my bad habits back :,)
biting my finger when nervous, scared, flustered, or just doing it. sometimes itll bleed or leave marks but.. like.. im tryin to break it. i need some help TvT)
also, my brother threw me over a chair yesterday- wish it was off a bridge instead //jk jk
Ayaz.vally.
I'm just here. :)
https://open.spotify.com/user/31sg3s7o74qa6s2rkpltop2s2ev4?si=811324d3e1ce46af
https://unvale.io/Ayazvalley
https://open.spotify.com/user/31sg3s7o74qa6s2rkpltop2s2ev4?si=811324d3e1ce46af
https://unvale.io/Ayazvalley
得意ジャンル
ヒマなう。
YUP! just ask me and ill most likly do it
ur tiny.
I grew a inch heheh, so I'm way taller then you know hehehheheh- *cough* four inches only- 0-0
PJO// Percy Jackson, one of us is lying, good girls guide to murder, summer I turn pretty, warriors, wof/wings of fire, inkheart, and.. Survivors. oh and heart stopper.
(random ah pick of meh clothes, I got zero style idc. and a page from "one of us is lying".)
uh, my phones also broken as hell- (I DROPPED IT ON CONCRET IT FELL OUT MY POCKET AWHILE BACK D:) so I cant really tell the colors easily.. I SWORRY T^T
it so ugly :SOB:
I tryinnn. HELLP MEEE. I also had ahard time what ur new person was wearing cuz I blind as a fucking bat, so I just drew a hoodie and jeans. SWORRRYYYY
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IT'S FINE I'LL TRUST THE PROCESS 🙂 IT LOOKS GOOD ^^
why do these of mine have so many saved and their sad ? :\
i got sad pll following me on spotify
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https://open.spotify.com/user/31sg3s7o74qa6s2rkpltop2s2ev4?si=e701e0bd5b884ce4
(theres my spotify if yall wanna see what weird music i be listenin too -_-)
1) starting strong (I'm totally not scared)
2)" hi there, Mr. bunny man, hows it going?" moment (totally not frightened or anything)
3) WELL FU-
4) I died TvT)
keep getting jump scared, ik how to play some FNAF games but gawdan, its the first night- I can't :SOB:
WHY MY DAUGHTER WHY?
WHY WHY WHY WHY STOPSTOPSTOP NONONONO
LIKE AHHHHHHHHHH THEY FUCKING MOVING STOP STOP STOP STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO FUCKING SCARED IA SCAREDY CAT AHH :<
I FUCKING DIED MY SOULS IN HEAVEN BYYYEE
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> ☆-*Adam :3*-☆ I DUNO, I JUST FOUND IT UNBLOCKED :SOB:
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WHERE CAN I PLAY
" SAME THATS SO RELATABLE💅💅"
LIKE BRUH, I actually vented to them and they gave me nearly that answerrrr, and I don't normally vent to pll I know irl.. SO AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, no I feel horribleeeeeeee WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH T^T)
LIKE BRO, HOW, WHY? I MEAN- I don't want PITY (anyone who give some it I'll throw of a bridge :P) but like- AHHHHHHHHHHHHH JUST DONT GO "girl, I same thing happened to me when I was little" AND DONT EVEN CALL ME A GIRL- YKNOW IM TRANS BESTIEEEEE :SOB: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :DIES:
WHYY? MY SCHOOL BLOCKS EVERYYYTHINNNNG I SWEAR FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK
I barely even use picrew tho so eh :/
Charlie Hilthey. >:)
I LUV him rheheheheh.
no one prob cares Abt him but I do :3
:3
I was mainly putting what I've heard my family done in the past (before I was adopted) an this showed.
I was told my (birth)mum was abused/ and was a dr-g/ alcoholic. as well as my (2'd dad(half))
I often got forgotten in that house hold and was forced to take care of my siblings at age 4 when they were 3 and 1, usually skipping meals so they could eat (crakers and ketchup - it still taste good to me..) My other family members useally came to take us away or check up on us, my (birth) dad left before I was born so that's nice(who tf is he? I dunno lol). So.. but still, I still starve alot and make sure my little siblings eat first, I dunno, guess its a bad habit. then my aunt/uncle adopted me at 4 after they got evidence and such. so. peace :3
(sorry for my little rant I had to get it out XD)
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> YtterOdd (Stickerman) thank you<3
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> Roti (Bread) nah, its fine. I've grown use to teasing and such
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> Juju ! I dunno how to comfort myself either lol
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That's really horrible, you must be one heck of a tough survivor, I'm glad you're getting it out, that's to much to carry all by yourself♥♥♥
I HATE KIDS :<
they scare the fuck outa me. SO NO I DONT LIKE EM >:(
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which one is this?
