Favorite music
Anything
Favorite color
Red
Time spent online
My life
What you eat when hungry
Meme's
Cellphone
iPhone
What you eat when hungry
Whatever leftovers there is
Favorite TV show
미스터리 음악쇼 복면가왕, 런닝맨, ASC, 주간 아이돌, 아는 형님, 인기가요
Others
Tell your children to not be like yeseul
I dont know why i go on here anymore tbh. I hate the new interface, its shitty, hard to use, laggy and there was no need for it. Plus medi wont let me submit art, i do the necessary and unnecessary stuffs you know whatever and POOF! The screen stays white for an eternity and its really bugging me, i have alot of art i cant share bc of it. I cant talk to you guys anymore and yeseul likes talking 😂 sorry, but i hope if someone even sees this that they feel the same, medi has killed their website.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG Im 20 today *cries* where tf has time gone i was like 15 or 16 when i joined medi what happened? I am so happy to be here on this day, and i am extremely grateful! I just want to say, thank you to all of you guys, my followers, my friends and even the people that have left this website. Its confusing balencing between two worlds, medi and real life, but you all, every single one of you people will have a special place in my heart! Forever! I will learn from past mistakes and help them build me into a better person. You guys have changed me, and i feel we all have grown together. I have lots of memories 💜 사랑해 얘들아!
Ill save you guys cake dont worry 😂
Thank you all ♡♡ heres a pick of all my oc's and can you guess what happened to Dara's hat? ;)
Whats happened to myspace? The layout has changed since i was last on and im completely lost. I cant believe im 20 in 10 days 😱 i feel like my life is over im not in my teen years anymore after this!😕 anywho how is everyone. Are you guys well?
> Ponder_Brume Ah im glad your okay too! 💜 honestly same tho, school has taken my soul lol
Pretty good! School is stressful but im still doing okay! Glad your doing okay!💜
life is crazy
I was going to post the reason why i was absent but id rather say everything to one person instead of the whole website. I'm not one for venting and i try to avoid doing it because i know it can annoy a hella load of people on here and it gets to me too sometimes on here when somebody spams myspace with their problems 24/7 and say things that shouldnt be thrown around on the internet like personal matters. One or two things is totally fine and i completely understand the need to say something to get the weight of keeping it in off your shoulders, and even sometimes i find when you tell someone the problem can become lighter. But if you post about personal issues nonstop it can become kind of sickening, plus it puts people in bad moods then everyone gets into fights, ive been on here a few years now and in my time ive witnessed a shit ton of fights. Heck, i was in half of them XD Saying all this brings all of them back and i smile a bit thinking back even tho at the time we were all pulling eachothers hair out over it. We all wanted to kill eachother at the time but when i think back it brings memories. Apart from fights, around that time medi was the best. So many amazing people have left and its not the same. I wish we could all go back in time
Ill stop ranting. Why i went off is because ive been diagnosed with ocd by a phsycologist, which explains alot since i get intrusive thoughts i dont even want and i engage in these rituals, i do them because i feel if i dont, someone will die cuz of me, and stuff like that. Its nothing im not used to, im used to finding out i have mental dissorders. Ive been living with depression baisicly half of my life. Its gone but it can creep up sometimes y'know? The intrusive thought arent fun tho, i dont even want to do what i think in my mind or see someone do what i seen them do in my head, but they appear out of nowhere and i hate them. Its kinda hard to say all this, and im not comfortable telling the world the full story. I hid having other things from everybody and as a result it snowballed and made things worse since i kept it in. I dont know how my family will react, we'll see ●_●
It's alright. I completely agree with how so many people on medibang tell people too much of their personal information. It's one thing to feel the need to get something off your chest but sometimes that type of content can disturb other people or put them in a negative state of mind. That being said, I only wish the best for you. I don't know what it's like have ocd, but I'm glad you at least know the condition you have and can properly treat it. Have a nice day 💜💜💜💜
( just a heads up i done these both on transparent backgrounds )
The requests are finally fineshed! Im sorry they couldnt get done sooner and you probs hate me for not finishing for ages, im a bit ashamed and embarrased of myself for taking this long 😓 i deeply apologise guys. Its just life is crazy yknow (ill explain in another post)
And medibang wont let me post them fsr but its ok ill put them here :) and post them when medibang allows me to
So what did i miss? Anything crazy or was medibang deserted while i died for a month or so lol
Anyways i hope everybody is well, Have a good day/evening/night
💙💎❤💙💚💚💚💚💚💚🐉🎉🎉
I know their bad im sorry i tried but its just im way more comfortable with realism and cant really wrap my head around cartoon or anime kinda styles but yeah :) i hope their ok and i know the styles are kinda different from each picture like one has pupils and the other doesnt, the hair is different and things. Also im sorry that i dont color in the skin, its just a thing i always do in
Non realism drawings, but you can change that if you want.
