Hello! I know this is pretty sudden, Ive only been on medi for a month, but I think this is the best decision for me!
My health, both physically and mentally, hasnt been all that good, and I really need to start focusing on myself more. Some personal things too that I wont get into detail about.
Its been an honor knowing you all, its been super fun to share my art with you guys! I have some ID links in my bio, so if you have project sekai, revue starlight, etc. You can find me there!
Thank you, and goodnight :)
Mellug-san♡
No longer posting, but you can find me here!
Revue starlight (EN): 5350238164
Project sekai (EN): 262323614605549571
Love live SIF2 (JP): 224546272084852
Gotopazu (JP): 48490374
Revue starlight (EN): 5350238164
Project sekai (EN): 262323614605549571
Love live SIF2 (JP): 224546272084852
Gotopazu (JP): 48490374
Genre
- Mostly cute girls
I absolutely ADORE lolita fashion. I always get so happy and excited when I see the outfits, and I really REALLY want to wear them...but Im scared I wont look good in it. Its all very cutesy and girly, and thats what I love about it! But I fear someone telling me I dont look good in it, or my face doesnt fit the outfit, or being criticized...it worries me tbh lol I showed my mom some of the outfits, and she says shes going to buy fabric and make one for me, which Im SUPER grateful for!! But I dunno...can someone tell me how to stop worrying about how others think I look?? Haha
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I wanna wear lolita fashion sometimes even though I'm not like super girly but I do like some girly things😭 I dress so plainly though and I don't look attractive and I want to change, but I'm also too scared to cuz whenever we like change how we dress on a random day my parents will be like "OH WOW SHE ACTUALLY [insert whatever here] IT'S A MIRACLE" and they'll say it all sarcastically and it's annoying too and then I get really self-conscious about it now so I'm too afraid to try being prettier 😭😭😭
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> Gahrv Yknow what, you're right about that! My mom told me to make the design for the outfit so she can make it, Im super excited :D
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I summarized the message a lot but basically it´s that
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You won't see half of the people who criticize you or bully you for that in a couple of years. Do what you like how you like, be you and be happy =]
Today I literally lost all hope of getting one of Nana's cards, but I GOT HER ENCORE CARD ON A SOLO TICKET AAAAA IM SO HAPPY!!!
I LITERALLY SHED TEARS!!! 😭😭😭 I love you Nana, best girl 💕💕💕
(Warning jumpscare for the 2nd image lol)
So I found some of my art from around 2016-2018, and its... interesting. I swear I have more that are even "bettter", but I couldnt find any. Also, if you see any that say stuff like " by XxKyunKyunxX" or "Moonlight" its cuz I'd post them on Amino under those names (oh god)
Inspired by @TheFanartFREAK 's topic :)
Some of them are from the same franchises, but thats probably because I dont relate to a lot of characters, just a couple lol if you wanna ask why I relate to one of them, then go ahead! ^^
From left to right, top to bottom:
-Umi Sonoda (Love Live)
-Dia Kurosawa (Love Live Sunshine)
-Kotori Minami (Love Live)
-Hanamaru Kunikida (Love Live Sunshine)
-Mahiru Tsuyuzaki (Revue Starlight)
-Madoka Kaname (Madoka Magica)
-Usagi Tsukino (Sailor Moon)
-Minori Hanasato (Project Sekai)
-Honami Mochizuki (Project Sekai)
-Saki Tenma (Project Sekai)
-Nana Daiba (Revue Starlight)
I reached a score of 147,511 on tetris!! (The tetris.com playable version)
I know its not a lot compared to most tetris masters, but I'm still happy :')
I took a photo but MEDI ISNT LETTING ME PUT IT HERE BCUZ THE PIXEL SIZE IS TOO LARGE–
Last night at 5am I woke myself up with A REALLY BAD nosebleed, I got up to drink water, my head was super dizzy and my throat was super sore.
I didnt sleep at all, I got out of bed at like 7am today and only ate salted crackers lol. A few minutes ago I ate a happy meal which I was craving.
I feel slightly better now, but Im still pretty dizzy, just uggguhh what a day and its not even over— 😩
(Meme credit: Nosoydarku on Youtube)
Today I woke up with a swollen eye :/ ugh it feels so weird 😭 I watched three barbie movies and the mlp movie since I couldnt use my tablet for a while
As a hispanic girl, god the primos trailer and intro made me feel so many awful things at the same time 💀
The incorrect terms (they say oye primos when its oigan primos), the names are so stereotypical and some of them even kinda offensive???? Also the creator did NOT just call spanish a "colonizer language" like GIRL PLEASE.