I love alot of Naethan Apollo/wallow/ryan mack/Quadeca. :3
it tasty.
oh yeah, and Alec Benjamin <3
mainly "out running karma"/"different kinds of beautiful" tho from him.
heheh. no comment
she right tho..
:JUMPS OFF CLIFF:
LMAO -v-)
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> ☆-*Adam :3*-☆ lol
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am honored to be featured two times here<3
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> Roti (Bread) NOOOOOOOOOOOOO >:D
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> Ayaz.vally. Hmphhh >:[ GET ME DOWNNNN RAHHHHHHHHH
THIS PERSONS ART IS ACTUALLY REALLYYY GOOD!!!
https://medibang.com/author/10097798/
BRI WAS SO RIGHT AND THERE REALLY NICE!!!
Them/ friend "your to soft, (name)"
me:a dumbass. "bro.. your to hard"
them: THE DIRTY MINDED ASSHOLEE >:(
"..rethink your words"
Me: confused out of my mind:
Them: "it sounded dirty"
me: D: NOO YOU- YOU MEANIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
them: "like, take me on a date first, pookie"
Me: SCREAMS IN ACE:
(this Convo I had w/ her was weird lol)
(I STILL DONT GET ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT) D:<
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I cant read that 2nd grader typing dawg help
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> Roti (Bread) yup yup... D:
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W converstaion :3
TW: talking about sensitive things.
Your skin isnt paper, dont cut it.
-Stay clean.. for as long as you can
-talk to someone about this (unless your uncomfortable with doing so)
-Get rid of small sharp/ big sharp objects.
-if someone tells you to do it, dont. please.
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Your body isnt a book, please dont judge it.
-Your perfect, and so is your body (not in a creepy way)
-dont listen to others, its not worth it, listen to yourself, and yourself only.
-If you get sensitive about your body, think of other things like your hobbies.
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dont change yourself for people
-change yourself for your use only not cause someone told you too
-dont fake your personality, it'll always stick with you and cause more hurt mentally, maybe physicaly.
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Girl/boy:
the girl/boy whos smiles the most
is the most broken
The girl/boy that laughs the most
has cried the most tears
the girl/boy whos quiet
has the biggest mind.
-dont fake a smile or luaghter.
-it'll be okay.. dont stress, or over think.
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be yourself, cause no one can change you, dont hurt yourself cause other people said/had done so.
drink, eat, and get some sleep, you deserve it. <3
(the images are all mine-)
p.s.
i love you.
-ayaz
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> Ayaz.vally. I hope you get better
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> Totally_not_YveNRen one could say 0-0
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What happened to your arm are you hurt?
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we don talk Abt the fact I hs a wet washrag on my arm, okay? okay <3
i think i good at water colors :)
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> Ayaz.vally. COWBOY? WHERE???? I WANNA SUCKY >:] SAVE A HORSE RIDE A COWBOY
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> Roti (Bread) :screams in cowboy:
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TEXAS REAHHHHHHHHHHH
sm in the hunger games, irl I would be the first to die, I'm to softttt
drawing on conputer-/ its been so long I'm used to sketchbook app and my phone :/
cuz I cant 0-0
I might ligit be half colorblind -__-
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> Ayaz.vally. now i see 12-
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> ☆-*Adam :3*-☆ as long as you need 7^7 Im colorblind severely to red crap thooooo
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> ☭🧨BelleOfTheBallAndChainz🌀☭💔 BABE X33
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i saw ten of them- do we loo kfor a short time or for a long time?
I love not doing my work
why did they put me back row? why not middle blocker like norm
hehe they so stupid
> Ayaz.vally. No that sounds awful! I used to have terrible pain in my legs and still do sometimes, but honestly yours sounds a bit worse ;-; I hope it gets better for you
> Totally_not_YveNRen one of my legs awkward, an my hips out of place cuz of my growing lol. (p.s: it hurt to the point i could barely wal and started bawling at volleyball cuz of it . and norm, i dont cry in sports- so uh, yeah.)
> Ayaz.vally. At some point I was just rapidly growing and I couldn’t keep up with my body so I would constantly bump into and hit things and stub my toes or hurt myself by accident ;-;
> Roti (Bread) Mmm :/ :debating life: