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B.Spades
I draw better tradionally.
- DEVIANTART： https://henrietta-823.deviantart.com/
- My theme song： Clocks by Coldplay
Genre
- digital art
- Toronto
- B. Spades
Profile
- Work Place：Earth
Life Event
- 04/1926 Queen_Elizabeth_II
- 11/1966 Gordon_Ramsay_is_the_best_chef
- 06/1967 ToronTower
Details
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Others
ExplodingTNT
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Favorite music
"Clocks" by Coldplay
HELLO
Capacity
0.5
hours /
Day
I’m free
because I'm not in jail
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I'm having a depression episode
I feel empty and emotionless (sadness is the only emotion)
I feel dead inside
The universe hates me nothing is working right
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My computer won't freaking work and I don't know why it's not - it's keeps on saying that I'm not connected to a network so I can't share my project or save it but I AM connected to a network an I have full internet access Ugh I hate Scratch (it's a coding website)
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And my mom's all angry and hostile towards me for like every little thing I do for some reason :'(
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And I'm crying and ugh I hate my stupid brain It's messed up and doesn't freaking process brain chemicals right
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I just want a normal brain D'X
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IDK why I'm crying this much over it
I also have Adhd so my nervous system is freaking messed up too
So I cry about things that make me upset - even like really stupid things like changing seats in a class can trigger my impulse to cry
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Why can't I just be normal ?! D":
The universe freaking hates me :(
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Why am i adding memes on spotify
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> B.Spades I have depression :') memes only work for like a minute or 2 and then your dead inside once again
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> Majestic_Narwal I dont have depression but i hope it would cure those depressed ppl
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Not despacito i hate it its super trash
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Because it's the only way to distract yourself from your crippling depression
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Why am i adding memes on spotify
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> B.Spades I have depression :') memes only work for like a minute or 2 and then your dead inside once again
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> Majestic_Narwal I dont have depression but i hope it would cure those depressed ppl
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Not despacito i hate it its super trash
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Because it's the only way to distract yourself from your crippling depression
Why am i adding memes on spotify
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> B.Spades I have depression :') memes only work for like a minute or 2 and then your dead inside once again
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> Majestic_Narwal I dont have depression but i hope it would cure those depressed ppl
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Not despacito i hate it its super trash
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Because it's the only way to distract yourself from your crippling depression
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Done at school
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I don't understand why I always draw her
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wow...that shadings...are just perfect... i can't even shade drawing properly Thats just...WOW
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> B.Spades but that's pretty good!
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That's pretty good though!
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My classmates keep on giving compliments
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Modified by me
Amelia's the bullying
Amelia's hit to candy
Done at school
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I don't understand why I always draw her
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wow...that shadings...are just perfect... i can't even shade drawing properly Thats just...WOW
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> B.Spades but that's pretty good!
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That's pretty good though!
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My classmates keep on giving compliments
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No class on the weekends...see ya
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I don’t have school yet .-. But yay weekends!
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> ✘ Δcid Trips ✘ Same here it's 3:35 am lol Hoot hoot XD (my brain works differently at night 🙃)
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> Majestic_Narwal In my time zone its 6:34 AM in the morning so im pretty much a owl :p
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Dude it was around 2:30 am when you posted this (at least it was in my time zone)
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Hello! I'm too busy this days and i cannot continue my drawings. So sad, the teachers give many assignments in the first day. 😭
I'll just going to draw when I have free time.
No class on the weekends...see ya
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I don’t have school yet .-. But yay weekends!
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> ✘ Δcid Trips ✘ Same here it's 3:35 am lol Hoot hoot XD (my brain works differently at night 🙃)
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> Majestic_Narwal In my time zone its 6:34 AM in the morning so im pretty much a owl :p
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Dude it was around 2:30 am when you posted this (at least it was in my time zone)
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Illustrations
Alice in Wonderland
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I shouted at school
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Shouting is a trait
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Oh ho ho. Me in school would be like: “HI FRIENDS!!!” “WHAT?” “I LOVE YOUR ART!!” But that’s occasionally :P
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> BebePanda♥ "OH GOLLY"
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Well.. what did u shout? Because I shout a lot at school :D
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> B.Spades Yep The lunchroom be like "ILL GIVE YOU MY KIWI FOR SOME OF THAT GIMBAP?" "Guys quiet down the teachers coming!" "Every body shut up!" "I hate school!" "Yeah! It makes me sleep deprived!" And the younger class are just sitting in the corner watching every other class shouting and talking or throwing food XD, we have only three years in highschool, the third year is the oldest and us getting ready for graduation and the first class are the younger ones. here we eat with the teachers on the table at the same time, but if they all get up and go somewhere it's mayhem.
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I’m trying to find something else to draw other then eddsworld and Sam...so any ideas? Also have a pic of Thomas being cute
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I shouted at school
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Shouting is a trait
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Oh ho ho. Me in school would be like: “HI FRIENDS!!!” “WHAT?” “I LOVE YOUR ART!!” But that’s occasionally :P
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> BebePanda♥ "OH GOLLY"
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Well.. what did u shout? Because I shout a lot at school :D
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> B.Spades Yep The lunchroom be like "ILL GIVE YOU MY KIWI FOR SOME OF THAT GIMBAP?" "Guys quiet down the teachers coming!" "Every body shut up!" "I hate school!" "Yeah! It makes me sleep deprived!" And the younger class are just sitting in the corner watching every other class shouting and talking or throwing food XD, we have only three years in highschool, the third year is the oldest and us getting ready for graduation and the first class are the younger ones. here we eat with the teachers on the table at the same time, but if they all get up and go somewhere it's mayhem.
I shouted at school
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Shouting is a trait
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Oh ho ho. Me in school would be like: “HI FRIENDS!!!” “WHAT?” “I LOVE YOUR ART!!” But that’s occasionally :P
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> BebePanda♥ "OH GOLLY"
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Well.. what did u shout? Because I shout a lot at school :D
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> B.Spades Yep The lunchroom be like "ILL GIVE YOU MY KIWI FOR SOME OF THAT GIMBAP?" "Guys quiet down the teachers coming!" "Every body shut up!" "I hate school!" "Yeah! It makes me sleep deprived!" And the younger class are just sitting in the corner watching every other class shouting and talking or throwing food XD, we have only three years in highschool, the third year is the oldest and us getting ready for graduation and the first class are the younger ones. here we eat with the teachers on the table at the same time, but if they all get up and go somewhere it's mayhem.
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Count money
Play with watercolour
Be ready for the weekend
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That’s a nice plan OwOb
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Im gonna save up to my b day and resume after my bday is done
Count money
Play with watercolour
Be ready for the weekend
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That’s a nice plan OwOb
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Im gonna save up to my b day and resume after my bday is done
Where to get some pufferfish aside from the pet shop or the sea
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> Cattacomb I’ve went window shopping at a fish shop and they had ( I think, it’s been a while ) somthing like a pufferfish.
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wait, in real life or in minecraft? they just added a bucket of pufferfish in there, just sayingggg
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I don’t think pufferfish could be like a pet, considering that they’re poisonous
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thought this said "i want to suffer" but i want an octo and a birb. hopefully u will collect this puffer eventually.
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Im bored
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me too
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And sleepy too
Im bored
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me too
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And sleepy too
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The rain stopped
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Rip
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I love rain . I'm sorry that yours stopped
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the weather here is unpredictable
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It’s warm where I live ;-;
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Luckily its cold
The rain stopped
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Rip
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I love rain . I'm sorry that yours stopped
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the weather here is unpredictable
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It’s warm where I live ;-;
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Luckily its cold
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Hello! I made some drawings when I was in school. It is because of boredom. In those time, the teacher left to get something and it took so long. So because of that I just draw anything.
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Its raining and there are thunderstorms
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1st time for this year yet
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Ooh I love thunderstorms :') I miss them so much
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It was like that last night for me xP
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poor sky
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The sky is crying
Its raining and there are thunderstorms
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1st time for this year yet
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Ooh I love thunderstorms :') I miss them so much
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It was like that last night for me xP
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poor sky
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The sky is crying
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I'm going to damage my hearing, but after this song is over I'll turn it down
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Listening to I.O.I pick me up with high definition headphones up really high
ITS TO MAD, I FEEL LIKE IM AT A DISCO AND CANT BREATH, I HAVENT BEEN TO A DISCO IN AGES, I WAS LIKE THIRTEEN OR SOMETHING, YES IM SHITPOSTING SGAIN BUT THIS IS INDESCRIBABLY AN AMAZING SOUND, the back round music for this is so loud and crazy, i miss I.O.I, why did they disband its sad :( trends me of when 2NE1 disbanded, i was frozen, their one of the first i got into when kpop was getting popular around 2009, i was about 9 going on 10 in 2009
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