Again i apologize for the wait but here ya go :)
Awww thank you! He looks great :3
I STOOD ON MY IPAD!
So, i was outside and i had it with me
I DROPPED IT ON THE GROUND WITHOUT KNOWING AND WALKED ON IT
And i broke both the front screen and the lcd so we sent it to be repaired (and i done it on my own since im legal age, i feel like a proper adult now 😂)
So im touching up those request right away! As soon as possible.
Im terribly sorry to who requested, i shouldnt have treated you guys like that but i had no form of contact, which explains why i was absent
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
Oof
Im so inactive! I am sorry!
im also saying a big sorry to the people im doing requests for, their almost done but its just not quite done. Like their drawn but i just need to do touchups, to make it look better 😂
I know before a kinda long time ago (if that makes sense?) Id never finish anything, but i dont want to be old ye-seul, I managed to get myself into college so i mean, i can finish! It just college is crazy, really crazy, life has been so busy ever since i went into high school, that was around when i was around early teenage years to when im an adult now, and that'll keep going.
School is so unfair but i have to do it!
Anyways, I'll promise ill try harder! I can get them requests done ASAP
Aw it’s ok it’s understandable!
Things change so fast.
Like, im an adult! Thats scary.. i swear i was like 15 yesterday or something
My family and friends....
My mother sent a picture of me and my sister, i now tower over her but in the photo i was standing on a stool (which is also how i, baisicly smashed, my shoulder when i was 14), beside her (obvs she towered over me then lol) with my tiny ass haircut and bangs in my eyes. When we were younger we never spoke to one another, but as we get older she starts bullying me, like blaming me for her breakup, that time she threw half a brick at my head and a list as long as me of things she done. Slapping me, ignoring me, throwing me against the wall, constantly slagging me, ruining my life baisicly. She ignores our brother aswell, she'll make mutual conversation with him but she obviously isnt concerned about him.
My friends.. well they sent me pics, my quite short friend seems the be getting shorter, my other friend grew out his hair a bit longer and it shocked me, another one dyed her hair! One has a new sister shes delighted. And another adopted a puppy! Hes in university with me, the only friend i went in with that i knew from highschool which is sad, the friend whos hair is now in his eyes was in my class and we knew one another for Years and years but were in different universitys and the two girls are younger (one is only a few months difference, but it affected school shes to young for university, the other is either 1/5 years younger or even 2 whole years), i wont say who got higher or lower in csat (entry exam) but yeah.. its sad that i dont see everyone from daegu and my three childhood friends, I wish i could take the neighbourhood with me but i cant, that is alot of people and adults done with school and kids too young for university
I want to try this
Be completely honest dont lie to me 😂
7, 8, 9, 13, 14, 15, 20, 21, 23 [These are all my honest opinions btw ^u^ ]
I havent posted anything in ages, ive practiced lots of art when i was off here for a long time but it was mostly practice and not fineshed art. I have major artblock and im loosing followers as my page is starting to get boring, bc im not,posting anything.
Any ideas? Id really appreciate everyones ideas ^o^
Maybe requests? Idk sometimes I like to draw others characters (especially like interesting designs/cute ones) or try out new character designs ( I don’t usually keep the, tho )
Litteraly i took a break for no apparent reason but nobody will miss me so its ok 😂
Im a lot happier than before which is good, because i felt like the mood droped when i walk into a room, ill try to be happier ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
So did i miss stuff?
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I want you guys to ask me questions
I honestly couldnt care what youll ask me, not just 'whens ur bday' or 'any pets?' Ask me interesting question, be funny, get personal idc ㅋㅋㅋ
> Brekkiesマグロ> Brekkiesマグロ Thank you ^ㅂ^, im glad to be back Mmh probably venus, it sounds cool
Im not very good with questions but whats your favorite planet? Also welcome back! Glad your doing better!💚
> WisteriaPhantom Either turtles or snakes
Aww welcome back! What’s your favourite reptile :3
Solji has such a beautiful smile, it makes me so happy idk why
Why do i suddenly have a wierd obsession with the colors pink and red?
