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ive failed as a friend
ive failed as a bf
ive failed as a pantient
ive failed as suporter
ive failed as everything
"kill yourself" "fuck yourself"
there right
there all right
every single one of them
i should kill myself
i should die
i should suffer
i should get beat up
not that i dont already
but
i need more
I deserve it
if i just end my life i wouldnt make people sad or mad anymore٫ all im doing with these stupid topics is making people sad if i just die no one would br sad anymore٫ hunter would stop wanting to kill herself because all i do is get mad at people for the sillest things im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry i dont mean to i just i dont know i feel regret after i yell or am rude to someone im tired of making people feel useless over my own stupid problems i hate myself so much i wish i was never born everyone would have been so much happier including me ٫ its not like my "parents" wanted me anyway. all they wanted out of me is
crys
pleads
sadness
scars
stitches
pain
depression
suffering
money
all i am to them... then just leave me with my sister and her gf that leaves me alone in a huge house having to clean and take care of 7 cats ٫ a dog 12 fish ٫ a bird and a dragon plus myself. I cant i csnt i cant i cant i cant i cant do that i need help i hate asking for it but no one is willing to anyway its either suffer or die i want to die i should die everyone would be happy if i died everything would be better all my faults and needings would all be gone i would finally be in peace. dead. i havent took my meds in more than a month i dony have money for it i dont want to ask for it ill just have to be more insane everyday wanting to chop ceirtin peoples heads of and ripping out there lungs and burn them alive that would be fun. id do that then kill myself.
hang myself
drown myself
stab myself
shoot myself
jump of a building
kill myself
die
die
die
die
if i had a penny everytime someone told me to kill myself id be a billionair at this point٫ i just dont want to be here i dont like seeing my friends beating up eachotger over me i hate it i dont undetstand myself i dont know who i love anymore i dont know who i am i dont know whats wrong and whats right i just cant understand anything everyone thinks im lying and doing this for attention but im not.. I get misunderstood so much and so many rumors even on here and it stresses me out٫ scares me i wish someone could undetstand what im going through i know i have some people but the last time i believed someone loved me and cared for me i got my hearbroken after that i cant trust anyone everyone is lying i dont trust anyone they dont care tjere all just sayingn shit to make me feel better but tbh it just makes me feel worse and tbh go ahead and say im faking but your not me you dont know what im doing u dont know anythung about me no one knows who i really am its all a act. its all an act. i know im messed up. messed up like fuck but i cant say or do shit about it all i can do is lay here bleeding suffering i wish i just had a normal life with loving parents loving sisters loving friends٫ a normal life but no i have to live like i am now٫ being used as a sex toy being abused cursed out for no reason etc. i hate everything. all i feel is a burning in my chest and neck and dizzyness i just want to kill myself. i feel like a waste of everything all of my friends are leaving medi becausr of me . I keep bringing up shit that alreafy is over but i cant forget how "they" madr me feel and blamed there "pain" on me when i was probaly feelibg worse they dont understsnd u dont understsnd no one does i wany to end it so bad i should tbh just hang myself and actually die but no everytime im a fucking pussy and cant do shit well this time i will its my new lifes goal so. bye .

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