OF AN EYE HAS JUST UNDER 10
I DONT EVEN LIKE THE THIRD DRAWING I MADE IT TO PLEASE THE LGTV AUDIENCE 😭
ITS A 7 AT BEST
AT LEAST THEY LIKE IT IG 💀💀💀

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