...hi
Ftr my mental health isnt down i just havent been on here in a while and wanted to check
Duckii
Hello!
I like drawing:)))
Feel free to explore my gallery
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Bio:
Ashia (anagram of my real name)
Guess my age (It's younger than 100)
She/her
Smort, short, and much more
A person
Roblox:
User- AcornPusheen
Display- Toasty
Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.ca/duckiidraws/
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Please follow if you like my art. Thank you!
Have a good day/night<333
I like drawing:)))
Feel free to explore my gallery
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Bio:
Ashia (anagram of my real name)
Guess my age (It's younger than 100)
She/her
Smort, short, and much more
A person
Roblox:
User- AcornPusheen
Display- Toasty
Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.ca/duckiidraws/
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Please follow if you like my art. Thank you!
Have a good day/night<333
Genre
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CHECK IT OUT IF YOU'RE INTERESTED
IM OPENING COMMISSIONS
LIKE PAID COMMISSIONS
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Im going offline
I've realized my mental health has overall been better when i was the least active on this site
When I was not reading vents and sad stuff voluntarily
Also im busy with school and dont have much time to check the site anyways
Ill pop in every once in a while to say hi but i wont be online much overall
Bye
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Im so glad ur alr It ok just visit this site whenever u want
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Your health matters, take all the time you need. Stay safe❤️
I'm sick and tired of everything.
Sick of my friends, sick of my classmates, and sick of myself.
Nothing I ever do is good enough to appease them and all I will ever be is a talentless ugly freak
I'm tired of crying over this same thing and not being able to stop
I'm tired of being ugly
I'm tired of being unintelligent
I'm tired of being a freak
I'm tired of never being taken seriously by anyone and feeling like a waste of space.
I'm tired of sucking at everything
And no one gives a dang about me
Im tired of being an outcast
It's not fair. I just wanna feel loved at this point.
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You aren't a waste of space, nobody is. If you would allow me to give you some advice. You are the only constant in Your Life. Things as well as People will come and go all the time. Because at the end of the day, everyone has their own life to live. So do what You love and makes You happy. Happiness will only come from within you. Be the person you want to be, even if you can only put in 1% of your efforts. Because what will happen after a year? You'll be 365% better than you previously were. Live the Life you want for yourself. Don't try to live in somebody's else life...yeah? You'll never be able to appease everyone. It's a little long and I know you're just trying to vent out your feelings, but a little advice on life never hurts. I hope it makes your day a little better and brighter.
So ye
Also soccer tryouts were today 👍
Liking Gummy makes me feel foolish.
What do I do.
His name is Ethan.
Codename Gummy.
I don't know how it happened.
I barely talk to him.
His smile and grey eyes tho>>
I don't know what to do. My guy friends can't know because they might tell him but me and my girl best friends are in the same friend group as them.
I hate being the only one in my friend group with "mental stability"
It makes me so sad to see my friends hurting
Dgmr I feel bad for my friends but it hurts me as well.
Im not gonna contact them on discord until the end of the month.
I need to take a break.
I feel like a waste of space.
My friends leave school property for lunch every day but I can't go with them because my mom wont sign a form.
They always say "We'll stay with you tomorrow" or "We'll stay on this date" but they never make it up
One of my friends was making a plan to only go once a week so I wont be lonely and that alone makes me feel like a burden
Then one of my friends protests and says that they want to go off property more which makes me feel like an even bigger burden.
I feel like the worst friend for wanting them to stay.
Another one of my friends is going through a lot lately with some family issues and I feel like an attention seeker and feel guilty for feeling like this when they probably feel worse
Next, I feel like a horrible friend.
When my friends are better than me at something (art specifically), I always feel a sense of envy.
I feel ashamed of feeling like this because they're my friends and friends should be proud of each other. But no. I feel like a piece of garbage.
I need my friends and I can't imagine life without them but I want to feel more included without feeling like a burden
Is that too much to ask?
I'm never good enough. I don't think my friends like me, I don't think my classmates like me, I don't think anyone likes me so I try to excel in everything but I don't excel in anything.
I don't ever feel good enough.
Another week of living hell 😃
These two girls were fighting in the middle of french class on friday
The first week of school fgs💀
What do you think?
Are the shoes up to par lol
I might redraw this in the future because of the pose but rate it out of 10 and give me some feedback :>
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The shoes are alright, but I'm not sure about the skirt. I just draw her in a pair of black jeans. Also just some advice, you don't need to draw that many wrinkles/folds, just couple go a long way. Overall it's like 6.5/10 . Also I Recommend these YT Channels to you: Proko, Marc Brunet and Winged Canvas (They really helped me improve my art and I think they'll also help you too)
The drawing is going great
I'm on my second sketch
Can you tell me what kinds of shoes she wears or can I just make up the shoes myself
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> StarlikeNebula Thanx :)
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Dark maroon knee high cowboy boots is what she's normally in. Hope this helps
THE WINNER OF MY FIRST EVER DTIYS IS...
(SCROLL DOWN.)
STARLIKENEBULA!!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS STARLIKENEBULA YOU CAN SEND ME A PICTURE OF ONE OF YOUR OCS FOR A FULL BODY DRAWING WHEN YOU CAN
RUNNER UP IS
KWOSUKN
KWOSUKN YOU WILL BE COMPENSATED WITH 10 STAMPS FOR NOT HAVING A PLACE DUE TO INSUFFICIENT PARTICIPANTS
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> Duckii I only typically tag fanarts and everything else are original characters, but here's most them: https://medibang.com/picture/fz2308260627424630022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/6a2306161103287690022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/t82302140719355020022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/np2208060149338290022688184/
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YOOOO CONGRATS STAR!! I think maybe if you do another DITY, adding more specific rules might help 💪
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> StarlikeNebula You're welcome! I can't seem to find any OCS on your page because none of them have OC in the title so can you just send me the links to all your OCS and I'll pick one? Thank you for participating!
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Oh wow thank you, I'll let you have the courtesy of choosing which OC you wanna draw (let be a surprise). Shame not alot of people joined in on the challenge, hopefully next there'll be more people to join in.
THERES ONLY 2 PEOPLE SO THERE WILL BE ONLY FIRST PLACE
IM SORRY FOR THE RUNNER UP I WILL COMPENSATE YOU WITH 10 STAMPS
THEY WILL BE ANNOUNCED IN 10 MINUTES FROM THIS TOPIC
THE DEADLINE FOR MY DTIYS WAS 5 DAYS AGO
SO THE WINNERS WILL BE ANNOUNCED TODAY
School is coming up
And to make sure I don't get roasted n toasted at school because I cant come up with good roasts
Im gonna roast an AI until I get good at roasting and can come up with good roasts on the go
The website is roastedby.ai
Thank me later
More specifically on apps I should not be spending too much time on
Because my average screen time is 6-10 hours just on my phone
And most of that is me scrolling thru youtube shorts and snapchat spotlight
So im gonna try my best to stay consistent
I feel okay when I start to listen to it
like it brings back so many memories from late 2021
this is my new favourite song
JKDNEJFIOFOQPKA
I MADE MY FIRST OC
AAAAAAAAAH
(I used one of my friends drawings of me as an outline, attached here. Say thank you to Doorhinge)
SHE'S BEING RELEASED TODAY
Im so sad
I didn't get much chance to improve my confidence
And I was too scared
Im gonna try better this week or next week
And thats all i have to say
Bye <3
Bro im seeing numbers like 57, 72, and 107 💀
Are in the world
Like
I believe its only 2
Men and women
But I genuinely wanna see what google thinks
Overmorrow means the day after tmrw
Anyways
I found out that Monday is a holiday so uh
Tuesday we starting summer camp
I aint complaining because I get 1 extra day to mentally prepare but
Its kinda sad
Because i wasnt confident enough to do the things I wanted
And now I have little opportunity to do them now
I think that should also be something people should live by
If you spend your life not having confidence, you're gonna grow old and not have enough time to do those things you wanted
This is gonna be my last 2 weeks to go because they have an age limit and ill exceed the age limit if I go next summer
So ill never be able to go again
Please live your life for you
Life is short
<33
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You can do it!! >:D I struggle with confidence too, so let's both do our best? :)
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> StarlikeNebula Yeahhh I know but I'm still kinda sad I have to stretch out these two weeks and make the most of it
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You'll be alright, it'll probably not be as bad as you think.