I made them with medibang and google images thats why they might look shitty lol.
waaah these look so pretty
> cosmic•blue Oooh they actually sound quite nice together
> •♡✨𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓲✨♡• Yeah i can agree
i love pink/red/& orange together but really i don’t like any of them on their own lmao
Im feeling a bit better lately...
I was like.... looking back on video's from a while ago..... i took silly video's with my friends and pets and my brother, and i seen how sick i looked. I realized how happy i used to be on medibang (and when i people called me the myspace queen because i posted non-stop). Im sorry if now im dragging down the mood, i wont be myself for a while.
I keep waking up, i have alot of things on my mind rn.
Im sorry for hiding the anorexia thing.. even worse when i came back i didnt give an explanation of why i left, i just covered it pretending i was ok. I didnt suspect smth was wrong and no one else did because i seemed so happy, till it hit me what i done to myself, when i was at the doctor i explained my symptoms and i was told im anorexic. Before when i stopped feeding myself thought i was doing the right thing, i was obviosly not. Thats why i was never really a sad person because my problems never really brought me down so i kept being the happy person i was. I hope i can return to myself, the happy me who posted nonstop..
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Im trying my hardest to make art.....i have something a work in progress, two things actually. I havent posted in ages im sorry 😐
> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom> WisteriaPhantom Thank u. I hope so, lets all look forward to the future :)
> Brekkies> Brekkies> Brekkies> Brekkies Thank u :) i hope your sleep is ok to
Aw it’s okay I understand. Things like that really can be hard to deal with and I’m so glad your back feeling better and it will get more better in the future
I missed you too...we all do, im having issues sleeping too..but i really hope you get better and i wish you the best of luck m8!!💛 [this message was sent to the myspace queen of medibang stories :3]
Im a little happier today (night for me)
I just wanna talk..... a small catch up since ive been gone for like forever.
Should i update my meet the artist? Since y'know, ive changed lots since then. Like, im not 18 anymore and my measurements have changed..
My eyes are sore lol.
I just wanna talk to ppl, im lonely and my roomates are sleeping.
Im not home atm. Im in a dormy apartment kinda house thingy because of university x.x
I thought highschool was hectic, but i am enjoying myself and i have a doctors apointment in a few days.
Name a thing you done for the first time?
i was put on an iv drip, never done that before, its honestly frightening.
I had soju (not right now a few months ago)
And..... well i never drove a motorcycle or driven a car.
What type of cars do you like?
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Ill go to sleep soon i promise
> ×∆♥예슬♥∆× yes omg they're sexy broo
> BloodieWolfie Goddamnit clio!
> BloodieWolfie The renault *cli play sorry
> BloodieWolfie And the new renault kaptur, play and kajdar (even tho renault get bad reviews for being slow i still like the look of them 😂)
Ive made myself feel 10 times worse....
Ive been looking through my old messages with people and realized how cringey i was x.x
Im sorry guys
> ×∆♥예슬♥∆× It’s fine
Im such a freak
I know im just spamming myspace with crap, and rants, maybe like one good thing....
But why did i actually leave
Truth is im not well........
Ive been hiding it saying "oh doctor said im fine" "i might look sick but im not im okay!" And shit like that. Im a 6'0 female who weighs 45kg! Im obviously not a healthy weight. I hide alot of shit, from my parents and my friends. I act like im ok, but im not. Beauty standards make me sick, over here your only pretty if your skinny, but if your too skinny, your also up there with the heavier people. I didnt eat to become perfect, i wanted to feel good. My breaks are because of school, and my focus on recovery. My bmi (i know, not the best way to discover if im ok) was 13.6, somebody my height should be 140lbs to 183lbs! My knees would point through my legs, you could see my ribs and hibones, my face was so slim and my spine, dont get me started. This is such a private matter to me, not something i thought id ever share, ever. But ive built up courage to say it, you all deserve the truth..
I have recovered, im still a bit boney but now i can say i weigh 139lbs, normal. I wont ever go down that road again, ever.
I better stop before i drown myself in tears...
> WisteriaPhantom Thank you :')
Aw I’m glad your getting better. I have a friend with eating problems and I worry for her sometimes but it will be okay in the end
Storytime!