I might give the show a chance, but I doubt that after the first episode I'll keep watching.
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But not know* I can't type today 💀
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> Mellug-san♡ Yeah like dang that creator is racist fr 😭💀 I may be part Mexican and not know but Spanish but still 💀💀💀😭😭😭😭
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> TheFanartFREAK Spanish is really important to me, its how I communicate with my family like??? How are you going to say that someone's language isn't important????
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> TheFanartFREAK Esa le falta algo esencial del cuerpo humano y es, el cerebro.
Yes, today is my bday! Time to chill and watch shrek 2 on repeat, like I always do!
Some of my favorite girls in my games gave me some messages <3
In order: Nana Daiba, Futaba Isurugi, Yuyuko Tanaka (Revue Starlight), Dia Kurosawa (Love Live! School Idol Festival 2 Miracle Live!)
Btw I translated the Dia pic, SIF2 is still in japanese
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HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYY
I did a quiz on how much rizz I have and I got 25% 💀💀💀
Most of the time when I try drawing, I get really burnt out/out of ideas really easily. Like, I kinda lose motivation and get stressed??? Any tips on how to overcome burn out when drawing?
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> zombii Ohhh ok, I'll check it out! Thank you :]
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> Mellug-san♡ ahh i see, maybe look for refrences? pintrist is the best place 2 find insperation, atleast it helps me
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> zombii I often draw my OCs, but I always scrap the drawing if it doesnt look good. Perfectionism maybe?? But art block is possible too ...
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do u have art block maybe?
Sailor V is cooler than Sailor Moon dont @ me plz
(I really want her manga 😭)
From Bug event
(I have more screenshots, but they wouldnt fit here, check out the event if you'd like!)
From Bug event
The upcoming mobile game Idol Land Pripara (based on the show and arcade games) has already been delayed 5 TIMES??? It was said to release Spring 2023, but its already summer... I really hope it comes out soon. No rush to the devs, but if your game keeps getting delayed, people are gonna get impatient :/
Im so sad that sailor moon proplica is so expensive, I only have like 5 dollars 😭 All I want to do is yell "moon crystal power make up" in my room at 2am–
Ever wondered if you kin Mellug?
Well here you go! Time to expose myself to the whole world!
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> Mellug-san♡ FR SO MUCH MANGA 😭😭
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> TheFanartFREAK BARNES & NOBLE THE BEST STORE EVER FR FR
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I LOVE BARNES AND NOBLE BUT I DON'T LIVE NEAR ONE 😭😭😭😭 I ONLY GET TO GO TO BOOKSTORES LIKE TWICE A YEAR 😭
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> Mellug-san♡ yeah! They’re one of my favorite stores lol—I think that counts SAAME :00
I dont know what I was thinking
Leaving my child behind
Pinkie Pie x Cheese Sandwich is the best ship ever dont @ me-
(Yes the MLP fandom is still alive)
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> Mellug-san♡ BSHAHJSNNDHSJSKDNNEISKD
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> ع ˖⁺ スイカ ༺☾🌿✧ NAH DW I THOUGHT THE SAME ASKSJSKASJA
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> Mellug-san♡ SAMMEE :00 lil cheese is so cuteeee :DD weird opinion but he kinda looks like fluttershy with poofy hair— (that’s a good thing!) Please don’t hate me for thinking about it like that thoo 😭 I watched the final episode nine times >:)
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> ع ˖⁺ スイカ ༺☾🌿✧ Yessss Ive loved them ever since season 4 first aired (wow Im old-) I'm so glad they're canon 😭😭😭 (Thats not a spoiler, everyone and their mother has seen the final episode-)
Apparently I kin Minori Hanasato? I can see it!
I just realized that I made two of my fanarts "original" instead of "derivative work"
I'm a boomer- lol
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> Mellug-san♡ Np 👍
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> TheFanartFREAK | Hiatus Ok thank you!! Im trying to get the hang of this lol
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I keep mine as original, since it's still an original drawing of the character you drew, the derivative thing is for like tracing or I guess you could also put like screenshot redraws and stuff for that section, but you don't gotta worry about fanart
Me trying to make an actual drawing: ugh, i cant do this! *throws 26th paper*
Me making a sketch while bored in class: *the mona lisa*
> Mellug-san♡ Thank you! Please look what my Scratch account when you can. If you'd like to join, just give me a follow when you do!
volverás algún día?
> Mellug-san♡ Bueno,es triste pero se entiende.
> Eminoa Awww yeah, ive been here for a short time, but I really need to take care of myself more haha! It was great to meet you!