Favorite music
duh, grllrz nd rctc mnkys lmao
Favorite artwork
mine lmao
Future goals
to be hired by famous animation companies.
Future goals
to get stabbed by Alex's nose lmaooo
Hello! In case yall didnt know, my instagram is aesthetic.freeman where I mainly am now, and I also have a discord server if u wanna talk to me and some other friends:
https://discord.gg/2TFdF4v
Also I've been improving my virtual band alot :))))
So yeah <3
Sorry I haven't been on but hey I'm here! So yeah I'm having a really hard time in life. School is really hard and my mom's getting mad at me. My depression is at its worst. I cry everyday. And everyone's getting mad at me. I even lost my friend because he got mad at me. But hey im still alive.
Heres a thing that took me 10 hours of suffering and crying
Oh my god this is amazing!!
Im m o i s t
I LOVE IT
> DemMonkeyzUwU You'RE wElCoME
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i havent been on for a month
i might never post cuz a. this webistes depressing lmao
and b. i have an instagram i use all the time
so follow me @aesthetic.freeman
if you still wanna see me ;<
0000 I CAN ADD U TO ART HOES NOW YEET
welcome back friend when i get instagram i’ll follow you ;)
Welcome back to crazy land lol
Welcome back and yes,I am gonna follow you!
tonights such a good night
its 5 pm and so nice
i wish i had friends that lived near me so i can go pound on their door and we can hang out on the street
Same tho
guess the fok what
there
is
a
new
am
album
yeet
is called tranquility base hotel and casino
and i already preordered a cd lmaoooo
I'm super freakin excited to hear it when in comes out :'>
I got goose pimples from that news,omg
I reactivated my Instagram account @aesthetic.freeman
Ive been using that while I have time with my phone. If I still owe y'all anything you can tell me
Yes,join us..and welcome back!
Join us in the hell spawn that is medibang on april fools.
i tried a new medication to help my dizziness but it only made it worse, and i cant see. literally. i can see far away but up close i cant see anything. im scared tbh. one of the side effects was drowsiness (dizziness jesus) and blurred vision, which hopefully will go away soon.
i dont wanna wake up tomorrow. ive been feeling so horrible that i want to do it. but my mom has been caring for me so much lately, so i at least want to have the decency to tell her i wanna die. though i think shell be better off not knowing. but juuuust in case i decide to, ill let her know anyway. as for all of you, thanks. most of you helped me in rough times, by asking for collabs, or simply asking me how im doing.
i dont wanna go blind. everythings against me except my mom, so ill tell her tonight.
I used to want to kill myself (my dumbass depression i had made me feel that way) but it stopped. I hope you feel better soon! I know your pain, wanting to die is not a good feeling.. I hope it goes well when you tell your mom. Well all be here for you no matter what! (sorry if this is to late but i was inactive)
* gives a hug * nuuuuuuuuuuu I hope u get better :<
That sounds horrible. I really, really hope you get well soon dude!
> N o o d l e A l i e n thanks fam ;V;
I put color references next to everything
Sorry it's late
I've had phone problems eee
my phone got taken away so oops
also im having a lot of problems right now so i might not post anything, even art, since i draw on my phone. so uh im sorry if have any collabs i need to do
Here's my half of the collab! I made it transparent so it's easier to color
And I could reference colors if you need them
so i finished the drawing after 5 hours..
i hurt and im sore.
and i wanted to edit the pic a lil bit so i saved a copy. then somehow i saved the copy onto the original that i spent so much time on.
so yeah sorry it looks bad.
god i wanna cry and slam my head into a door.
Dude this looks flippin amazing! You should love yourself! You have such amazing talent, idk how you could afford to hate yourself!
Both of them look smexy af I cant draw ppl/hands/literally anything for shit lmao GIMME UR DAM TALENTTTTTT
What do you mean it looks bad? This looks absolutely beautiful! None of my artwork could ever amount to this masterpiece! And yea, if you feel hurt and sore, maybe take a nap or drink water.