#ihatesiblings #mysisterismad
Lemme tell you a story, bc i dont have better things to do, its like 4 something in the morning last i got up and checked i should be asleep but im actually sitting on the ground in my bedoom with my creepy long legs staring back at me because i just got sleep paralysis a few hours ago and im frightened to sleep now, probably shouldnt have slept on my back but the otherday we were swiming at the beach and i belly flopped into the water and my sides hurt (and i thought i was doing amazing with my sp, i didnt get it for a while but its started to creep back like a spider)
One beautiful may night i was sleeping peacefully, i was having another dumb dream that i was talking to a lucky black cat when suddenly 3 butterflys flew into my mouth. All of a sudden i felt a big SLAP sensation on my cheek, i shot up and seen a bitch also known as my sister with her dumb hand on my face. Iask her what the hell is going on and she starts to rant about how her boyfriend broke up w/her. She then proceeded to BLAME me about it. Its not my fault your bf called it quits, i asked her how is it my fault? She said that i probably scared him away with my wierdness, she then ran away sobbing. I honestly dont know how we're sisters, she dyes her hair light brown? She is naturaly super black haired like me, but in our family pictures her head stands out so much.
1. I know im wierd, but im akward in a good way excuse me eonni 😋
2. Don't slap me, my face gets red very eassily i dont want eomma to think i got into a fignt with someone.
> Jeff2kgamer ^_^ Because she's retarded. She hates me for no reason
What Why This makes zero sense That’s retarded Why would she blame you
I just wanna talk to someone :)
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I am no longer a highschool student, and in my next birthday im going to be 20!! 😱 (19 in western years), 19 is adult in korea, and i am 19 right now! Im no longer a teenager but due to not being on here for a while i dont know if i told anybody or not or if i posted on my birthday the 13th october (i think i did... yeah i did i posted about my first time drinking). I graduated while i wasnt on medibang and ife has been hectic, the big transition from highschool to university.
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How is everyone? Are you guys well? ^_^
> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie I supose. You dont know what you had till its gone
> ×∆♥예슬♥∆× welp yeppp that's life smh it is scary buttttt enjoy it!! this moment only happens once in life 🤩
> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie Like, i need to get a job, university, ill eventually have to move out of my house back in daegu (not in it right now) and if i do something bad i cant go to juvy ill be going to actual prison x.x
> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie Its so scary tho x.x
What did i miss?
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Im back frens! :))
Whats all this "art street" stuff? Is it no longer medibang?
Anywhoooooo what did i miss 😃
> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie Probs lol
> ×∆♥예슬♥∆× I'm okaayy-ish we probably have the same mood lol
> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie Im alrighty-ish, yourself?
> ×∆♥예슬♥∆× hey heyyy wb, hru?
Im cry :'()
honestly
Press f to pay respecc for our periods. (Also hi ye seulllll ^o^)
Liek if you cri everytiem
iKON has a new song! Its called 'im ok' *cough* GO WATCH IT :) -> https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=yqszm7AnX-4
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Have you ever wrote something really crazy or secretive on a paper then your mom finds it? Please tell me im not the only one, i need somebody else to experience that situation so i dont feel so bad about it lol.
I found THE BEST GIFS EVER
> ×∆♥예슬♥∆× Well um as a kid I was a bit of a trouble maker, I'll say that...
> FluffyCat> FluffyCat> FluffyCat> FluffyCat Why would you be in trouble for drawing art?
> Nechu_Mp4> Nechu_Mp4> Nechu_Mp4> Nechu_Mp4 Same, in that moment i wanted to be anything but human
> □•°Ξ예슬Ξ°•》 Ikr, when that happened to me i wanted to become a complete raisin and disappear
Yeh u know what, ill be off for a while, im tured and feel like shit so.... :/
U can hmu bc imbored when i come back
> 🌸❤FluffyCat❤🌸> 🌸❤FluffyCat❤🌸 Once your in you cant get get out XD
> FluffyCat sToP feTiSHIzINg aSiAn CULtURe
> □•°Ξ예슬Ξ°•》 hiiiii❤❤
Also thanks to you I've been sucked into the kpop fandom Hope ur happy XD
Im 19 in 2019, lol im not funny.