So I was getting groceries with my family
And we were coming home and decided to walk
So we took a shortcut that passes thru my summer camp to get home faster
Yall
I don't think im mentally prepared to go to summer camp just yet
Because im scared of little kids
And I think they saw me
But uh i dont have much of a choice because my mom already put the papers in today
So im just gonna wing these next 2 weeks and hope for the best on monday 🥲
How oddly arbitrary the algorithm is
Like look at this
The first one is my best drawing
And the second one was before I really improved
HOW DOES THE SECOND ONE
HAVE MORE VIEWS AND LIKES
THAN THE FIRST ONE
THE FIRST ONE IS A BEAUTIFULL WORK OF ART MADE BY ME
THE SECOND ONE IS REPULSIVE
AND WHY IS 3RD DRAWING MY MOST VIEWED DRAWING WITH 45 VIEWS BUT MY LITERAL MASTERPIECE OF AN EYE HAS JUST UNDER 10
I DONT EVEN LIKE THE THIRD DRAWING I MADE IT TO PLEASE THE LGTV AUDIENCE 😭
ITS A 7 AT BEST
AT LEAST THEY LIKE IT IG 💀💀💀
How oddly arbitrary the algorithm is
Like look at this
The first one is my best drawing
And the second one was before I really improved
HOW DOES THE SECOND ONE
HAVE MORE VIEWS AND LIKES
THAN THE FIRST ONE
THE FIRST ONE IS A BEAUTIFULL WORK OF ART MADE BY ME
THE SECOND ONE IS REPULSIVE
AND WHY IS 3RD DRAWING MY MOST VIEWED DRAWING WITH 45 VIEWS BUT MY LITERAL MASTERPIECE OF AN EYE HAS JUST UNDER 10
I DONT EVEN LIKE THE THIRD DRAWING I MADE IT TO PLEASE THE LGTV AUDIENCE 😭
ITS A 7 AT BEST
AT LEAST THEY LIKE IT IG 💀💀💀
How long is it acceptable to keep thinking about your airport crush after you stopped seeing them
This one boy at the airport who looked roughly my age if not older
Gave me an up down glance
He was cute
And we were both flying to Canada
And I might see him at summer camp if hes my age though its highly unlikely
And I still think about him
but i just wanna know how long uh
I can keep doing that
Before its considered weird
Because I'm finally back in Canada
Woooohoooo
I'm deciding to be confident in summer camp
Because I really need to work on my confidence and considering that its only 2 weeks it will be a good start
Wish me luckk
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> StarlikeNebula Thank youuu :-D
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Good luck out there! !
So here's some positivity
Coming from a person who has made some bad decisions
It's never too late to change for the better.
Yes I made some less smart decisions. I lost a friend because I kicked them for no reason multiple times.
Was it a good choice? No
Did I learn from it? Yes
Will I ever do it again after? No
Will I change from that sole mistake because of the outcome? Yes.
Life is bigger than your mistakes and bad past. Just change, apologise, and move on with yourself.
I have tried to apologize to this friend in multiple ways but I still wasn't forgiven.
Brings me to another topic.
My teacher always said that friends come and go and that you don't need to be friends with the same person for the rest of your life. Its great if you do but its not forced on you.
That friend was a great friend and we made many great memories
But if they don't forgive me after ive tried to apologise then its time to move on.
Thank you.
Congrats, hope you have the best of luck with your commissions