It looks great,so I don’t know where you got the idea it looks bad.Also,lay down a little if you’re hurt and sore.
Hey guys im livestreaming on my channel
yall know my link
if not go to an older post i made
k thx
k its over now dweebs
Yey!
My period is ravaging me so hard that I'm immobilized to this toilet
I can't even get up it hurts that bad so I just sit here in shame
I wanna draw
Help me
> catato_cat yeeeeep had that happen before and my dude friend was there too so uhhhh
UUMM Take some painkillers Drink water And heres an embarrassing story Today, my cycle started again and i didnt know so there was blood on my sky blue jeans I got up for my presentation The teacher called me out side You know what happened
Wait, are my periods gonna get really painful when I grow up?
Well,try taking painkillers.Liquid or pill ones will do.Drink tea or water and lay down somewhere comfortable.
I did some kick-ass art this week
Like where'd it come from??
I'm not a huge fan of their songs, but I do watch them for the animation (and I guess there's some story too but idk)
> Chérie Yaaas boii me too
> B.Spades Yeahyuh boi
Eyegasms to infinity and beyond
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCSIqVOPPO3v_sv0UqGwvbnQ
i try to post often
also im setting up a Screaming Cinematic Universe
Subbed
o dayum thnks
My life's been really hard lately. It's going too fast, I'm losing energy and I can't do anything anymore. And everyone's giving up on me. I get dizzy all the time now and I cry almost every night. I just wish life could pause so I can eat, go outside, and take a break. But oh well. I feel so bad anymore, and everyone getting mad and giving up on me isn't helping. I'm alone now. I need a break. I'm so tired and sad.
a week later, everythings still the same.
Dude same! I cant quite thinking that i look disgusting, and i also feel so tired and dont wanna do anything and just so sad with myself so much :'(
> DemMonkeyzUwU You're welcome ^_^ I posted your request on my Gallery rn btw
> Banana Cat Ooh thank you for both 🤗
I'm editing uwu and it's being a pain right now
Any device I'm on, about an hour of work in, and the app shuts down. Thankfully I have the lineart, but all the colorings gone. Mmmmmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
rip
God that sucks. Are you putting to much render or using huge files? Usually that's what causes the app to close/crash whenever i use it. It also helps to not use too many folders/layers (which sucks because i need to)
I was on penguin oasis (a club penguin without a chat filter) and I met someone who liked me
My name is arctic_monkeys
And we talked about music we liked
Then we asked for each other's Spotify and Instagram
So yeet new friend
> DemMonkeyzUwU Oh,okay
> Maylien i found the benedict one a year ago and i photoshopped alex in there
I’m so happy for you! (btw,where the hell do you find these images?This question has been killing me)
idea bout a game
of course it wont look like this, but i have characters and a scene now yee
I love it!
I can already tell this can be a great game
This is so beautiful,omg
does anyone know how to make games?
or a game software?
i kinda wanna make something with the chibi n00dl d00dls i do
like a NITW-esque kinda thing
where the chibis go find someone and have existential crises along the way
i guess you can use scratch :v fun fact: my scratch acc got banned several times 0w0
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=eWtx0wPOvEs You could also create animated versions of them that move around your desktop.
shimeji's? Do you mean shimejis?
well i found gamemaker studio 2 and it looks pretty legit its an annual fee of $39 tho
I'm going back to
if it's a seven hour flight or a forty five minute drive
One of them will blind your eyes, so I'm sorry. -not-
But I like how this turned out. (lmao typing it turned autocorrected to Turner lmaoOOO)
I seen that post You have a right to be mad But im working on deleting all my my space posts Im shitty i know and i dont deserve to be loved and i know you probably think the same Ive recently snapped out of my depressive state I know you hate me so you can say it I know alot of people hate me Sorry
OwO i love dis oml 😤😤😤
AHHHh! i love these, GOOD JOB ON THIS!! :0
I love these :'0
I'm starting to denounce my thoughts of telling everyone. I feel like it's stupid now. Why would they care? They didn't before. Not until I threatened to bite again. Is that really all there is to care about? Not the feelings behind it? I dunno. I don't want to tell anyone. No one cares.