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So, ive looked at my myspace posts and most of them are all "im back" or "grand return". I turn up, thinking "yeah im going to stay", but then i leave for ages, i come back and write a post about my return, then it repeats and repeats so i have now: way to many myspace post about me returning. My keyboard is being a bitch and its playing up :)
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I havent been on in a while, between school, life and everything going on with new years and christmas and lunar new year is coming up in february, im just too busy to be on here. I might stay for a while idk. Sorry i sound so gloomy, im just tired tbh.
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Here, pictures of miyeon and yuqi because their the only pictures in my gallery.
Awww welcome back anyway ^^ I missed when u would post nearly ten times a day lol But I understand. Life happens :)
> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie Thank you :)
oh! Lunar New year is 4 days before my birthday 😎 don't worry about the coming and going, do whatever you need and want~
Unfortunately, im not dead.
XD
So anyways, my studies are eating my soul out
And my friend asked be to go somewhere with him
Im like "bish its 5 something in the morning and the both of us should be studying"
Lol
So im on for a while, and then ill dissapear again
> □•°Ξ예슬Ξ°•》 HOW DARE SCHOOL TAKE AWAY PPL LIKE THIS AGGGHH
**fortunately welcome back :D dont let studies kill you x.x they are known to kill many's minds ;;
> FluffyCat OMG HI I MISSED YOU SO MUCH TOO
HELLO I MISSED YOU SO MUCH THANK GOODNESS YOU AREN'T DEAD
My birthday was on october 13th and i turned 19.
I can now baisicly do anything. Woohoo!
i did say i would be on on that day, both KST and your guys times, but my school friends hosted a party for me and weve all been hanging out kinda since them plus we had school so i got no time to. But im here now
> FluffyCat Thank you ^^
> BloodieWolfie Omg woolfie im only 19 im not even in my 20s yet XD
Happy birthday ❤❤❤ We're both adults now heheh...
happy late birthday ;; hope you had a great one :) you're so old aahhh! the wrinkles will start coming soon!
2 days till im 19 !
4 days in your guys times.
Dammit i cant wait lol
> FluffyCat> FluffyCat> FluffyCat> FluffyCat> FluffyCat> FluffyCat Yeah XD
Eyyyyy can't wait!! ^^ The time thing trips me up tho since we're technically the same age XD
I think im getting into sf9.... ALOT ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Listen to now or never, the song is just *bomb explodes*
My wig flew to America, and its not coming back. I LOVE THIS THAT MUCH OML
And a message to their stylists....please dont cut hwiyoungs hair, i loved it that much hes in my profile ( ͡^ ͜ʖ ͡^ )
I want them to strangle me, not in a shesual way, just STRANGLE M- woah that escalated quickly lol.
If you like athetic shiiiyt- WATCH IT
If you like colours- WATCH IT
If you like dark pop- WATCH IT
If you like me- WATCH IT
if you like you- WATCH IT (*cough* i cant do that bc i dont like myself :'))
Link: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=rQ8MFfg3DHA
Is AlL gUcCi In Da HucCi, iM oKaY *cough*
> □•°Ξ예슬Ξ°•》 my hair is black anyways so its fine ;; but i should get bangs tbh.. i dont have any plus where i live everyone actually thinks im asian. even the asian people think im asian, or half-asian. my best friend is a makeup artist and when she does my makeup, i look 85% asian anyways so itll be okay :D . so do you want to start a group or it just be you and me? xD
> sad.kaii> sad.kaii I KNOW RIGHT OMGGGGG UWU UWU
> BloodieWolfie> BloodieWolfie Yes! Best idea ever lol. And dont worry, just keep your hair in your eyes and dye it black, no one will know your not asian XD
> □•°Ξ예슬Ξ°•》 let's go become idols together ;; even though im not korean .-.
These are messyyyy.
The width and height of the first picture must be low bc the pen looks pixelated and i forget alot as i done that one a while ago lol.
• Jinhwan (iKON)
• Xiumin (EXO)
• Minnie ( (G)I-DLE )
> □•°Ξ예슬Ξ°•》 Yee ^-^
> FluffyCat> FluffyCat Deal lol ^^
> □•°Ξ예슬Ξ°•》 Aww, shucks u///u Practice, I guess. I'll keep practicing realism, and you can keep practicing anime, and we'll both improve! ^^
> FluffyCat> FluffyCat Im bad at anime tho, your anime is amazing!
Omg happy birthday bro!! I wish you the best of luck and joy of your birthday and future!!💕💕