Well wait I'm sorry. You might care. But will it help me?
Nooo dont hurt yourself You arent gaining Please If you know you can do something you can do it I had a friend who self harmed. Because of a bad grade. She has really strict parents. I told her that she can improve her grade. Guess what, ,she did. I feel that if you can control your situation there is no need for you to hurt yourself
I can relate, and, I care about you, but I cant do anything, Im just a stupid person in the internet, Im sorry of what you feel.
And yes, i am willing to help you as much as and when i can. I am open to talk anytime you need it, when you want to, etc.
As much as i'd like you to, and though my opinions play no part and should influence or effect what you feel is right or your own decisions in a time like this. I'm not going to force or convince you to do anything you aren't comfortable with or feel isn't right or helpful in this situation. It's only going to stress you out more if you do something you aren't looking forward to or don't want to do.
So I've decided to put off my idea from earlier
And instead do something .. ya know, normal
And try to get everyone together, like my mom and my friend, and tell them everything. I don't know if it's a good idea for not though. Like if there's a more formal way or not
I'm not sure yet. If I do I don't know if I should do it a different times for each person or have everyone together
> DemMonkeyzUwU Maybe your mom. If there's something serious going on in your life she'd want you to tell/let her know first because parents are really open for their kids to talk to them when they need it. On the other hand, telling your friend first could give you an quick expectations/reassurance to tell your mom. I myself would go with my mom because she's always there for you or is going to be there for you and has your entire life.
> Vividncity Who should I start with? Not to be picky or anything
What seems easier to you though? Talking to each of them individually could ease you into telling the other person, and so on.
I dunno if this counts.
But this might sound weird.
How can I get myself into a hospital without completely maiming myself.
Yeah that's weird.
But I'm willing to do anything I can to have people in my real life care about me, even if I somehow do have to hurt myself. I just don't want to resort to that.
Is there a way to just end up in a hospital without harming myself? And if I have to, what's the least harmful way?
I'm okay, I just want people to know I'm going through a hard time. Talking doesn't resolve anything, so I'm gonna try to land my ass into a hospital.
> Vividncity Its alright I can see how that could be misinterpreted
> catato_cat My bad.
Personally, for your sake, i think you shouldnt do that even if you want people to care about you. If you really want to be careed for though, id suggest careing for the one you want be care for from.
> Vividncity Slow meaning almost shut down
Here a png to mess around with
I don't know why I made this but whatever
Give de bois a reason to be happy 👌
> DemMonkeyzUwU Really though. Maybe you can
> Maylien i kinda wish i had hair like theirs like all 4 on me at once
They have nice hair
I did a third one lmao
I did because color??
Color is awesome
It makes anything at least 3x sexier
I nut at dis
> DemMonkeyzUwU no problem <3
> Maylien holy shit thank you so much <3
I just had an eyegasm. Thats how amazing your art is
I know everyone's been negative lately and I don't want to add to it, so I'd rather message about my circumstances instead of making a public post and bumming everyone out. If you wanna message me about all this you may. Just ask "what's up?" Or "what's wrong?" I just don't wanna talk about it via public post in case some people don't care.
Have a happi boi since you came this far 👌
Yey
So uh
Which ones better?
Obviously one has more detail and the other has a red filter lmao
Also I didn't give a crap about the clothes
It kinda gives a good style doesn't it?
Both are good, but I like more the first one is hooot xD
The first one is h0t
> Sphynia-Cat> Sphynia-Cat Surprisingly i like these too Also i agree with you too
I absolutely adore both but the first catches my eye a bit more ((also good lord I love this yeah??))
I’m sorry...